In about 2 weeks the year would come to an end, and another yr will start.Imagine,how great a person could be and etc..at the end of the day noone will get more than their fair share on time...because regardless who it may be, time is just the same for everyone of us....thus,as i recall my last few weeks before the year 2005 would finally come to an end....endless list of resolutions, happenings n memories run across my mind...yet, all i can say is definitely i had a memorable yr being 21, an age of complete freedom, supposedly...nevertheless dere may be things that i would ve done which i am not proud of however there r plenty that i did which had make a rather meaningful year as well..:P
Regardlesss what the following yr would to come about, i shall not dwell in the past , the negative side and all and continue to look ahead for a better start, a better approach on a better year ahead.Of course, the many friends that i had the opportunity to meet, to learn and to share with, its really a pleasure even know it may be for a short time or so, however i believe that when u meet a person ,whoever it may be, how long or short ,what matters is det every other being will definitely leave some sort of lesson or experience det we can learn from ...but of cuz the friends by our side, those are indeed precious and priceless ,so i really do count my blessings in having u all..( u know who u r ) meanwhile last week was packed with loads of things from the World peace forum which i attended grace by all those very important leaders of the world to my involvement in the bowling tournament etc...
By the way, shoutouts to those with bdays and all, we did celebrate in style..:P meanwhile xmas just around the corner, may everyone ve a great christmas,eat well be merry and god bless !
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Monday, December 12, 2005
the short holiday..urban city gal gets cultural shock hehe
phew...past week have just flown by, let me start updating bout my busy week, it was a really sweet one though...i was in kuching, sarawak wif my mom on a buisness cum leisure trip,stayed at the hilton considered as the best hotel dere...it was really a great trip,despite the heavy schedule, we managed to squeeze in time to sightsee the city,paid a trip to the cultural village as well....regarding the cultural trip, gosh it was really an experience of a lifetime for a city gal like me...meanwhile to keep it short, in summary i had the chance to visit all the longhouses that was built n experience how the people actually stayed n led their lives dere.....i never would ve dreamt of the kinda lifestyle they can actually go through which seriously if i had to do so, i think i really cannot survive it....meanwhile this whole week was really a feast week...i m spoiled wif so many different kinds of food...gosh now my workout out is all in vain..i guess i got to hit the gym pretty soon....u know sumtimes i should count my blessings cuz it seems det i just ve this food kinda luck...everywhere i go i seemed to be offered a lot of food..dets why ppl like me wanna be thin also difficult..but then like the chinese proverb says "sek shi fuk' so i should just stop complaining hehe...
meanwhile besides det i truly had a nice holiday the next one will be the mount kinabalu...truly the highest peak in asia to scale....which means i got to workout more get more stamina n then climbed all the way hehe..:)
meanwhile besides det i truly had a nice holiday the next one will be the mount kinabalu...truly the highest peak in asia to scale....which means i got to workout more get more stamina n then climbed all the way hehe..:)
Saturday, December 10, 2005
beneath a dream..lies an ocean of truth
a feeling of loss,
emotions are the cause,
whats not to unfold is a mask of silence,
a story untold, unheard of..
the ending unknown but the meaning deep in turns,
unable to escape the immense pressure,
memories just could not be tossed.
paying a price,
of an unworthy quest,
lies the beholder of a sharp image of the knife,
which cannot cuts any ties it bounds but would rather lose eternity
then force itself to be set free.
some things are not meant to be controlled,
or rather unjustified for words or actions,
yet some things are meant to dwell in the dark,
just so it could be forgotten and let go...the past..
why is the action of an undesirable cause a series of unknown,
perhaps dere's lies bigger things untold,
or perhaps life is just meant to be hard,
but suffering the hardest lies the soul of the heart.....
emotions are the cause,
whats not to unfold is a mask of silence,
a story untold, unheard of..
the ending unknown but the meaning deep in turns,
unable to escape the immense pressure,
memories just could not be tossed.
paying a price,
of an unworthy quest,
lies the beholder of a sharp image of the knife,
which cannot cuts any ties it bounds but would rather lose eternity
then force itself to be set free.
some things are not meant to be controlled,
or rather unjustified for words or actions,
yet some things are meant to dwell in the dark,
just so it could be forgotten and let go...the past..
why is the action of an undesirable cause a series of unknown,
perhaps dere's lies bigger things untold,
or perhaps life is just meant to be hard,
but suffering the hardest lies the soul of the heart.....
Thursday, December 08, 2005
someone told me the answer to love...
(well, this is something i find meaningful, yet practicing it honestly...its huge pressure anyways here goes...)
To love is one thing.
To be loved is another.
But to be loved by the one you love is everything.
You never lose by loving.
You always lose by holding back.
Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.
You cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone that can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
Sometimes we look too far off in the distance to find that one person we want to share our lives with, without realizing that often times they're just in front of you loving you all this time.
True love doesn't have a happy ending.
That's because true love doesn't have an ending.
A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes in the promises of love, no matter how long the time and how far the distance.
Love has its own time, season, and own reasons.
You can't ask it to stay, you can only embrace it as it comes and be glad that for a moment in your life it was yours.
To love is one thing.
To be loved is another.
But to be loved by the one you love is everything.
You never lose by loving.
You always lose by holding back.
Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.
You cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone that can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
Sometimes we look too far off in the distance to find that one person we want to share our lives with, without realizing that often times they're just in front of you loving you all this time.
True love doesn't have a happy ending.
That's because true love doesn't have an ending.
A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes in the promises of love, no matter how long the time and how far the distance.
Love has its own time, season, and own reasons.
You can't ask it to stay, you can only embrace it as it comes and be glad that for a moment in your life it was yours.
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
king arthur's table-s good joke..
You must read all of it to get the message :-
Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch ofaneighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals . So, the monarch offered him his freedom,as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death.The question?....What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end.He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess,the priests, the wise men and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone,but no one could give him a satisfactory answer.Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would havet he answer.But the price would be high; as the witch was famous throughout the kingdom for the exorbitant prices she charged. The last day of the year arrivedand Arthur had no choice but to talk to the witch. She agreed to answer the question, but he would have to agree to her price first.The old witch wanted to marry Sir Lancelot, the most noble of the Knights of the Round Table and Arthur's closest friend! Young Arthur was horrified. She was hunchbacked and hideous, had only one tooth,smelled like sewage, made obscene noises, etc. He had never encountered such a pugnant creature in all his life. He refused to force his friend to marry her and endure such a terrible burden; but Lancelot,learning of the proposal, spoke withArthur.He said nothing was too big of a sacrifice compared to Arthur's life and the preservation of the Round Table.Hence, a wedding was proclaimed and the witch answered Arthur's question thus: What a woman really wants, she answered ... is to be in charge of herown life. Everyone in the kingdom instantly knew that thewitch had uttered a great truth and that Arthur's life would be spared.And so it was, the neighboring monarch granted Arthur his freedom and Lancelot and the witch had a wonderful wedding.The honeymoon hour approached and Lancelot, steeling himself for a horrific experience, entered the bedroom. But what a sight awaited him.The most beautiful woman he had ever seen lay before him on the bed. The astounded Lancelot asked what had happened.The beauty replied that since he had been so kind to her when a witch, she would henceforth, be her horrible deformed self only half the time and the beautiful maiden the other half. Which would he prefer? Beautiful during the day....or night?Lancelot pondered the predicament. During the day, a beautiful woman to show off to his friends, but at night, in the privacy of his castle,an old witch? Or, would he prefer having a hideous witch during theday,but by night, a beautiful woman for him to enjoy wondrous intimate moments? What would YOU do?What Lancelot chose is below. BUT ... make YOUR choice before you scroll down below. OKAY?Noble Lancelot said that he would allow HER to make the choice herself.Upon hearing this, she announced that she would be beautiful all the time because he had respected her enough to let her be in charge of her own life .Now ... what is the moral to this story?Scroll downThe moral is..... If you don't let a woman have her own way....Things are going to get UGLY!
Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch ofaneighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals . So, the monarch offered him his freedom,as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death.The question?....What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end.He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess,the priests, the wise men and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone,but no one could give him a satisfactory answer.Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would havet he answer.But the price would be high; as the witch was famous throughout the kingdom for the exorbitant prices she charged. The last day of the year arrivedand Arthur had no choice but to talk to the witch. She agreed to answer the question, but he would have to agree to her price first.The old witch wanted to marry Sir Lancelot, the most noble of the Knights of the Round Table and Arthur's closest friend! Young Arthur was horrified. She was hunchbacked and hideous, had only one tooth,smelled like sewage, made obscene noises, etc. He had never encountered such a pugnant creature in all his life. He refused to force his friend to marry her and endure such a terrible burden; but Lancelot,learning of the proposal, spoke withArthur.He said nothing was too big of a sacrifice compared to Arthur's life and the preservation of the Round Table.Hence, a wedding was proclaimed and the witch answered Arthur's question thus: What a woman really wants, she answered ... is to be in charge of herown life. Everyone in the kingdom instantly knew that thewitch had uttered a great truth and that Arthur's life would be spared.And so it was, the neighboring monarch granted Arthur his freedom and Lancelot and the witch had a wonderful wedding.The honeymoon hour approached and Lancelot, steeling himself for a horrific experience, entered the bedroom. But what a sight awaited him.The most beautiful woman he had ever seen lay before him on the bed. The astounded Lancelot asked what had happened.The beauty replied that since he had been so kind to her when a witch, she would henceforth, be her horrible deformed self only half the time and the beautiful maiden the other half. Which would he prefer? Beautiful during the day....or night?Lancelot pondered the predicament. During the day, a beautiful woman to show off to his friends, but at night, in the privacy of his castle,an old witch? Or, would he prefer having a hideous witch during theday,but by night, a beautiful woman for him to enjoy wondrous intimate moments? What would YOU do?What Lancelot chose is below. BUT ... make YOUR choice before you scroll down below. OKAY?Noble Lancelot said that he would allow HER to make the choice herself.Upon hearing this, she announced that she would be beautiful all the time because he had respected her enough to let her be in charge of her own life .Now ... what is the moral to this story?Scroll downThe moral is..... If you don't let a woman have her own way....Things are going to get UGLY!
Sunday, November 27, 2005
a musical to remember indeed
its been a while since i blog here,well i still got to put in some entries to keep my blog alive rite..hehe meanwhile past 3 weeks,have been working out in the gym a lot, n mind u i have not gone any thinner because i just realised det the more u work out the more u eat....wat to do ur appetite increases because u become more active, nevertheless i ve been attending some really great classes especially the latest form of yoga-tantra,known as the highest form of yoga exercise,this experienced instructor by the name of master lingam, well having had 24 yrs of experience under his belt, presumably he definitely qualifies to teach a yoga of that standard.Only thing was he never warn us intermediate or i rather say start over begineers bout how tough the poses are, and thanks to his class, i m suffering from a sore back,spine n toes haha, bet u din know det the strongest pose and hardest one to do is to have ur toes balance ur entire weight,well..i was told even a person of the greatest stamina,endurance etc..could not master this particular pose either....which means that since i did it, so i must be damn strong..(haha, no way...)
My brother had gone to the states for vacation, and its been 3 weeks already bet he's having a great time dere....meanwhile just hope he remembers to get me my stuff hehe....meanwhile some pretty good n bad news happened over this 3 weeks, firstly my trip to the states had to be postponed due to some glitches, anyhow its better that i go next yr i guess....but i do feel somewhat dissapointed with it for i had been looking forward to see my best friend dere....yet, no worries k..i do understand bout the things, so don't bother feeling bad cuz its not like i ll not go, its just at a later time, besides i had already submit my visa application, which means i ve a visa valid for 10 yrs, now tell me how would i possibly not go within this period hehe..:)
Apart from det, my dad's best friend really kept to his word, gosh, he's the one with the son in the making of becoming one of those stars in TVB, anyhow...dad pass me the VVIP tickets yesterday ,and my mom, aunt n i went to watch wat i consider the most unforgetable musical of all times.Seriously, i had been exposed to musicals ever since i was young, because i had the chance to participate and act in it as well, so threatre works is something that i know a thing or two about , and the musical that i witnessed to yesterday was produced and starred by a group of famous n rather talented chinese led by the equally famous jacky cheung(also known as one of the 4 heavenly kings in HK)Anyways, i met aaron right dere when i was just bout to enter the stage to our seatings, it was really wat i call fated to meet, cuz never thought we could catch him as he was just so tremendously busy, well i ve not seen him close to a decade, and having remember the lil kid s time where we went to ocean park together etc..anyhow he seemed unabled to regcognised me at first..(hehe i must ve changed a lot, for the better i hope..)anyhow when he saw my mom who had the same face and seems to never grow ol...honestly my mom is blessed wif good genes...then he remembered hehe .
I am really happy for him because he finally achieve wat he had always dreamed of becoming, yet its a pity det his brother did not do so, cuz seriously he had a younger bro who's one word...cute..as in seriously good looking...another potential TVB star and best of all a graduate from Princeton all is it Cornell, whicheverlar....but anyhow wish him success..man i still cant believe it...sigh....its time i had better stay more focused to my own dreams as well...cuz really seeing him gave me a big motivation and i told myself det i must never give up on wat i want...so really ppl stay true to ur dreams, make sure u dream big, and dun ever evr give up on it..because u ll succeed if u really stay truly focused on it...just like my lil childhood friend whom i once considered ...wateverlar better not say it..anyways kudos to u..and i hope u ll end up being a big star in time...
Life been good, but i hope with this time i can do some self seeking, healing,and understanding of what i would, and want to go on in my journey in life, despite understanding det some things ..its better not to plan it first because u simply never know wat ll happen for sumtimes its up to God to plan it for u, yet, u do have a choice, and choosing the right choice can evidently lead u to a better destiny, cuz in a way destiny is in ur hands...as far as i m concern, i ve make an agreement to myself to understand det the way to go about things, is to always to be concentrated, consistent and patient enough so if i can stick to these virtues and practice what is preach.....hehe.:)anyways i think i ve just jot down a big entry so thats all for now....
My brother had gone to the states for vacation, and its been 3 weeks already bet he's having a great time dere....meanwhile just hope he remembers to get me my stuff hehe....meanwhile some pretty good n bad news happened over this 3 weeks, firstly my trip to the states had to be postponed due to some glitches, anyhow its better that i go next yr i guess....but i do feel somewhat dissapointed with it for i had been looking forward to see my best friend dere....yet, no worries k..i do understand bout the things, so don't bother feeling bad cuz its not like i ll not go, its just at a later time, besides i had already submit my visa application, which means i ve a visa valid for 10 yrs, now tell me how would i possibly not go within this period hehe..:)
Apart from det, my dad's best friend really kept to his word, gosh, he's the one with the son in the making of becoming one of those stars in TVB, anyhow...dad pass me the VVIP tickets yesterday ,and my mom, aunt n i went to watch wat i consider the most unforgetable musical of all times.Seriously, i had been exposed to musicals ever since i was young, because i had the chance to participate and act in it as well, so threatre works is something that i know a thing or two about , and the musical that i witnessed to yesterday was produced and starred by a group of famous n rather talented chinese led by the equally famous jacky cheung(also known as one of the 4 heavenly kings in HK)Anyways, i met aaron right dere when i was just bout to enter the stage to our seatings, it was really wat i call fated to meet, cuz never thought we could catch him as he was just so tremendously busy, well i ve not seen him close to a decade, and having remember the lil kid s time where we went to ocean park together etc..anyhow he seemed unabled to regcognised me at first..(hehe i must ve changed a lot, for the better i hope..)anyhow when he saw my mom who had the same face and seems to never grow ol...honestly my mom is blessed wif good genes...then he remembered hehe .
I am really happy for him because he finally achieve wat he had always dreamed of becoming, yet its a pity det his brother did not do so, cuz seriously he had a younger bro who's one word...cute..as in seriously good looking...another potential TVB star and best of all a graduate from Princeton all is it Cornell, whicheverlar....but anyhow wish him success..man i still cant believe it...sigh....its time i had better stay more focused to my own dreams as well...cuz really seeing him gave me a big motivation and i told myself det i must never give up on wat i want...so really ppl stay true to ur dreams, make sure u dream big, and dun ever evr give up on it..because u ll succeed if u really stay truly focused on it...just like my lil childhood friend whom i once considered ...wateverlar better not say it..anyways kudos to u..and i hope u ll end up being a big star in time...
Life been good, but i hope with this time i can do some self seeking, healing,and understanding of what i would, and want to go on in my journey in life, despite understanding det some things ..its better not to plan it first because u simply never know wat ll happen for sumtimes its up to God to plan it for u, yet, u do have a choice, and choosing the right choice can evidently lead u to a better destiny, cuz in a way destiny is in ur hands...as far as i m concern, i ve make an agreement to myself to understand det the way to go about things, is to always to be concentrated, consistent and patient enough so if i can stick to these virtues and practice what is preach.....hehe.:)anyways i think i ve just jot down a big entry so thats all for now....
Saturday, October 29, 2005
a tribute to my phone...
this week was one of those week det i ll remember for a while, i know losing a phone is no biggie to some ppl afterall if the phones are bought by ur parents or given to u for free,u would not really experience the loss that much..anyhow..for those who earn or save ur own $$$ to buy ur stuff i m pretty sure u ll feel how i feel...anyways the story of my stolen phone happened 3 days ago...
i was meeting up wif a good galfriend mun mun for dinner in mid valley, as usual we were shopping around before our dinner and this month is the best month to shop wif sales everywhere as the festive season are just around the corner,while shopping for shoes, we were trying on pairs excitingly, and of cuz i was just unaware of my surroundings until much later, just as i was almost finishing dinner,n then i was expecting a call from karina as she promise to meet us for dessert together.....and then i realised my nokia 7260 barely 3 months old, first that i actually bought myself was missing...gosh this was soooo stupid of me, the phone was inside my bag its not det small and it is in a leather casing as well...so how the hell did i lose it without even noticing....
trust me i m still unable to forgive myself for my blurness and i guess i m just damn unlucky as basically i was a target of pickpockets and seriously these ppl are just so pro in it...sigh..my heart feels so heavy but what to do i should thank god that my wallet was not gone as well, at least i was save from the hassle of having to report lost documents...nevertheless the saddest thing was det i lost along some pictures, messages etc inside my phone which were never be uncovered not to mention contact list as well....i guess this means that i just ve to forget everything n start anew...now ve to start thinking of phones to get...haha a reason to ve no choice but to get a better n nicer phone....sigh at least that is the best comforting thought which most of my friends told me ..:P
moral of the stopry be careful when u go out,always keep alert of ur belongings n if u suspect anything wrong do something immediately dun be like me so blur....anyways i finally finish the harry potter 4th book...but i dun ve the mood to talk bout it just yet...meanwhile i m still figuring out the blogskin things,,,,,till then friends celebrating raya n deepavali..hope u all have a great celebration..:)
i was meeting up wif a good galfriend mun mun for dinner in mid valley, as usual we were shopping around before our dinner and this month is the best month to shop wif sales everywhere as the festive season are just around the corner,while shopping for shoes, we were trying on pairs excitingly, and of cuz i was just unaware of my surroundings until much later, just as i was almost finishing dinner,n then i was expecting a call from karina as she promise to meet us for dessert together.....and then i realised my nokia 7260 barely 3 months old, first that i actually bought myself was missing...gosh this was soooo stupid of me, the phone was inside my bag its not det small and it is in a leather casing as well...so how the hell did i lose it without even noticing....
trust me i m still unable to forgive myself for my blurness and i guess i m just damn unlucky as basically i was a target of pickpockets and seriously these ppl are just so pro in it...sigh..my heart feels so heavy but what to do i should thank god that my wallet was not gone as well, at least i was save from the hassle of having to report lost documents...nevertheless the saddest thing was det i lost along some pictures, messages etc inside my phone which were never be uncovered not to mention contact list as well....i guess this means that i just ve to forget everything n start anew...now ve to start thinking of phones to get...haha a reason to ve no choice but to get a better n nicer phone....sigh at least that is the best comforting thought which most of my friends told me ..:P
moral of the stopry be careful when u go out,always keep alert of ur belongings n if u suspect anything wrong do something immediately dun be like me so blur....anyways i finally finish the harry potter 4th book...but i dun ve the mood to talk bout it just yet...meanwhile i m still figuring out the blogskin things,,,,,till then friends celebrating raya n deepavali..hope u all have a great celebration..:)
Saturday, October 22, 2005
shopping spree duo..:p
my mom was on leave the last two days, thus the wicked daughter of hers suggested to plan a fun filled 2 days of enjoyment n relaxation for her...and of cuz women's best friend are none other than diamonds..(sorrylar not just yet,gimme another 10 yrs probably i ll bring u diamond shopping) and of cuz shopping!!! anyways we really pampered ourselves with spa,manicure,pedicures etc..all the girlie stuff....u know this was like the one time we actually done it for the year so seriously it was really great,admist all the business of our lives, one thing for sure is that we really must never forget to spend time with our love ones especially our parents and all...which remind me...would like to send my deepest condolence to the great first lady of our country datin endon, a true loss indeed to the country,however a lesson to learn here,cherish ur moms n dads cuz they really are the most important ppl in your lives at the end of the day...
The last 2 days was really great, i bought so many stuff from FCUK as it was again on sale,anyhow thanks to gym i m able to fit into pants n skirts which i thought i was not able too then..so of cuz i have to buy rite especially when it looks good and it is on sale...gosh there goes all the $$$..anyways i vow to stop buying so much stuff becuz i simply have more than enuff and yet it is all sitting in my wardrobe waiting to be worn....sigh..which means for the coming CNY i can like wear diff clothes everyday for 15 days...hehe....talk bout vain..oh i bought a bag too actually i ve been wanting to get this lovely gem sitted on the first floor of klcc, the forbidden floor, cuz prices are like 4 digits and above but too bad they dun ve the design i want anymore,sigh...so i settle for a much less pricey one,hmm sometimes i should limit myselflar...come to think of it i m just a student after all if, i would ve carried a bag which is almost like the price of half a laptop it is seriously too muchlar...
so i decided the bag will just ve to wait, and mind u i m not brand concious or anything is just that i ve this things with bags,especially when they starts with G,L and P..(hint hint) hehe :P oklar enuff of all this rantings about bags, i think it just ve to wait, probably next year (just 2 months aways hah..:) ) meanwhile i m very happy n rejuvenated with this shopping therapy, then again all gals are happy when they get to shop,its just this fun n exhilarating feeling gets u really excited and really happy...so i gotta get myself back to serious work after all the pampering....
btw we treat ourselves to tryout a lot of diff food from various restaurants, the new one Delicious opened by ms read,in Bangsar serve really great salads and cakes yummie...n there's vietnam kitchen famous vietnamese food in one utama,s well s euro deli's sausages...sigh..ve to get back to the gym seriously after all the food...anyhow gtg now but really tryout the places that i suggested serve really good food...:)
The last 2 days was really great, i bought so many stuff from FCUK as it was again on sale,anyhow thanks to gym i m able to fit into pants n skirts which i thought i was not able too then..so of cuz i have to buy rite especially when it looks good and it is on sale...gosh there goes all the $$$..anyways i vow to stop buying so much stuff becuz i simply have more than enuff and yet it is all sitting in my wardrobe waiting to be worn....sigh..which means for the coming CNY i can like wear diff clothes everyday for 15 days...hehe....talk bout vain..oh i bought a bag too actually i ve been wanting to get this lovely gem sitted on the first floor of klcc, the forbidden floor, cuz prices are like 4 digits and above but too bad they dun ve the design i want anymore,sigh...so i settle for a much less pricey one,hmm sometimes i should limit myselflar...come to think of it i m just a student after all if, i would ve carried a bag which is almost like the price of half a laptop it is seriously too muchlar...
so i decided the bag will just ve to wait, and mind u i m not brand concious or anything is just that i ve this things with bags,especially when they starts with G,L and P..(hint hint) hehe :P oklar enuff of all this rantings about bags, i think it just ve to wait, probably next year (just 2 months aways hah..:) ) meanwhile i m very happy n rejuvenated with this shopping therapy, then again all gals are happy when they get to shop,its just this fun n exhilarating feeling gets u really excited and really happy...so i gotta get myself back to serious work after all the pampering....
btw we treat ourselves to tryout a lot of diff food from various restaurants, the new one Delicious opened by ms read,in Bangsar serve really great salads and cakes yummie...n there's vietnam kitchen famous vietnamese food in one utama,s well s euro deli's sausages...sigh..ve to get back to the gym seriously after all the food...anyhow gtg now but really tryout the places that i suggested serve really good food...:)
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
concealing under shadows..
sweet is what becomes of memories,
once faded,bitterness surrounds,
moving on is the option to maintain the fresh essence,
in denial of what bitterness it creates,
life still goes on and nothing should be left to ponder..
idleness force issues to arise or rather,
forcing the consequence of a denial to happen.
it makes one wonder why is the feeling of emotions such
a irrational movement,
yet,to be concealed is better to dictate...
or rather less talked bout,easier to forget..
problems do arise,when one lives in denial,
but why does the anger of emotions not perished?/
why people tend to be stubborn despite being told off,
embarassed? why??
perhaps thats all just det matters,
perhaps what they say is all true,
things really can get out of hand,
love truly exist,
or rather stupidity of not wanting to give up..or
maybe its just plain innocence det perfection lies, which does not in matters like such..
a burning decision, great regret,yet what should be done, nothing..
for the best thing to do is to maintain in silence and denial....
once faded,bitterness surrounds,
moving on is the option to maintain the fresh essence,
in denial of what bitterness it creates,
life still goes on and nothing should be left to ponder..
idleness force issues to arise or rather,
forcing the consequence of a denial to happen.
it makes one wonder why is the feeling of emotions such
a irrational movement,
yet,to be concealed is better to dictate...
or rather less talked bout,easier to forget..
problems do arise,when one lives in denial,
but why does the anger of emotions not perished?/
why people tend to be stubborn despite being told off,
embarassed? why??
perhaps thats all just det matters,
perhaps what they say is all true,
things really can get out of hand,
love truly exist,
or rather stupidity of not wanting to give up..or
maybe its just plain innocence det perfection lies, which does not in matters like such..
a burning decision, great regret,yet what should be done, nothing..
for the best thing to do is to maintain in silence and denial....
Saturday, October 15, 2005
dinasties of ancient china...
i had just finished reading a rather philosphical book and i cant wait to talk about it..anyways i found another haunt for free and good reading its the latest bookshop BORDERs opened in Timesquare...which means now apart from kinokuniya i ve another place to hangout in..hehe :) anyways i feel so damn smart now after having finish a rather challenging book i must say..it relates to the entire history of China talking bout the dinasties which came along ,saw conquer and perish...in the midst of it are the ever entrigue stories of concubines,befallen empires,famous legends etc...not forgetting all the famous novels such as romance of the three kingdoms,and the pornographic turned literature of the red brick wall or stairs (hua hong lou),wait till i get my hands on det..trust me all the guys will be so thrill to learn the karma sutra of ancient china hehe..:P
Meanwhile i really wanna review more on this book but before i do so...i m trying to figure out the whole damn week to get my new blogskin out...which is proving to be such a big task to me....i mean a computer illiterate configuring all these info...gosh its gonna take me a bit more time...sigh..wish i knew more IT friends to help me out....then again i ve a big bro who's like the genious in it n yet i ve this feeling he does not know how to churn out a blogskin too hehe....seriously i gotta make it soon...and i promise afterthat u ll see photos,pics and all the great stuff on my better looking blog...but until then just be contended wif a bunch of words...but rather interesting ones i hope..:)
I had a great korean lunch wif my mom,however we ended up ordering too much becuz we din know det the appetizers r already like meals of its own, i guess we really paid to learn from our mistakes..:P hmm btw the mandarine oriental dinner the other nite was so good....we ate like kings,the chef actually prepared a dish rite in front of us in their open kitchen making our mouths water just looking at it,and the dish was none other than their award winning pekingnese duck,yummy..oklar enuff of all this talk bout food...meanwhile i ve decided i m gonna be learning some crash course baking soon,u know my parents used to own a cafe cum restaurant something like a fusion of madam kwan and secret recipe,which means i v had always been exposed to the food thing since young,i really wanna get back the passion i had on cakes and start making really good ones too...hmm...now i ve to scout for a good pastry chef..maybe i ll enquire with french or swiss embassy to check it out hehe...:P
Meanwhile i really wanna review more on this book but before i do so...i m trying to figure out the whole damn week to get my new blogskin out...which is proving to be such a big task to me....i mean a computer illiterate configuring all these info...gosh its gonna take me a bit more time...sigh..wish i knew more IT friends to help me out....then again i ve a big bro who's like the genious in it n yet i ve this feeling he does not know how to churn out a blogskin too hehe....seriously i gotta make it soon...and i promise afterthat u ll see photos,pics and all the great stuff on my better looking blog...but until then just be contended wif a bunch of words...but rather interesting ones i hope..:)
I had a great korean lunch wif my mom,however we ended up ordering too much becuz we din know det the appetizers r already like meals of its own, i guess we really paid to learn from our mistakes..:P hmm btw the mandarine oriental dinner the other nite was so good....we ate like kings,the chef actually prepared a dish rite in front of us in their open kitchen making our mouths water just looking at it,and the dish was none other than their award winning pekingnese duck,yummy..oklar enuff of all this talk bout food...meanwhile i ve decided i m gonna be learning some crash course baking soon,u know my parents used to own a cafe cum restaurant something like a fusion of madam kwan and secret recipe,which means i v had always been exposed to the food thing since young,i really wanna get back the passion i had on cakes and start making really good ones too...hmm...now i ve to scout for a good pastry chef..maybe i ll enquire with french or swiss embassy to check it out hehe...:P
Friday, October 14, 2005
time flies when u r enjoying urself...
another friday...hmm lately i noticed that i ve been rather lazy to blog..nevertheless its good to drop by to put down some stuff so det whenever i reread these it keeps some memories alive :)
Meanwhile,these days i ve been lazing around doing the usual things a student on hols does...been out to the gym quite frequently wasting my time dere...at least i m doing something healthy cuz u know,when u r on holiday being a couch potato is pretty normal so the extra kilos really creep in when u dun do anything but sit dere...
Anyhow i went attend a press conference 2 days ago wif karina...it was in westin and it was regarding some launching of fashion for shoes,a rather popular one as a matter of fact,i got to see the who's who dere including the latest up n coming model amber chia, u know she's really not det great looking in person, still wonder why she won the guess modelling contest...thanks to my ever popular journalist friend,again was treated like a VIP,food spread was really good....unfortunately i made a pledge to give up unhealthy food cuz really i cant afford to put on anymore weight hehe...besides after having to endure all those combat,pump,balance etc classses seriously i m not going through all det shit just to end up as jumbo the elynn-phant...:) (great i making fun of myself ) .
You know sad to say we always say beauty is more than exterior,but honestly dets is so bullshit,i mean look at amber chia, she barely can even speak english properly,thanks to her beauty she gets the fame n glory while the more better and deserving personalities i find are just back seat runners,haiz..thats the world i guess...so like they say u cant beat em join em...
I have another 2 more months of holiday,which means i really wanna make good use of this time before uni starts again, found out that the syllabus for my next sem is gonna be a killer, which means i seriously gotta start sourcing for materials becuz i vow not to be so unprepared like last sem,still heaving a sigh of relief in passing all of it, meanwhile the results are still not out yet and i m pretty worried bout it, so hope it ll come out later hehe....oh btw my wonderful bro gotten me an ipod shuffler,hehe now i can work out wif more motivation of songs...den again i really wanna own the latest ipod ,i should stop going out so much n maybe save the $$$ for it..hmmm bvut i really want det timberland shoes....sigh u know i m so pissed, i saw this pair of timberland det i fell in love wif, i was just about to made the concious decision to purchase it n guess wat they dun ve my size, like as though so many ppl will buy,btw the hari raya puasa has begun last week which means raya this year ll be in early NOV...thing is seems like the muslims were suppose to fast and of cuz this ll make them thinner, but i think this fasting thing is making them more fatter than ever, imagine not eating anything the whole day and wolfing down all rubbish towards the evening n then go ZZZZ ,gosh det is so bad for health...
i think i ll stop crapping here cuz i wanna go back to my harry potter series, been catching up wif all my book collection which i bought n stored dere waiting to be read..hehe, wait till i finish the potter series i m seriously doing a review n each og the volumes...:P
Meanwhile,these days i ve been lazing around doing the usual things a student on hols does...been out to the gym quite frequently wasting my time dere...at least i m doing something healthy cuz u know,when u r on holiday being a couch potato is pretty normal so the extra kilos really creep in when u dun do anything but sit dere...
Anyhow i went attend a press conference 2 days ago wif karina...it was in westin and it was regarding some launching of fashion for shoes,a rather popular one as a matter of fact,i got to see the who's who dere including the latest up n coming model amber chia, u know she's really not det great looking in person, still wonder why she won the guess modelling contest...thanks to my ever popular journalist friend,again was treated like a VIP,food spread was really good....unfortunately i made a pledge to give up unhealthy food cuz really i cant afford to put on anymore weight hehe...besides after having to endure all those combat,pump,balance etc classses seriously i m not going through all det shit just to end up as jumbo the elynn-phant...:) (great i making fun of myself ) .
You know sad to say we always say beauty is more than exterior,but honestly dets is so bullshit,i mean look at amber chia, she barely can even speak english properly,thanks to her beauty she gets the fame n glory while the more better and deserving personalities i find are just back seat runners,haiz..thats the world i guess...so like they say u cant beat em join em...
I have another 2 more months of holiday,which means i really wanna make good use of this time before uni starts again, found out that the syllabus for my next sem is gonna be a killer, which means i seriously gotta start sourcing for materials becuz i vow not to be so unprepared like last sem,still heaving a sigh of relief in passing all of it, meanwhile the results are still not out yet and i m pretty worried bout it, so hope it ll come out later hehe....oh btw my wonderful bro gotten me an ipod shuffler,hehe now i can work out wif more motivation of songs...den again i really wanna own the latest ipod ,i should stop going out so much n maybe save the $$$ for it..hmmm bvut i really want det timberland shoes....sigh u know i m so pissed, i saw this pair of timberland det i fell in love wif, i was just about to made the concious decision to purchase it n guess wat they dun ve my size, like as though so many ppl will buy,btw the hari raya puasa has begun last week which means raya this year ll be in early NOV...thing is seems like the muslims were suppose to fast and of cuz this ll make them thinner, but i think this fasting thing is making them more fatter than ever, imagine not eating anything the whole day and wolfing down all rubbish towards the evening n then go ZZZZ ,gosh det is so bad for health...
i think i ll stop crapping here cuz i wanna go back to my harry potter series, been catching up wif all my book collection which i bought n stored dere waiting to be read..hehe, wait till i finish the potter series i m seriously doing a review n each og the volumes...:P
Saturday, October 08, 2005
back..after a week....
hmm...seems like i ve not blog for a while...anyways..finally i ve some time off to be online...its been a hell of a week,but rather good one indeed, time passes by so fast when u r having fun...meanwhile i had been busy focusing on some goals that i set out to do before another year would to go by...nevertheless things looks pretty positive...anyways..too soon to say...u know recently i ve been meeting really interesting individuals...learning a lot from all these people taught me a great deal about my direction in life...
meanwhile,apart from being a student i decided det i wanna build a career fast and before i graduate i aim to at least ve a buisness to run on....yet i guess sometimes gotta see where my limitations are...anyhow..my growing list of clientelle seems rather positive...anyhow... i m not gonna be big headed n try doing things all at once knowing very well det studies is still the number one priority...meanwhile i ve yet to attend my interview wif the embassy..shit man....cant put on hold anymore.....i ve some pretty bad things which happen onto me earlier this week...but wat the heckla.r..its life ..n ups n downs r bound to happen....nevertheless i m pretty optimistic bout things,i guess dets the best way to cope n instead of becoming negative over issues...sometime i really dun understand why some ppl tend to be more negative than others,its not det i m against their view but seriously its just damaging to health....
tomorrow my dad's best friend n family ll be arriving from hong kong....its a really big deal as they r here to witness their son performing live wif jacky cheung, well at least i ve the privilige of knowing him as a kid n i still remembered the time when we tried to steered his dad's yatch cept det we almost crash the ship hehe.....anyhow now det he's gonna be a future star with tvb..wish u luck k...meanwhile i hope u become so famous n next thing i know if i ve $$$ probs i m gonna sell out photos to the press hehehe...jkinglar..u think i so cheap mer..then again the photos are pretty priceless heh..:P...i m happy for u lar...go succeed ur dreamlar u really ve wat it takes..just make sure u sing better then edison chen..u look better anyways...hehe..:P( damn i wonder why things din work out....) talking bout the yatchlar...:p
anyways i m looking forward to the sumptuous dinner tomorrow..meanwhile really tired..need to catch up on my beauty zzz..:)
meanwhile,apart from being a student i decided det i wanna build a career fast and before i graduate i aim to at least ve a buisness to run on....yet i guess sometimes gotta see where my limitations are...anyhow..my growing list of clientelle seems rather positive...anyhow... i m not gonna be big headed n try doing things all at once knowing very well det studies is still the number one priority...meanwhile i ve yet to attend my interview wif the embassy..shit man....cant put on hold anymore.....i ve some pretty bad things which happen onto me earlier this week...but wat the heckla.r..its life ..n ups n downs r bound to happen....nevertheless i m pretty optimistic bout things,i guess dets the best way to cope n instead of becoming negative over issues...sometime i really dun understand why some ppl tend to be more negative than others,its not det i m against their view but seriously its just damaging to health....
tomorrow my dad's best friend n family ll be arriving from hong kong....its a really big deal as they r here to witness their son performing live wif jacky cheung, well at least i ve the privilige of knowing him as a kid n i still remembered the time when we tried to steered his dad's yatch cept det we almost crash the ship hehe.....anyhow now det he's gonna be a future star with tvb..wish u luck k...meanwhile i hope u become so famous n next thing i know if i ve $$$ probs i m gonna sell out photos to the press hehehe...jkinglar..u think i so cheap mer..then again the photos are pretty priceless heh..:P...i m happy for u lar...go succeed ur dreamlar u really ve wat it takes..just make sure u sing better then edison chen..u look better anyways...hehe..:P( damn i wonder why things din work out....) talking bout the yatchlar...:p
anyways i m looking forward to the sumptuous dinner tomorrow..meanwhile really tired..need to catch up on my beauty zzz..:)
Saturday, October 01, 2005
lingering past...
pondering thoughts,peaceful songs,
all at once,hear no more.
treacherous thoughts,unending sequence,
obey and be truthful,seek the lord.
living a substance,revived in a manner,
hold to faith,because it surrenders all.
differences and objections,
many to be questioned,
it buys integrity and leads to many possibility.
love heals the ones det seek the love of god,
lays a more powerful hand and heart,
growing in christ and in seeking for answers,
it ll thus be answered.
finally nothing matters more than having a good sense of direction.
no straying around,avoiding all pitfalls,
be strong for the sake of not having voids in between,
because the greatness in doing so is being loving to oneself,
in terms of everything, and in getting desirable happiness that lasts...
all at once,hear no more.
treacherous thoughts,unending sequence,
obey and be truthful,seek the lord.
living a substance,revived in a manner,
hold to faith,because it surrenders all.
differences and objections,
many to be questioned,
it buys integrity and leads to many possibility.
love heals the ones det seek the love of god,
lays a more powerful hand and heart,
growing in christ and in seeking for answers,
it ll thus be answered.
finally nothing matters more than having a good sense of direction.
no straying around,avoiding all pitfalls,
be strong for the sake of not having voids in between,
because the greatness in doing so is being loving to oneself,
in terms of everything, and in getting desirable happiness that lasts...
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
romantic countries..
H.O.L.L.A.N.D Hope Our Love Lasts And Never Dies.
I.T.A.L.Y. I Trust And Love You.
L.I.B.Y.A. Love Is Beautiful; You Also.
F.R.A.N.C.E. Friendships Remain And Never Can End.
C.H.I.N.A. Come Here??. I Need Affection.
B.U.R.M.A. Between Us, Remember Me Always.
N.E.P.A.L. Never Ever Part As Lovers.
I.N.D.I.A. I Nearly Died In Adoration.
K.E.N.Y.A Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.
C.A.N.A.D.A. Cute And Naughty Action that developed into attraction
K.O.R.E.A. Keep Optimistic Regardless of Every adversity.
E.G.Y.P.T. & nbsp; Everything's Great, You Pretty Thing!
M.A.N.I.L.A. May All Nights Inspire Love Always.
P.E.R.U. Phorget (Forget) Everyone... Remember Us.
T.H.A.I.L.A.N.D.Totally Happy. Always In Love And Never Dull.
I.T.A.L.Y. I Trust And Love You.
L.I.B.Y.A. Love Is Beautiful; You Also.
F.R.A.N.C.E. Friendships Remain And Never Can End.
C.H.I.N.A. Come Here??. I Need Affection.
B.U.R.M.A. Between Us, Remember Me Always.
N.E.P.A.L. Never Ever Part As Lovers.
I.N.D.I.A. I Nearly Died In Adoration.
K.E.N.Y.A Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.
C.A.N.A.D.A. Cute And Naughty Action that developed into attraction
K.O.R.E.A. Keep Optimistic Regardless of Every adversity.
E.G.Y.P.T. & nbsp; Everything's Great, You Pretty Thing!
M.A.N.I.L.A. May All Nights Inspire Love Always.
P.E.R.U. Phorget (Forget) Everyone... Remember Us.
T.H.A.I.L.A.N.D.Totally Happy. Always In Love And Never Dull.
A visit to the Us embassy....
Today was not my day...i was bracing myself for an early interview to get my visa approved so det i can quickly make sure det my holiday plans are properly settle out, n then what a great deal of nonsense i ve to go through n yet nothing was garnered off it...except wasted time n of cuz wasted effort, nevertheless...i guess dets why important things have to be done twice for an effect to happened...meanwhile i finally found myself learning how to apply a visa n going through the procedures required...man the Us embassy had such a tight security...n yet wonder why unfortunate things are still reported to happen..so weird...anyways let me tell u bout the process of applying a visa...i'll bet this ll come in handy to anyone..to enter the US u gotta ve a visa of cuz..so to do so..u gotta download the whole application form.filled up correctly..mind u not even a single spelling mistake to be made....dets how meticulous u must be....meanwhile u gotta get urself down to the embassy...ohh before det u must schedule an appointment online, n u ve to do so online as no phone calls are entertain.....talk bout being high tech....thus, those who dun ve a pc or a printer i suggest u had better start investing cuz nowadays phones are already consider outdated....
Afterthat,just to enter the place u gotta get a pass, n of cuz they will search u through, mind u they confiscated my car keys n even wanted to take my lip gloss...gosh like as though lip gloss can bring in bacteria or sumthing....btw if u happen to be sick..dun bother going cuz u r never gonna be let in....guess wat my bag been searched three times n its just a small lil handbag...n the whole procedure of going in took 30 minutes i m serious...and guess wat dets just to walk from the guardhouse to an entrance...approx distance of walking to a mall's entrance...(how near can it get...n it took 30 min..u can run a marathon...)
So, u can imagine my joy of finally getting in..n guess wat i barely even spend less than 5 minutes inside taking a number when the lady told me det i got an incorrect size of photo....so u guess it.....i was told to come back and go through all the hassle again...sigh....:(
Afterthat,just to enter the place u gotta get a pass, n of cuz they will search u through, mind u they confiscated my car keys n even wanted to take my lip gloss...gosh like as though lip gloss can bring in bacteria or sumthing....btw if u happen to be sick..dun bother going cuz u r never gonna be let in....guess wat my bag been searched three times n its just a small lil handbag...n the whole procedure of going in took 30 minutes i m serious...and guess wat dets just to walk from the guardhouse to an entrance...approx distance of walking to a mall's entrance...(how near can it get...n it took 30 min..u can run a marathon...)
So, u can imagine my joy of finally getting in..n guess wat i barely even spend less than 5 minutes inside taking a number when the lady told me det i got an incorrect size of photo....so u guess it.....i was told to come back and go through all the hassle again...sigh....:(
Sunday, September 25, 2005
weekend of parties...
Another sunday...and finally i ve some free time on my own,anyways last week was pretty crazy,basically i was rather busy with all my entertainment that was plan way ahead even before my finals....nevertheless it was a great week having to party, club,meet up friends,shop around and of cuz last nite the best nite ever :)
Yesterday was steph's 21st bday which she pre celebrated early which was a good thing, anyways rented an apartment suite in AScott (the exclusive place just opposite the mandarine oriental with twin towers overlooking our view) talk about being spoiled...anyways the food was good..gourmet styled prepared by all her friends,it was a small gathering but really it was way better det way...everyone was forced to get drunk and for the first time ever i get to see my "twin" really drunk...hehe..anyways it was a good nite and once again happy 21st n may u be blessed with all the best in life :)
On sat,went to party with some good friends in zouk,damn the music was good..and we were taking centrestage hogging the whole podium to ourselves,talk about self centred man...anyhow it was really great really....which is prompting me to start my salsa/latin class really soon...cuz i really wanna improve my dancing techniques not that i m det badlar..
Meanwhile karina forget that b****** k i think u ll be way happier wif shenton and u know wat screw him for whether he comes back or not, u know life's more precious to just mope around for a love det just cant show u a future,and regardless he loves u or not point is LDR just doesn't work,wats the point of having a relationship det u cant even get close to ur bf/gf really i....trust me i know wat i m saying....is difficultlar for a gal n even worse off for the guy rite.(i think u know wat i mean)
Anyways,i just came back was a great workout session,i feel so good now maybe from all the hormones that r pumping in crazily...and i m still so energetic the fact det i was bouncing up n down for the past 2 hours anyways i ve just managed to install my new printer all by myself....i knowlar its so easy what is dere to boast about...but as u know my pc skills r like "0" so its a big deal to me...hehehe anyways i vow to teach myself better computing skills eversince i gotten my new laptop so det i can use 3D animation to draw cells....(what a geek) i should stop crappinglar meanwhile i really gotta go get my visa properly done up...and really i pray god that no more tornados ll hit anymore cuz really its delaying my visa approval...sheesh (how insensitive am i..)
anyways to u peeps out dere,be sure to ve a great week,take care n exercise if u feel down it works u know...meanwhile if u dun feel like it then again read the blog below....at least it ll be a source of comfort lol.....:P
Yesterday was steph's 21st bday which she pre celebrated early which was a good thing, anyways rented an apartment suite in AScott (the exclusive place just opposite the mandarine oriental with twin towers overlooking our view) talk about being spoiled...anyways the food was good..gourmet styled prepared by all her friends,it was a small gathering but really it was way better det way...everyone was forced to get drunk and for the first time ever i get to see my "twin" really drunk...hehe..anyways it was a good nite and once again happy 21st n may u be blessed with all the best in life :)
On sat,went to party with some good friends in zouk,damn the music was good..and we were taking centrestage hogging the whole podium to ourselves,talk about self centred man...anyhow it was really great really....which is prompting me to start my salsa/latin class really soon...cuz i really wanna improve my dancing techniques not that i m det badlar..
Meanwhile karina forget that b****** k i think u ll be way happier wif shenton and u know wat screw him for whether he comes back or not, u know life's more precious to just mope around for a love det just cant show u a future,and regardless he loves u or not point is LDR just doesn't work,wats the point of having a relationship det u cant even get close to ur bf/gf really i....trust me i know wat i m saying....is difficultlar for a gal n even worse off for the guy rite.(i think u know wat i mean)
Anyways,i just came back was a great workout session,i feel so good now maybe from all the hormones that r pumping in crazily...and i m still so energetic the fact det i was bouncing up n down for the past 2 hours anyways i ve just managed to install my new printer all by myself....i knowlar its so easy what is dere to boast about...but as u know my pc skills r like "0" so its a big deal to me...hehehe anyways i vow to teach myself better computing skills eversince i gotten my new laptop so det i can use 3D animation to draw cells....(what a geek) i should stop crappinglar meanwhile i really gotta go get my visa properly done up...and really i pray god that no more tornados ll hit anymore cuz really its delaying my visa approval...sheesh (how insensitive am i..)
anyways to u peeps out dere,be sure to ve a great week,take care n exercise if u feel down it works u know...meanwhile if u dun feel like it then again read the blog below....at least it ll be a source of comfort lol.....:P
best advice for health n dieting...
Health & Fitness the Facts:>>>
Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is thistrue?>>
A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it...don'twaste>them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap.
Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?>>
A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). A pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.
Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake?>>>
A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine,that>means they take the water out of the fruity bit so you get even more >ofthe>goodness that way. Beer is also made out of grain. Bottoms up!
Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio?>>>
A: Well, if you have a body and you have body fat, your ratio is one to one.If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc.
Q: What are some of the advantages of participating in a regularexercise program?>>>
A: Can't think of a single one, sorry. My philosophy is: No Pain...Good
Q: Aren't fried foods bad for you?>>>
A: YOU'RE NOT LISTENING!!!. Foods are fried these days in vegetable oil.In fact, they're permeated in it.How could getting more vegetables be bad for you?>>>
Q: Will sit-ups help prevent me from getting a little soft around the middle?>>>
A: Definitely not! When you exercise a muscle, it gets bigger. You should only be doing sit-ups if you want a bigger stomach.
Q: Is chocolate bad for me?>>>
A: Are you crazy? HELLO . Cocoa beans ... another vegetable!!! It's the best feel-good food around!>>>
Q: Is swimming good for your figure?>>>
A: If swimming is good for your figure, explain whales to me.
Q: Is getting in-shape important for my lifestyle?>>>
A: Hey! 'Round' is a shape!
Well, I hope this has cleared up any misconceptions you may have hadabout>food and diets and remember.......>>>"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of >arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather >to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - strawberries in the >other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and screaming>- WOO HOO!
Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is thistrue?>>
A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it...don'twaste>them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap.
Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?>>
A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). A pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.
Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake?>>>
A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine,that>means they take the water out of the fruity bit so you get even more >ofthe>goodness that way. Beer is also made out of grain. Bottoms up!
Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio?>>>
A: Well, if you have a body and you have body fat, your ratio is one to one.If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc.
Q: What are some of the advantages of participating in a regularexercise program?>>>
A: Can't think of a single one, sorry. My philosophy is: No Pain...Good
Q: Aren't fried foods bad for you?>>>
A: YOU'RE NOT LISTENING!!!. Foods are fried these days in vegetable oil.In fact, they're permeated in it.How could getting more vegetables be bad for you?>>>
Q: Will sit-ups help prevent me from getting a little soft around the middle?>>>
A: Definitely not! When you exercise a muscle, it gets bigger. You should only be doing sit-ups if you want a bigger stomach.
Q: Is chocolate bad for me?>>>
A: Are you crazy? HELLO . Cocoa beans ... another vegetable!!! It's the best feel-good food around!>>>
Q: Is swimming good for your figure?>>>
A: If swimming is good for your figure, explain whales to me.
Q: Is getting in-shape important for my lifestyle?>>>
A: Hey! 'Round' is a shape!
Well, I hope this has cleared up any misconceptions you may have hadabout>food and diets and remember.......>>>"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of >arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather >to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - strawberries in the >other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and screaming>- WOO HOO!
this is a good joke..:)
The inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, died and went to Heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is,you can hang out with anyone you want in Heaven." Arthur thought about itfor a minute and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St.Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and introduced him to God.
God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented motorcycles, eh?!"Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me..."God commented: "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution, and can't run without a road?!"
Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke, "Excuse me, but aren't you the inventor of woman?" God said, "Ah, yes.""Well," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major
design flaws in your invention:
1. There's too much inconsistency in the front-end protrusion;
2. It chatters constantly at high speeds;
3. Most of the rear ends are too soft and wobble too much;
4. The intake is placed way too close to the exhaust;
5. And the maintenance costs are outrageous!!""Hmmmm, you may have some good points there," replied God, "hold on."God went to his Celestial super-computer, typed in a few words andwaited for the results. The computer printed out a slip of paper and God read it."Well, it may be true that my invention is flawed," God said to Arthur, "but according to these numbers, more men are riding my invention than yours."
God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented motorcycles, eh?!"Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me..."God commented: "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution, and can't run without a road?!"
Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke, "Excuse me, but aren't you the inventor of woman?" God said, "Ah, yes.""Well," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major
design flaws in your invention:
1. There's too much inconsistency in the front-end protrusion;
2. It chatters constantly at high speeds;
3. Most of the rear ends are too soft and wobble too much;
4. The intake is placed way too close to the exhaust;
5. And the maintenance costs are outrageous!!""Hmmmm, you may have some good points there," replied God, "hold on."God went to his Celestial super-computer, typed in a few words andwaited for the results. The computer printed out a slip of paper and God read it."Well, it may be true that my invention is flawed," God said to Arthur, "but according to these numbers, more men are riding my invention than yours."
Friday, September 23, 2005
these are really funny...enjoy reading..:P
BOY : May I hold your hand? GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.
GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me! BOY : You love me...
GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring?? BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??
GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple
GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever. BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??
BOY : I love you and I could die for you!GIRL : How soon??
BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you! GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??
SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.
MAN : You remind me of the sea. WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?MAN : NO, because you make me sick.
WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.
MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think, Peter?PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.
1) Girlfriend : "...And are you sure you love me and no one else ?"Boyfriend : "Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday".
2) Teacher : "Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?" Pupil : "The moon". Teacher : "Why?" Pupil : "The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the sun gives us light only in the day time when we don't need it".
3) Teacher : "What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?" Pupil : "A teacher".
4) Waiter : "Would you like your coffee black?"Customer : "What other colors do you have?"
5) My father is so old that when he was in school, history was called current affairs.
6) Teacher : "Sam, you talk a lot !" Sam : "It's a family tradition". Teacher : "What do you mean?" Sam : "Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher". Teacher : "What about your mother?" Sam : "She's a woman".
7) Tom : "How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?" David: "You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's performance repeated".
8) Teacher : "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?" Student : "Brotherly love".
9) Teacher : "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?" Sam : "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook".
10) Patient : "What are the chances of my recovering doctor?" Doctor : "One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I've treated. The others all died".
11) Teacher : " Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?" One Student : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time."
12) Teacher : " George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree, but also admitted doing it.Now do you know why his father didn't punish him ?" One Student: " Because George still had the axe in is hand."
GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me! BOY : You love me...
GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring?? BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??
GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple
GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever. BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??
BOY : I love you and I could die for you!GIRL : How soon??
BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you! GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??
SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.
MAN : You remind me of the sea. WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?MAN : NO, because you make me sick.
WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.
MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think, Peter?PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.
1) Girlfriend : "...And are you sure you love me and no one else ?"Boyfriend : "Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday".
2) Teacher : "Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?" Pupil : "The moon". Teacher : "Why?" Pupil : "The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the sun gives us light only in the day time when we don't need it".
3) Teacher : "What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?" Pupil : "A teacher".
4) Waiter : "Would you like your coffee black?"Customer : "What other colors do you have?"
5) My father is so old that when he was in school, history was called current affairs.
6) Teacher : "Sam, you talk a lot !" Sam : "It's a family tradition". Teacher : "What do you mean?" Sam : "Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher". Teacher : "What about your mother?" Sam : "She's a woman".
7) Tom : "How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?" David: "You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's performance repeated".
8) Teacher : "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?" Student : "Brotherly love".
9) Teacher : "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?" Sam : "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook".
10) Patient : "What are the chances of my recovering doctor?" Doctor : "One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I've treated. The others all died".
11) Teacher : " Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?" One Student : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time."
12) Teacher : " George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree, but also admitted doing it.Now do you know why his father didn't punish him ?" One Student: " Because George still had the axe in is hand."
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
stomp workshop..a great day..:)
I m so relieved, results were finally out yesterday and thank god again that i pass everything n dun need to seat for any supplementary test or so...gosh i was so worried over the maths paper...cuz i simply paid too much time on chem n the rest till i dun even ve time to do more on my maths..on top of det i sux with numbers, anyways moral of the story...do not party till dawn for consecutive periods when finals is just 2 weeks away and start studying only a week before..trust me i so learnt my lesson now...anyways for next sem i m going all out to hit 4.0 and seriously i must do it for redemption sake..i just hope det the actual results will only come out after my trip so det i can enjoy first n then worry bout it later hehe....
Meanwhile i had a pretty interesting day, i went with karina for the press released of flightplan film by jodie foster...seriously..dun botherlar wasting ur money on it...the plot is pretty much like her previous movie panic room...i was so bored by the scenes in the 1st half of the movie...then again i got in for free thanks to my buddy here.....(woman i seriously am comtemplating on taking a journalist job,the vip treatments that u get...seriously i m so jealous...:P)anyhow luckily the plot thickens and the 2nd part shows a better picture , since it is yet to be released i shall not say too much...overall its not that bad but its not great either....anyhow the chronicles of narnia would be a better bet..i m so waiting for it...bought the book n m hooked on it....goodlar preoccupied my time during my hols...
Meanwhile i had a pretty interesting day, i went with karina for the press released of flightplan film by jodie foster...seriously..dun botherlar wasting ur money on it...the plot is pretty much like her previous movie panic room...i was so bored by the scenes in the 1st half of the movie...then again i got in for free thanks to my buddy here.....(woman i seriously am comtemplating on taking a journalist job,the vip treatments that u get...seriously i m so jealous...:P)anyhow luckily the plot thickens and the 2nd part shows a better picture , since it is yet to be released i shall not say too much...overall its not that bad but its not great either....anyhow the chronicles of narnia would be a better bet..i m so waiting for it...bought the book n m hooked on it....goodlar preoccupied my time during my hols...
I attended a workshop later on in the day conducted by none other than the world famous Stomp people,it was in istana budaya..i was taught to stomp hehe..and there were only like 15 of us from various uni we were invited by the Star newspaper...it was so much fun ..best part is the cutie which was teaching us cant help flirting around with him..he's just too cute hehe....anyhow at the end of the workshop we were like so pro in it , i think we probably could form a band on our own..guess wat i now know how to make music out of a broom...i mean seriously a broom...hmm..i think i should go catch the showlar...meanwhile to u ppl out dere go see it k..its really worth a watch ..they ll be on till this sun ..and all of these ppl are very talented ,they come from all over the world,london ,brazil to name a few..n really its the only tour det they ll ever be doing that covers southeast asia.....(i m such a great promoter...hehe)..
apart from det i m so tired, and i still ve yet to make a trip down to the US embassy...sigh i prolly golar this fri....
unanswerable questions...
Questions with No Answers
When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it?
After they make styrofoam, what do they ship it in?
If pro is the opposite of con, and progress is moving forward, what is congress?
Before they invented drawing boards, what did they go back to?
If all the nations in the world are in debt, where did all the money go?
If you try to fail, and succeed, which have you done?
If you steal a clean slate, does it go on your record?
Where would we be without rhetorical questions?
Will your answer to this question be no?
If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why are there still monkeys and apes?
If a Smurf choked, what color would it turn?
Why don't sheep shrink in the rain?
If someone gives you a penny for your thoughts, and you put your two cents in, where does the other penny go?
Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"?
Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons?
Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?
Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?
Why didn't Noah just swat those two mosquitoes?
Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together?
If Jimmy cracks corn, and no one cares, why is there a song about it?
Why is an alarm clock going "off" when it actually turns on?
If the professor on Gilligan's Island could make a radio out of coconuts, why couldn't he fix a hole in the boat?
If you make a cow laugh, will milk come out its nose?
Do three headed fire dragons have heated arguments with themselves?
What do picket sign writers put on their signs when they go on strike?
Why is minimalism such a big word?
Do fish get thirsty?
If you learn from mistakes, why isn't I a genius?
If the "black box" flight recorder is never damaged during a plane crash, why isn't the whole airplane made out of that stuff?
If the police arrest a mime, do they tell him he has the right to remain silent?
What really was the best thing before sliced bread?
Why do banks leave both doors open, yet they chain pens to the countertops?
Why do people order a double cheeseburger, large fries, and a diet soda?
Doesn't expecting the unexpected make the unexpected the expected?
How is it that "Fat Chance" and "Slim Chance" mean the same thing?
Do illiterate people get the full effect of alphabet soup?
When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it?
After they make styrofoam, what do they ship it in?
If pro is the opposite of con, and progress is moving forward, what is congress?
Before they invented drawing boards, what did they go back to?
If all the nations in the world are in debt, where did all the money go?
If you try to fail, and succeed, which have you done?
If you steal a clean slate, does it go on your record?
Where would we be without rhetorical questions?
Will your answer to this question be no?
If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why are there still monkeys and apes?
If a Smurf choked, what color would it turn?
Why don't sheep shrink in the rain?
If someone gives you a penny for your thoughts, and you put your two cents in, where does the other penny go?
Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"?
Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons?
Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?
Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?
Why didn't Noah just swat those two mosquitoes?
Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together?
If Jimmy cracks corn, and no one cares, why is there a song about it?
Why is an alarm clock going "off" when it actually turns on?
If the professor on Gilligan's Island could make a radio out of coconuts, why couldn't he fix a hole in the boat?
If you make a cow laugh, will milk come out its nose?
Do three headed fire dragons have heated arguments with themselves?
What do picket sign writers put on their signs when they go on strike?
Why is minimalism such a big word?
Do fish get thirsty?
If you learn from mistakes, why isn't I a genius?
If the "black box" flight recorder is never damaged during a plane crash, why isn't the whole airplane made out of that stuff?
If the police arrest a mime, do they tell him he has the right to remain silent?
What really was the best thing before sliced bread?
Why do banks leave both doors open, yet they chain pens to the countertops?
Why do people order a double cheeseburger, large fries, and a diet soda?
Doesn't expecting the unexpected make the unexpected the expected?
How is it that "Fat Chance" and "Slim Chance" mean the same thing?
Do illiterate people get the full effect of alphabet soup?
company mergers..(pretty funny :) )
Shocking Company Mergers
If Polygram Records, Warner Brothers, and Keebler Crackers merged, they would become Polly-Warner-Cracker.
If Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush, and W.R. Grace Company merged, they would become Hale Mary Fuller Grace.
If 3M and Goodyear merged, they would become MMMGood.
If John Deere and Abitibi-Price merged, they would become Deere Abi.
If Zippo Manufacturing, Audi Motors, Dofasco, and Dakota Mining merged, they would become Zip Audi Do Da.
If Honeywell, Imasco, and Home Oil merged, they would become Honey I'm Home.
If CitiBank, Minute Maid, Calvin Klein, You & Me, and No Money Down merged, they would become Calvin Maid You & Me Citi Down a Minute.
If Denison Mines, Alliance, and Metal Mining merged, they would become Mine All Mine.
If Federal Express and UPS merged, they would become FED UP.
If McDonalds, Knots Berry Farm, Old American, and Hada Media merged, they would become Old McDonalds Hada Farm.
If Fairchild Electronics, Honeywell Computers, and Rothschild merged, they would become Fairwell Honeychild.
If 3M, J.C. Penney, and the Canadian Opera Company merged, they would become 3 Penney Opera.
If Polygram Records, Warner Brothers, and Keebler Crackers merged, they would become Polly-Warner-Cracker.
If Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush, and W.R. Grace Company merged, they would become Hale Mary Fuller Grace.
If 3M and Goodyear merged, they would become MMMGood.
If John Deere and Abitibi-Price merged, they would become Deere Abi.
If Zippo Manufacturing, Audi Motors, Dofasco, and Dakota Mining merged, they would become Zip Audi Do Da.
If Honeywell, Imasco, and Home Oil merged, they would become Honey I'm Home.
If CitiBank, Minute Maid, Calvin Klein, You & Me, and No Money Down merged, they would become Calvin Maid You & Me Citi Down a Minute.
If Denison Mines, Alliance, and Metal Mining merged, they would become Mine All Mine.
If Federal Express and UPS merged, they would become FED UP.
If McDonalds, Knots Berry Farm, Old American, and Hada Media merged, they would become Old McDonalds Hada Farm.
If Fairchild Electronics, Honeywell Computers, and Rothschild merged, they would become Fairwell Honeychild.
If 3M, J.C. Penney, and the Canadian Opera Company merged, they would become 3 Penney Opera.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
science theories by kids...hehe :)
The Latest Science Theories from Kids!
-Beguiling ideas about science from 5th and 6th grade essays, exams, and classroom discussions...
Question: What is one horsepower?Answer: One horsepower is the amount of energy it takes to drag a horse 500 feet in one second.
-The law of gravity says no fair jumping up without coming back down.
-When they broke open molecules, they found they were only stuffed with atoms. But when they broke open atoms, they found them stuffed with explosions.
-When people run around and around in circles we say they are crazy. When planets do it we say they are orbiting.
-Rainbows are just to look at, not to really understand.
-We keep track of the humidity in the air so we won't drown when we breathe.
-Humidity is the experience of looking for air and finding water.
-While the earth seems to be knowingly keeping its distance from the sun, it is really only centrificating.
-Someday we may discover how to make magnets that can point in any direction.
-South America has cold summers and hot winters, but somehow they still manage.
-Most books now say our sun is a star. But it still knows how to change back into a sun in the daytime.
-Water freezes at 32 degrees and boils at 212 degrees. There are 180 degrees between freezing and boiling because there are 180 degrees between north and south.
-Horticulture started when Columbus landed on the bank of the Mississippi at St. Louis and taught the Indians to grill roasting ears during a massive picnic.
-A vibration is a motion that cannot make up its mind which way it wants to go.
-There are 26 vitamins in all, but some of the letters are yet to be discovered. Finding them all means living forever.
-Lime is a green-tasting rock.
-Many dead animals in the past changed to fossils while others preferred to be oil.
-Vacuums are nothings. We only mention them to let them know we know they're there.
-Some oxygen molecules help fires burn while others help make water, so sometimes it's brother against brother.
-We say the cause of perfume disappearing is evaporation. Evaporation gets blamed for a lot of things people forget to put the top on.
-To most people solutions mean finding the answers. But to chemists solutions are things that are still all mixed up.
-In looking at a drop of water under a microscope, we find there are twice as many H's as O's.
-Clouds are high flying fogs.
-I am not sure how clouds get formed. But the clouds know how to do it, and that is the important thing.
-Clouds just keep circling the earth around and around. And around. There is not much else to do.
-Rain is often known as soft water, oppositely known as hail.
-Rain is saved up in cloud banks.
-In some rocks you can find the fossil footprints of fishes.
-Cyanide is so poisonous that one drop of it on a dogs tongue will kill the strongest man.
-A blizzard is when it snows sideways.
-A hurricane is a breeze of a bigly size.
-Isotherms and isobars are even more important than their names sound.
-The wind is like the air, only pushier.
-Beguiling ideas about science from 5th and 6th grade essays, exams, and classroom discussions...
Question: What is one horsepower?Answer: One horsepower is the amount of energy it takes to drag a horse 500 feet in one second.
-The law of gravity says no fair jumping up without coming back down.
-When they broke open molecules, they found they were only stuffed with atoms. But when they broke open atoms, they found them stuffed with explosions.
-When people run around and around in circles we say they are crazy. When planets do it we say they are orbiting.
-Rainbows are just to look at, not to really understand.
-We keep track of the humidity in the air so we won't drown when we breathe.
-Humidity is the experience of looking for air and finding water.
-While the earth seems to be knowingly keeping its distance from the sun, it is really only centrificating.
-Someday we may discover how to make magnets that can point in any direction.
-South America has cold summers and hot winters, but somehow they still manage.
-Most books now say our sun is a star. But it still knows how to change back into a sun in the daytime.
-Water freezes at 32 degrees and boils at 212 degrees. There are 180 degrees between freezing and boiling because there are 180 degrees between north and south.
-Horticulture started when Columbus landed on the bank of the Mississippi at St. Louis and taught the Indians to grill roasting ears during a massive picnic.
-A vibration is a motion that cannot make up its mind which way it wants to go.
-There are 26 vitamins in all, but some of the letters are yet to be discovered. Finding them all means living forever.
-Lime is a green-tasting rock.
-Many dead animals in the past changed to fossils while others preferred to be oil.
-Vacuums are nothings. We only mention them to let them know we know they're there.
-Some oxygen molecules help fires burn while others help make water, so sometimes it's brother against brother.
-We say the cause of perfume disappearing is evaporation. Evaporation gets blamed for a lot of things people forget to put the top on.
-To most people solutions mean finding the answers. But to chemists solutions are things that are still all mixed up.
-In looking at a drop of water under a microscope, we find there are twice as many H's as O's.
-Clouds are high flying fogs.
-I am not sure how clouds get formed. But the clouds know how to do it, and that is the important thing.
-Clouds just keep circling the earth around and around. And around. There is not much else to do.
-Rain is often known as soft water, oppositely known as hail.
-Rain is saved up in cloud banks.
-In some rocks you can find the fossil footprints of fishes.
-Cyanide is so poisonous that one drop of it on a dogs tongue will kill the strongest man.
-A blizzard is when it snows sideways.
-A hurricane is a breeze of a bigly size.
-Isotherms and isobars are even more important than their names sound.
-The wind is like the air, only pushier.
Monday, September 19, 2005
yi lu xiang bei-heading towards north...jay chou
(first verse)
cong shi jing li de shi jie,
from the mirror of ur world
yue lai yue yuan de dao bie,
the further the distance apart
ni zhuan sheng xiang bei,
you turn your direction behind
che nian hai shi heng mei,
you still look beautiful from the side view
wo yong yan guang qu zui,
i follow you with my sight
yi ting jian ni de lei,
i only hear the sorrowful tears
jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui,
the faded visions going backwards
ni de peng gui zai zhuan wai ling chui,
your indecisiveness floats along and reflects on the car window
Chorus:
wo yi lu xiang bei,
i walk towards the north
li kai you ni de ji jie,
leaving the memories of us behind
ni shuo ni hao lei,
you say you were too tired
yi wu fa ai shang shui,
you cant love another
feng zai shang lu chui,
winds blowing across the streets
guo wang the hua mian zuan dou shi wo bu dui,
the past is all of my wrongdoings
xi shu de can kui,
times i truly regret
wo shang ni ji hui,
hurting you
(repeat 1st verse)
(2nd verse)
zai che chuang wai mian ,pai huai shi wo chuo shi de ji hui
passing the windows of your car,i missed the chances there
ni zhan de fang wei,geng wo zhong jian ge zhe lei,
tears are in between where you and i stand
(repeat chorus)
fang xiong pan zhou wei,hui zhuan zhe wo de hou hui,
looking around my surroundings,i cant help the sense of regretting
wo jia shu chao yue,
i was too impatient
que shuai bu diao jin jin gen shui de shang bei,
i cant let go the pain that follows me through
xi shu de can kui,
times i truly regret
wo shang ni ji hui,
hurting you
ting zhi lang bei,
stopping all that i can
jiu rang cuo chun cui,
or let the mistakes continued on....
cong shi jing li de shi jie,
from the mirror of ur world
yue lai yue yuan de dao bie,
the further the distance apart
ni zhuan sheng xiang bei,
you turn your direction behind
che nian hai shi heng mei,
you still look beautiful from the side view
wo yong yan guang qu zui,
i follow you with my sight
yi ting jian ni de lei,
i only hear the sorrowful tears
jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui,
the faded visions going backwards
ni de peng gui zai zhuan wai ling chui,
your indecisiveness floats along and reflects on the car window
Chorus:
wo yi lu xiang bei,
i walk towards the north
li kai you ni de ji jie,
leaving the memories of us behind
ni shuo ni hao lei,
you say you were too tired
yi wu fa ai shang shui,
you cant love another
feng zai shang lu chui,
winds blowing across the streets
guo wang the hua mian zuan dou shi wo bu dui,
the past is all of my wrongdoings
xi shu de can kui,
times i truly regret
wo shang ni ji hui,
hurting you
(repeat 1st verse)
(2nd verse)
zai che chuang wai mian ,pai huai shi wo chuo shi de ji hui
passing the windows of your car,i missed the chances there
ni zhan de fang wei,geng wo zhong jian ge zhe lei,
tears are in between where you and i stand
(repeat chorus)
fang xiong pan zhou wei,hui zhuan zhe wo de hou hui,
looking around my surroundings,i cant help the sense of regretting
wo jia shu chao yue,
i was too impatient
que shuai bu diao jin jin gen shui de shang bei,
i cant let go the pain that follows me through
xi shu de can kui,
times i truly regret
wo shang ni ji hui,
hurting you
ting zhi lang bei,
stopping all that i can
jiu rang cuo chun cui,
or let the mistakes continued on....
Saturday, September 17, 2005
As i walked through life...
As I've walked through life, I've learned that...
You should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
You can let things go in a day of confusion, and spend a lifetime wanting back what you tossed away.
No matter how much you care, some people will not care back.
It takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
It is not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.
You can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something.
You shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but continually strive to improve on your best.
If someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, that doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
Winning is not worth damaging your health or losing your piece of mind.
We are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
Heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
Money is a lousy way of keeping score.
Sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
Sometimes when I'm angry, I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
True friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance.
Maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them. It has less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
No matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you once in a while, and you must forgive them for that.
It isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you must forgive yourself.
No matter how bad your heart is broken, the world will not stop for your grief. Yet you can take the time out to pick up the pieces, heal, and move on.
Just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
We don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
Two people can look at the exact same thing and see two different things.
Even when you think you have no more to give, you will find the strength to help when a friend cries out to you.
Credentials on a wall or behind a name do not make someone a brilliant, successful, or compassionate human being. What the human being brings to the credentials is what counts.
You should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
You can let things go in a day of confusion, and spend a lifetime wanting back what you tossed away.
No matter how much you care, some people will not care back.
It takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
It is not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.
You can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something.
You shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but continually strive to improve on your best.
If someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, that doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
Winning is not worth damaging your health or losing your piece of mind.
We are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
Heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
Money is a lousy way of keeping score.
Sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
Sometimes when I'm angry, I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
True friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance.
Maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them. It has less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
No matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you once in a while, and you must forgive them for that.
It isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you must forgive yourself.
No matter how bad your heart is broken, the world will not stop for your grief. Yet you can take the time out to pick up the pieces, heal, and move on.
Just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
We don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
Two people can look at the exact same thing and see two different things.
Even when you think you have no more to give, you will find the strength to help when a friend cries out to you.
Credentials on a wall or behind a name do not make someone a brilliant, successful, or compassionate human being. What the human being brings to the credentials is what counts.
its finally over...
after two gruelling weeks of studying 24/7,practically stuck at the desk with nothing but books,books and books....finally its over...heaved a sigh of relieved...finals are gone and today officially i m so gonna zzzz all the way to god knows when ...anyways i m so glad that finally everything is over...meanwhile today been one of the longest day...but a rather happy affair, and everyone must be celebrating wif me as well..hehe meanwhile matta fair started today and i really gotta go book my tickets soon ...my best friend called me all the way from LA it was so good to hear from u...i really miss ya man....meanwhile i cant wait to get to LA, gosh i din know det we were flying to florida as well....man i m gonna be so broke after the trip but i know its gonna be so worth it....cant wait..meanwhile i just hope i get my visa approval soon....
By the way, i ve lined up my activities to the max, gonna attend a workshop specially conducted by STOMp, this international group which makes music out of anything...bet it ll b hell of an experience, and i m sooo excited....i ve been selected to attend this forum too, some leadership thing and only like 40 students in the whole of malaysia get the privilige to go...man i m so honoured....:) ll further blog to tell on the expereience that i ll be enduring or enjoying..:) anyways i gotta go...really tired...sleeping time is here....:) nitez
By the way, i ve lined up my activities to the max, gonna attend a workshop specially conducted by STOMp, this international group which makes music out of anything...bet it ll b hell of an experience, and i m sooo excited....i ve been selected to attend this forum too, some leadership thing and only like 40 students in the whole of malaysia get the privilige to go...man i m so honoured....:) ll further blog to tell on the expereience that i ll be enduring or enjoying..:) anyways i gotta go...really tired...sleeping time is here....:) nitez
letting go...
Letting Go
Letting go is not to stop caring—it means I can't do it for someone else.
Letting go is not to cut myself off—it's the realization that I can't control another.
Letting go is not to enable—but to allow learning from natural consequences.
Letting go is not to admit powerlessness—which means the outcome is not in my hands.
Letting go is not to change or blame another—it's to make the most of myself.
Letting go is not to fix—but to be supportive; it's not to judge—but to allow another to be a human being.
Letting go is not to be in the middle, arranging the outcome—but to allow others to effect their own destinies.
Letting go is not to be protective—it's to permit another to face reality.
Letting go is not to deny—but to accept.
Letting go is not to nag, scold, or argue—but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
Letting go is not to criticize and regulate anybody—but to try to become what I dream I can be.
Letting go is not to regret the past—but to grow and live for the future.
Letting go is to fear less and live more.
Letting go is not to stop caring—it means I can't do it for someone else.
Letting go is not to cut myself off—it's the realization that I can't control another.
Letting go is not to enable—but to allow learning from natural consequences.
Letting go is not to admit powerlessness—which means the outcome is not in my hands.
Letting go is not to change or blame another—it's to make the most of myself.
Letting go is not to fix—but to be supportive; it's not to judge—but to allow another to be a human being.
Letting go is not to be in the middle, arranging the outcome—but to allow others to effect their own destinies.
Letting go is not to be protective—it's to permit another to face reality.
Letting go is not to deny—but to accept.
Letting go is not to nag, scold, or argue—but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
Letting go is not to criticize and regulate anybody—but to try to become what I dream I can be.
Letting go is not to regret the past—but to grow and live for the future.
Letting go is to fear less and live more.
Saturday, September 10, 2005
its a blessing indeed...
i finally come through everything and i just feel so blessed now,recently i had many problems that surfaced over me but in the end faith and a maturity sense of thought, plus the love of family and beautiful friends which had shown me so much ve let me to become a better person today...all in all i do feel very happy now det i ve gotten myself back on track, thus the last 2 weeks i ve been studying my butt off to pay back for the endless partying sessions...(hopefully to be continued after exams....) meanwhile just wanted to apologized to some ppl which i might ve caused unnecessary issues,and just wanted u to know how childish i realised after i looked back at the actions done....point is...i ve too much in my life to do, so much so that my direction and goals ll never allow me to be irrational in things that i can control,hence,i shall never let petty issues n uncertain dillemma get in line with more important things ....
to the friends around who have been going through things as well,i just want u to know det i realised its all in the mind,if u r willing to admit ur mistakes,face urself by being firm and turn away from the pressures, u ll be able to get back on track as well.....do not let feelings overwhelmed u ..its not a matter of why,its a matter of how? u would to deal with things....
to find peace with ur inner self is to learn to take care of urself, ur sense of well being and understanding what u really are....people can do things to hurt u etc..but it is u who choose to be hurt or not...what matters is how u perceived it...if u r ignorant bout it u ll be...in the end..noone can really tell u wat or why ,it is you who have to step up and take the problem and handle it yourself....remind urself how lucky u are having all that u would have had,dun compare cuz u ll ve wat another ll not,point is its the way u see things that gives u the little happiness of life....
lastly,god will always help those who help themselves and that is where it really happens,all in all i m glad to ve wat i ve now, and i really sincerely thank god for it....i pray for all the ppl det i care about and hope that u all too will manage to find urself out of all ur confusion.....meanwhile my support and love as ur friend will be with u 100%....peace and take care...:)
to the friends around who have been going through things as well,i just want u to know det i realised its all in the mind,if u r willing to admit ur mistakes,face urself by being firm and turn away from the pressures, u ll be able to get back on track as well.....do not let feelings overwhelmed u ..its not a matter of why,its a matter of how? u would to deal with things....
to find peace with ur inner self is to learn to take care of urself, ur sense of well being and understanding what u really are....people can do things to hurt u etc..but it is u who choose to be hurt or not...what matters is how u perceived it...if u r ignorant bout it u ll be...in the end..noone can really tell u wat or why ,it is you who have to step up and take the problem and handle it yourself....remind urself how lucky u are having all that u would have had,dun compare cuz u ll ve wat another ll not,point is its the way u see things that gives u the little happiness of life....
lastly,god will always help those who help themselves and that is where it really happens,all in all i m glad to ve wat i ve now, and i really sincerely thank god for it....i pray for all the ppl det i care about and hope that u all too will manage to find urself out of all ur confusion.....meanwhile my support and love as ur friend will be with u 100%....peace and take care...:)
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
the truth within happiness...
The truth about happiness is just being true to yourself and coming out of your fears,being able to look back and criticize,realising your mistakes and never look back twice on it,move on and become better,stronger and understanding...:)...(i am working on it..)
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
dont worry be happy..:P
(interesting article :) )
Worry about Nothing Pray about Everything
The following passages are taken from Charles R Swindoll’s book “Laugh Again---Experience Outrageous Joy,” published in 1992.
The trouble with worry is that it doesn’t seem all that harmful. It is a little like the first few snorts of cocaine. A person may know down inside it is not good, but surely it can’t be as bad as some have made it out to be. Foolish thinking.
When it comes to worry, we blithely excuse it. For example, one evening we say to a friend, “Hey, don’t worry,” Our friend responds, “Well, maybe I shouldn’t, but you know me. I’m just the worrying type.” We answer back, “Yeah, well, I sure understand. I myself am a worrier. Can’t blame somebody for feeling a little concerned tonight.”
What if we changed that conversation to refer to drinking too much alcohol. Imagine this: “Hey, things will work out.” Our friend responds, “Well, maybe I shouldn’t, but you know me. I’m just the liquor-drinking type.” Answering back, we say, “Yeah, well, I sure understand. I myself drink too much. Can’t blame somebody for drinking a couple extras tonight.” Suddenly, worry takes on a new significance.
Analyzing the Problem
Of all the joy stealers that can plague our lives, none is more nagging, more agitating, or more prevalent than worry.
We get our English word worry from the German word wurgen, which means “to strangle, to choke.” Our Lord mentioned that very word picture when He addressed the subject on one occasion.
The sower sows the word. And these are the ones who are beside the road where the word is sown; and when they hear, immediately Satan comes and takes away the word which has been sown in them. And in a similar way these are the ones on whom seed was sown on the rocky places, who, when they hear the word, immediately receive it with joy, and they have no firm root in themselves, but are only temporary, then, when affliction or persecution arises because of the word, immediately they fall away. And others are the ones on whom seed was sown among the thorns; these are the ones who have heard the word, and the worries of the world, and the deceitfulness of riches, and the desires for other things enter in and choke the word, and it becomes unfruitful. (Mark 4:14—19 NASB)
In other words, when worry throttles our thinking, choking out the truth, we are unable to bear fruit. Along with becoming mentally harassed and emotionally strung out, we find ourselves spiritually strangled. Worry cuts off our motivation and lifeline of joy.
In spite of all these consequences, more people are addicted to worry than all other addictions combined. Are you one of them? If you are, you might as well put on hold all the things I have been saying in this book about being more joyful and carefree with an optimistic attitude. You will need to come to terms with your anxiety addiction before you find yourself freed up enough to laugh againUnderstanding God’s Therapy
Do you realize that God has a sure-cure solution to worry? Has anyone ever told you that if you perfect the process you will be able to live a worry-free existence? Yes, you read that correctly. And if you know me fairly well, you know that I seldom make statements anywhere near that dogmatic. But in this one I am confident. If you will follow God’s stated procedure, you will free yourself to laugh again.
First, let’s let the Scriptures speak for themselves:
Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice! Let your forbearing spirit be known to all men. The Lord is near. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:4—7)
Next, let’s get six words clearly fixed in our minds. These six words form the foundation of God’s therapeutic process for all worrywarts.
WORRY ABOUT NOTHING,
PRAY ABOUT EVERYTHING
Say that over and over until you can say it without looking. Say the six words aloud. Close the book. Close your eyes. Picture the words in your mind. Spend a minute or more turning them over in your head. What qualifies as a worry? Anything that drains your tank of joy—--something you cannot change, something you are not responsible for, something you are unable to control, something (or someone) that frightens and torments you, agitates you, keeps you awake when you should be asleep. All of that now needs to be switched from your worry list to your prayer list. Give each worry--—one by one—--to God. Do that at this very moment. Tell the Lord you will no longer keep your anxiety to yourself.
Now then, once you buy into this all-important plan God has provided for those who wish to be free, you will begin to have time left in your day. . . lots of extra time and energy. Why? Because you used to spend that time worrying. Your addiction, like all addictions, held you captive. It took your time, it required your attention, it forced you to focus on stuff you had no business trying to deal with or solve.
So what now? How do you spend the time you used to waste worrying? Go back to the words from Paul to the Philippians. As I read them over, I find three key words emerging:
rejoice (v. 4)
relax (v.5)
rest (v. 7)
They look pretty easy, but for someone who has worried as long as you have, they are not. You haven’t done much of any of these three lately, have you?
To begin with, REJOICE! Worry about nothing . . . pray about everything, and REJOICE!
Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice!
(Phil 4:4)
Because we have repeated the term and several synonyms throughout the book so often, the whole idea could begin to lose its edge. Don’t let it. Rejoicing is clearly a scriptural command. To ignore it, I need to remind you, is disobedience. In place of worry, start spending time enjoying the release of your humor. Find the bright side, the sunny side of life. Deliberately look for things that are funny during your day. Loosen up and laugh freely. Laugh more often. Consciously stay aware of the importance of a cheerful countenance. Live lightheartedly! Stop reading only the grim sections of the newspaper. Watch less television and start reading more books that bring a smile instead of a frown. That’s exactly why you picked up this one! We put a cover on it that would attract your attention (I think my publisher did a bang-up job don’t you?), and as you thumbed through it you probably thought something like, I need to quit being so serious—--maybe this book will help. Don’t stop with this book. Choose others like it. Feed your mind with more uplifting “thought food.”
Worry about Nothing Pray about Everything
The following passages are taken from Charles R Swindoll’s book “Laugh Again---Experience Outrageous Joy,” published in 1992.
The trouble with worry is that it doesn’t seem all that harmful. It is a little like the first few snorts of cocaine. A person may know down inside it is not good, but surely it can’t be as bad as some have made it out to be. Foolish thinking.
When it comes to worry, we blithely excuse it. For example, one evening we say to a friend, “Hey, don’t worry,” Our friend responds, “Well, maybe I shouldn’t, but you know me. I’m just the worrying type.” We answer back, “Yeah, well, I sure understand. I myself am a worrier. Can’t blame somebody for feeling a little concerned tonight.”
What if we changed that conversation to refer to drinking too much alcohol. Imagine this: “Hey, things will work out.” Our friend responds, “Well, maybe I shouldn’t, but you know me. I’m just the liquor-drinking type.” Answering back, we say, “Yeah, well, I sure understand. I myself drink too much. Can’t blame somebody for drinking a couple extras tonight.” Suddenly, worry takes on a new significance.
Analyzing the Problem
Of all the joy stealers that can plague our lives, none is more nagging, more agitating, or more prevalent than worry.
We get our English word worry from the German word wurgen, which means “to strangle, to choke.” Our Lord mentioned that very word picture when He addressed the subject on one occasion.
The sower sows the word. And these are the ones who are beside the road where the word is sown; and when they hear, immediately Satan comes and takes away the word which has been sown in them. And in a similar way these are the ones on whom seed was sown on the rocky places, who, when they hear the word, immediately receive it with joy, and they have no firm root in themselves, but are only temporary, then, when affliction or persecution arises because of the word, immediately they fall away. And others are the ones on whom seed was sown among the thorns; these are the ones who have heard the word, and the worries of the world, and the deceitfulness of riches, and the desires for other things enter in and choke the word, and it becomes unfruitful. (Mark 4:14—19 NASB)
In other words, when worry throttles our thinking, choking out the truth, we are unable to bear fruit. Along with becoming mentally harassed and emotionally strung out, we find ourselves spiritually strangled. Worry cuts off our motivation and lifeline of joy.
In spite of all these consequences, more people are addicted to worry than all other addictions combined. Are you one of them? If you are, you might as well put on hold all the things I have been saying in this book about being more joyful and carefree with an optimistic attitude. You will need to come to terms with your anxiety addiction before you find yourself freed up enough to laugh againUnderstanding God’s Therapy
Do you realize that God has a sure-cure solution to worry? Has anyone ever told you that if you perfect the process you will be able to live a worry-free existence? Yes, you read that correctly. And if you know me fairly well, you know that I seldom make statements anywhere near that dogmatic. But in this one I am confident. If you will follow God’s stated procedure, you will free yourself to laugh again.
First, let’s let the Scriptures speak for themselves:
Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice! Let your forbearing spirit be known to all men. The Lord is near. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:4—7)
Next, let’s get six words clearly fixed in our minds. These six words form the foundation of God’s therapeutic process for all worrywarts.
WORRY ABOUT NOTHING,
PRAY ABOUT EVERYTHING
Say that over and over until you can say it without looking. Say the six words aloud. Close the book. Close your eyes. Picture the words in your mind. Spend a minute or more turning them over in your head. What qualifies as a worry? Anything that drains your tank of joy—--something you cannot change, something you are not responsible for, something you are unable to control, something (or someone) that frightens and torments you, agitates you, keeps you awake when you should be asleep. All of that now needs to be switched from your worry list to your prayer list. Give each worry--—one by one—--to God. Do that at this very moment. Tell the Lord you will no longer keep your anxiety to yourself.
Now then, once you buy into this all-important plan God has provided for those who wish to be free, you will begin to have time left in your day. . . lots of extra time and energy. Why? Because you used to spend that time worrying. Your addiction, like all addictions, held you captive. It took your time, it required your attention, it forced you to focus on stuff you had no business trying to deal with or solve.
So what now? How do you spend the time you used to waste worrying? Go back to the words from Paul to the Philippians. As I read them over, I find three key words emerging:
rejoice (v. 4)
relax (v.5)
rest (v. 7)
They look pretty easy, but for someone who has worried as long as you have, they are not. You haven’t done much of any of these three lately, have you?
To begin with, REJOICE! Worry about nothing . . . pray about everything, and REJOICE!
Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice!
(Phil 4:4)
Because we have repeated the term and several synonyms throughout the book so often, the whole idea could begin to lose its edge. Don’t let it. Rejoicing is clearly a scriptural command. To ignore it, I need to remind you, is disobedience. In place of worry, start spending time enjoying the release of your humor. Find the bright side, the sunny side of life. Deliberately look for things that are funny during your day. Loosen up and laugh freely. Laugh more often. Consciously stay aware of the importance of a cheerful countenance. Live lightheartedly! Stop reading only the grim sections of the newspaper. Watch less television and start reading more books that bring a smile instead of a frown. That’s exactly why you picked up this one! We put a cover on it that would attract your attention (I think my publisher did a bang-up job don’t you?), and as you thumbed through it you probably thought something like, I need to quit being so serious—--maybe this book will help. Don’t stop with this book. Choose others like it. Feed your mind with more uplifting “thought food.”
Sunday, September 04, 2005
the path of love...
love a feeling that is unspoken,
a doubt irrational,unthinkable.
feelings of a all sorts irreplaceable,
extending a emotional confusing thought.
causing senseless actions,
envious,jealousy one way or another.
blunt integrity and endless desires,
whats left of the path which tortures inner fears..
then,love should learn to forgive,to forget,
to release,to let go the emotions,
is to seek a better understanding,to get rid
of all unwanted attention,
nothing but good intentions,
to those whom are loved..
the greatest love of all is to put aside,be selfless and
be able to sacrificed,so if this cannot be done,
probably thats not love,its just a unjustifiable feeling,
bearing resemblance or comfort??
or just a personal dilemma,a fault refused to be faced
in the end it hurts when u see those u love being hurt,
thus,smile,be happy...life afterall have too much to offer,
and there still a lot of path leading to love,
as long as one is still healthy and alive......
a doubt irrational,unthinkable.
feelings of a all sorts irreplaceable,
extending a emotional confusing thought.
causing senseless actions,
envious,jealousy one way or another.
blunt integrity and endless desires,
whats left of the path which tortures inner fears..
then,love should learn to forgive,to forget,
to release,to let go the emotions,
is to seek a better understanding,to get rid
of all unwanted attention,
nothing but good intentions,
to those whom are loved..
the greatest love of all is to put aside,be selfless and
be able to sacrificed,so if this cannot be done,
probably thats not love,its just a unjustifiable feeling,
bearing resemblance or comfort??
or just a personal dilemma,a fault refused to be faced
in the end it hurts when u see those u love being hurt,
thus,smile,be happy...life afterall have too much to offer,
and there still a lot of path leading to love,
as long as one is still healthy and alive......
Saturday, September 03, 2005
whirlwind confusion...
rocky mountains,atlantic oceans,
where does the sun sets ,strings of confusion..
unknown answers,untouchable consequence,
moving across is like a movement at lost..
points to ponder,
desires emulated,words are wonders,
actions inculcated..walking beyond,
walking within,running along,
unending sequence..
pretending to be what is not at ease,
becoming ignorant because it gives bliss..
does it count in between if letting go is the answer??
or does it promise a better start a better future??
protecting the feelings of not knowing the truth,
thoughts that are indecisive ,inapppropriate.
what would gives such a whirlwind confusion..
human nature,desires of love,
wondering why it never works...
expect the unexpected,
or ignore the unknown,
whats left if nothing happens,
is it fate or the action??
time tells,it saids..
what if it cant wait,or it will never dare to walk beyond horizons,
because it just never want to suffer the same consequences....
where does the sun sets ,strings of confusion..
unknown answers,untouchable consequence,
moving across is like a movement at lost..
points to ponder,
desires emulated,words are wonders,
actions inculcated..walking beyond,
walking within,running along,
unending sequence..
pretending to be what is not at ease,
becoming ignorant because it gives bliss..
does it count in between if letting go is the answer??
or does it promise a better start a better future??
protecting the feelings of not knowing the truth,
thoughts that are indecisive ,inapppropriate.
what would gives such a whirlwind confusion..
human nature,desires of love,
wondering why it never works...
expect the unexpected,
or ignore the unknown,
whats left if nothing happens,
is it fate or the action??
time tells,it saids..
what if it cant wait,or it will never dare to walk beyond horizons,
because it just never want to suffer the same consequences....
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
feelings...
watching across gentle shores,
splashing waves in lines with the oars,
a fine line of good and evil beneath,
a decision to join made by a imaginative illusion.
whats the difference even if u succumbed to it?
it does make one if u do not emerged.
feelings of joy,temporary?
permanent joy does not comes in this way,
its such easiness to go with the waves,
for going against is far to hard to do..
its best to stick to the sandy shores,
for confusion will not call,
its best to understand the consequence of an action,
but rationality yet another question..
point is never go across the boundary,
because its not bout losing the control of the breeze,
its more to losing the identity that is within..
feelings were never lie,and det is wat that lies within the limit,
instinct tells when things are wrong important thing is to regcognise and stop
turn ur back n walk away...
mistakes ll always be made,but forgiveness must also be given,
for noone is perfect,love still holds on,n it should never turn to hate.
thats the magic of the entire thing ....feelings
sense of joy,free,released state..:)
splashing waves in lines with the oars,
a fine line of good and evil beneath,
a decision to join made by a imaginative illusion.
whats the difference even if u succumbed to it?
it does make one if u do not emerged.
feelings of joy,temporary?
permanent joy does not comes in this way,
its such easiness to go with the waves,
for going against is far to hard to do..
its best to stick to the sandy shores,
for confusion will not call,
its best to understand the consequence of an action,
but rationality yet another question..
point is never go across the boundary,
because its not bout losing the control of the breeze,
its more to losing the identity that is within..
feelings were never lie,and det is wat that lies within the limit,
instinct tells when things are wrong important thing is to regcognise and stop
turn ur back n walk away...
mistakes ll always be made,but forgiveness must also be given,
for noone is perfect,love still holds on,n it should never turn to hate.
thats the magic of the entire thing ....feelings
sense of joy,free,released state..:)
finals coming arrgggg...:P
finally the last exam of the year..and guess wat i m still plain lazy, not only det i ve been going out partying just too much....its seriously time to stop...sigh..(i wish i mean it this very time) anyways updating from last week till today i was out wif YC for the capoeira thing...its this really cool up and coming brazillian martial arts which is a crazed now and i m definitely joining during my hols...anyways they perform in front of bangsar jln telawi every fortnight,part of advertisement n entertainment,went wif some of this ppl for dancing,dere was this guy which was such a great shuffler...really i feel like a robot next to him :P...met my friends dere ..seriously KL a rather small world...den was out wif mun mun ...hehe the massage was good rite :) ..anyways just to congratulate my heng tai and cherished friends u know who u r...for the excellent results that u all gotten..( my ex lawmates) so proud of u....:) die now i m gonna be surrounded by so many future lawyers...at least i wont be branded as talkative anymore...
last nite another crazy nite...were in 2 places and the crowd was good, met new friends ,were really nice ,a really good partying affair, once again...i ve to remind myself to not go overboard...so after today..its time to STUDY....i ve to engrave this in my mind 24/7..meanwhile just had a great lunch wif my family...everyone seems so happy lately... glad for them....as for me...i ve many things on my head (finals ..sigh)...however in few lines i shall sum it all up......i m glad to have friends like u, pulling me through and u know whom u r , ve no idea how much i appreciate our friendship...i know i m being long winded but honestly dets from the bottom of the heart....:p n i ll do the same for u anytime wherever u all are...:)
last nite another crazy nite...were in 2 places and the crowd was good, met new friends ,were really nice ,a really good partying affair, once again...i ve to remind myself to not go overboard...so after today..its time to STUDY....i ve to engrave this in my mind 24/7..meanwhile just had a great lunch wif my family...everyone seems so happy lately... glad for them....as for me...i ve many things on my head (finals ..sigh)...however in few lines i shall sum it all up......i m glad to have friends like u, pulling me through and u know whom u r , ve no idea how much i appreciate our friendship...i know i m being long winded but honestly dets from the bottom of the heart....:p n i ll do the same for u anytime wherever u all are...:)
Monday, August 29, 2005
simple plan-untitled
lyrics-
I open my eyes,
I try to see but
I'm blinded by the white light.
I can't remember how,
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight.
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Chorus:
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
(chorus)
I open my eyes,
I try to see but
I'm blinded by the white light.
I can't remember how,
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight.
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Chorus:
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
(chorus)
Sunday, August 28, 2005
mesmerise...
silver linings,tapestry windings,
seeping thoughts,generally fades.
embezzled by a diamond,intrigue by an action,
unforbidden answers,mesmerises...
shooting stars,meteoroids corona,
world being wide,shallowness being deep.
creepiness of ease,
tired of all these,
an answer of glory,peacefulness yet another story.
sense of wonder,indepth to acquire,
threaten to be received,unknowingly it leaves...
happiness surrounds a numb,ignorant sight,
shining on the surfaced,
dying beneath a triangular circuit....
resurfaced by a desire to return to the unheard,
life is a beautiful journey,thus
be mesmerised....
seeping thoughts,generally fades.
embezzled by a diamond,intrigue by an action,
unforbidden answers,mesmerises...
shooting stars,meteoroids corona,
world being wide,shallowness being deep.
creepiness of ease,
tired of all these,
an answer of glory,peacefulness yet another story.
sense of wonder,indepth to acquire,
threaten to be received,unknowingly it leaves...
happiness surrounds a numb,ignorant sight,
shining on the surfaced,
dying beneath a triangular circuit....
resurfaced by a desire to return to the unheard,
life is a beautiful journey,thus
be mesmerised....
Saturday, August 27, 2005
thoughts..
( this poem is written to constantly remind myself of the things i need to work on....a great reminder..to enable myself to stop running away and start facing the problems that occurs...during the time when i was chairing a talent event...i had faced a lot of difficulties handling people....i hope that i could improve in the areas n also in handling many other factors of my life..)
the thorns on a rose plant,
pricks the hands upon touch.
ignore the pain,let go, thorns are just part of the plant.
if mistakes are made,to admit and stand for it,
is parts and parcels of the lessons that comes upon.
stop blaming others,do not seek solace,
face it and be quiet.
truth is an action,speech a weapon,
running away,all is nothing but foolish indecisions.
standing by and being understanding holds the best precision.
feeling the pain as it goes within,
its really nothing when u see past the picture.
thus reminding oneself never to stray to the wrong path,
the right key to the right action.
faith is a strong healer,
love a strong agent,
holding on is the best answer,thus may all said be forgiven...
in the end losing face is nothing as compared to not knowing
what is wrong within.
in the end,life is simple
if u dare face urself,be down to earth,
stop looking afar..and start doing worthwhile things that are more precious thus far...
the thorns on a rose plant,
pricks the hands upon touch.
ignore the pain,let go, thorns are just part of the plant.
if mistakes are made,to admit and stand for it,
is parts and parcels of the lessons that comes upon.
stop blaming others,do not seek solace,
face it and be quiet.
truth is an action,speech a weapon,
running away,all is nothing but foolish indecisions.
standing by and being understanding holds the best precision.
feeling the pain as it goes within,
its really nothing when u see past the picture.
thus reminding oneself never to stray to the wrong path,
the right key to the right action.
faith is a strong healer,
love a strong agent,
holding on is the best answer,thus may all said be forgiven...
in the end losing face is nothing as compared to not knowing
what is wrong within.
in the end,life is simple
if u dare face urself,be down to earth,
stop looking afar..and start doing worthwhile things that are more precious thus far...
Thursday, August 25, 2005
sense of redemption
someone told me that i shall be given peace...to uphold myself..and the respect i do not deserve from...i finally ve just one thing to say to u...
noone will know what really happens,
and u of all people knows the truth..
if i was a friend,u made it clear...
but did u...lets leave this question to be left as blank...becuz what denial,excuses
the truth is u n only u will know..
love a unquestionable,mortal sadness..
since u knew...why did u play with it,
what causes u to do things u know adds on to the burden..
what respect is this...what understanding??
how insensitive..unrequited love u say??/
well let me tell u one thing...u the one who needs peace is u and urself..
u dun respect love for if u do, u wont play with another's heart...
probably i m wrong n i still need to learn a lot...but one thing i m know is my conscience is clear..
u used me...and thats the friend u say u r..
u knew i ll b dere..n so i shall be becuz thats what love is all about..
but i ve close the chapter becuz i realised det i cannot let u used me again..
it would never feel right becuz wat is done is done...but i do know now i made the right decision..
and u ll never a true friend....and thats what det hurt the most losing a good friend...
noone will know what really happens,
and u of all people knows the truth..
if i was a friend,u made it clear...
but did u...lets leave this question to be left as blank...becuz what denial,excuses
the truth is u n only u will know..
love a unquestionable,mortal sadness..
since u knew...why did u play with it,
what causes u to do things u know adds on to the burden..
what respect is this...what understanding??
how insensitive..unrequited love u say??/
well let me tell u one thing...u the one who needs peace is u and urself..
u dun respect love for if u do, u wont play with another's heart...
probably i m wrong n i still need to learn a lot...but one thing i m know is my conscience is clear..
u used me...and thats the friend u say u r..
u knew i ll b dere..n so i shall be becuz thats what love is all about..
but i ve close the chapter becuz i realised det i cannot let u used me again..
it would never feel right becuz wat is done is done...but i do know now i made the right decision..
and u ll never a true friend....and thats what det hurt the most losing a good friend...
goodbye..
a chapter closed,
a chapter opens.
a lot happens,things done are unquestioned,
words do not help,a feeling of being used .
yet a sense of pleasure....deep down.
a sense of regret,
moments of silence,
a decision so swift,
no regrets,no wonders.
why does this happens,the unthinkable.
where did the bravery comes,
it did...things happens..
why is it so painful,yet so sweet??
why does it seems so immature,
yet it has to be done.
false hope ll lead on to lies,
to face unreality of the allies.
goodbye..its time...
goodbye......goodbye..:)
lets begin the journey of a new life.....
a chapter opens.
a lot happens,things done are unquestioned,
words do not help,a feeling of being used .
yet a sense of pleasure....deep down.
a sense of regret,
moments of silence,
a decision so swift,
no regrets,no wonders.
why does this happens,the unthinkable.
where did the bravery comes,
it did...things happens..
why is it so painful,yet so sweet??
why does it seems so immature,
yet it has to be done.
false hope ll lead on to lies,
to face unreality of the allies.
goodbye..its time...
goodbye......goodbye..:)
lets begin the journey of a new life.....
Sunday, August 21, 2005
recharge rave party...
yesterday was really a blast...15 of us when down to pd to party at this year rave ...it features three main rooms with two rooms spinning diff music by reknowned dj spinners whom are regulars at clubbing scene...there was a ferris wheel as well...too bad we din have the time to try that out..cuz we were just too bz boozing ..getting high n dancing our feets off..i had the greatest time dancing....hehe for once i drank so much i had to puke...but no regrets man..it was really really fun...there were close to 18000 ppl dere so u can imagine the crowd..gals were decked in beachwear bikinis and such...man the guys really had a good treat just viewing the stream of gals...meanwhile i had better start to hit the books soon n stop the clubbing scene for a while.....
hmm..wonder why but clubbing is really addictive..its like the idea of being able to enjoy moments of carefree happiness...getting away from the daily stress..probs...anyways...back to reality..i m starting to feel a guilty in partying too much....its like i ve been out every other week...sigh...anyhow..thats what being 21 is all about i guess..to go out dere n PARrttay...hehe :)
lately i m starting to feel a sudden change in myself..its like i had morphed into the person that i had always try to hide becuz i was just not prepared to reveal ...u know sumtimes i wonder whether it is bad or good..but the thing is..i dun feel anything but just being naturally me..yet sumwat i m just bothered with y there's this feeling telling me otherwise..anyhow..i guess sumtime ppl gotta change to be able to live life to the fullest no doubt bout it i m really starting to view many things in different dimensions n i really cant deny i was not into the zone at one point..well...thats the whole idea bout life i guess searching for the person that we r and trying to get the better out of it....u know its not bout wat ppl thinks or judge us..its really about how we think n judge ourselves becuz the most important thing is being able to live with the conscience that is clear and being able to pass the line we set for ourselves individually....
everyone ve many fidd reasons to changed but i know mine is just becuz of myself tryin to find the way out of this whole confusion but being able to live it on well.....anyhow to all my friends out dere...no matter wat i would to become off...one thing that i can assure u all is det my love to u as ur friend reamains just the same always....:)
hmm..wonder why but clubbing is really addictive..its like the idea of being able to enjoy moments of carefree happiness...getting away from the daily stress..probs...anyways...back to reality..i m starting to feel a guilty in partying too much....its like i ve been out every other week...sigh...anyhow..thats what being 21 is all about i guess..to go out dere n PARrttay...hehe :)
lately i m starting to feel a sudden change in myself..its like i had morphed into the person that i had always try to hide becuz i was just not prepared to reveal ...u know sumtimes i wonder whether it is bad or good..but the thing is..i dun feel anything but just being naturally me..yet sumwat i m just bothered with y there's this feeling telling me otherwise..anyhow..i guess sumtime ppl gotta change to be able to live life to the fullest no doubt bout it i m really starting to view many things in different dimensions n i really cant deny i was not into the zone at one point..well...thats the whole idea bout life i guess searching for the person that we r and trying to get the better out of it....u know its not bout wat ppl thinks or judge us..its really about how we think n judge ourselves becuz the most important thing is being able to live with the conscience that is clear and being able to pass the line we set for ourselves individually....
everyone ve many fidd reasons to changed but i know mine is just becuz of myself tryin to find the way out of this whole confusion but being able to live it on well.....anyhow to all my friends out dere...no matter wat i would to become off...one thing that i can assure u all is det my love to u as ur friend reamains just the same always....:)
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
a dedication to a special person...
last week a really sad thing happenend to a classmate of mine..though it is really a shocked to all of us..but i just want u to know det..we ll be dere to support u through and through..n u must fight to live becuz u ll ..u ve too and u ll be alright..:)
the unexpected roads....
with widen path we crosses,
all out roads are at a lost.
we dunno which one leads to which,
but alas it does fall in the same end..same width.
probably urs came a lil early,
but u know its ur will to change to seek,
they say u do not challenge fate,
but what they meant is det u do not let fate takes ur hand but rather face it with what is ur challenge.
nothing done or said gives effect,
but being brave and staying strong is vital becuz
elements of faith drives all fears away.
most importantly u know u done no wrong,
its noones fault,n noones mistake,
it is neither a curse nor blessing,
but its a changed that occured which lets just say another road to take.
alas...positivity gives hope and lots of happiness,
do not worry my friend becuz u dun ve too,
all u ever need to do is continue ur beautiful smile n journey of life,
and ur friends here ll always love u no matter wat and thats y u ve to stay ur path n walk it on..
fear not becuz we walk along with u...just as u do too with us..:)
lots and lots of love....many prayers and blessings to u..take care my friend..regards to ur family..
the unexpected roads....
with widen path we crosses,
all out roads are at a lost.
we dunno which one leads to which,
but alas it does fall in the same end..same width.
probably urs came a lil early,
but u know its ur will to change to seek,
they say u do not challenge fate,
but what they meant is det u do not let fate takes ur hand but rather face it with what is ur challenge.
nothing done or said gives effect,
but being brave and staying strong is vital becuz
elements of faith drives all fears away.
most importantly u know u done no wrong,
its noones fault,n noones mistake,
it is neither a curse nor blessing,
but its a changed that occured which lets just say another road to take.
alas...positivity gives hope and lots of happiness,
do not worry my friend becuz u dun ve too,
all u ever need to do is continue ur beautiful smile n journey of life,
and ur friends here ll always love u no matter wat and thats y u ve to stay ur path n walk it on..
fear not becuz we walk along with u...just as u do too with us..:)
lots and lots of love....many prayers and blessings to u..take care my friend..regards to ur family..
my new laptop..i love my bro..:)
my brother bought me my bday pressie..quite delayed..but it was really the best pressie i ever had...i finally gotten my laptop..HP...n i m just so thrill with it....anyways to my good ol bro..thanks a bunch...really lurve it..to bits..:)
the unexpected things bout life...
i ve so many things to blog about i really dunno where to start...just a week and i ve done so much that i now wonder y i dun feel time ...becuz i m going ahead of it..anyways after today's math test..i really need a break..goodness another 2 more weeks and i ll be having my finals...n yet i still ve not started...best part is det i m actually gonna go for the rave party this sat...honestly i cant wait...just gotten the tickets wif andrew...guess wat i seriously m a dangerous person to go out wif..seems like whenever i m out wif ppl i ll either caused them to lose their things...the other time wif darren n co...we lost car n all ...this time again we lost the carpark ticket n the car..hehehe..but the best part is det we actually found it back..cuz andrew remembers that he drop it in coffeebean hehehe..:P so now we must buy lottery ticket cuz to find sumthing like a carpark ticket lost especially in a place like mid val..a miracle to get it back....meanwhile i just cant wait for the beach party...we r gonna party baby...
this weeks i ve been out clubbing so many rounds its really fun..but of cuz balancing the studies is not..but what the hecklar..study hard play even harder my motto these days..last fri was really great...we had the farewell for darren n yoshie who were leaving for hawaii...bet they r enjoying the sun,surf n all now...:)anyways this time we went to nouvo bout close to 25 of us..we had the giant chivas rite in front n well...quite a number of them gotten drunk...( u know who u are.) meanwhile i was not...hehe cuz i had to take care of ppl drunk rite...:P anyways it was really a great nitelar enjoyed myself ...cept that when on the way back sumthing happened to the car which i was driving..i m such a blur person..din even noticed that there was no water and the car was overheated anyways luckily everthiing was ok ...meanwhile i din sleep n went straight for test the morning later....
seriously it was really god's blessinglar..the fact that i was partying like hell the nite before n yet i could still do the paper...seriously must not play wif my luck like det anymore...would u believe if i tell u det i only made a mistake out of the whole thing..oklar at most 2..u know wat neither could i..hehehe..:)anyways i gotta get back to my assignments n studies pay up for my guilt so det i can party properly this sat...sigh...life is fun ,stress,but still wat the hecklar..life's short hehe..:)
this weeks i ve been out clubbing so many rounds its really fun..but of cuz balancing the studies is not..but what the hecklar..study hard play even harder my motto these days..last fri was really great...we had the farewell for darren n yoshie who were leaving for hawaii...bet they r enjoying the sun,surf n all now...:)anyways this time we went to nouvo bout close to 25 of us..we had the giant chivas rite in front n well...quite a number of them gotten drunk...( u know who u are.) meanwhile i was not...hehe cuz i had to take care of ppl drunk rite...:P anyways it was really a great nitelar enjoyed myself ...cept that when on the way back sumthing happened to the car which i was driving..i m such a blur person..din even noticed that there was no water and the car was overheated anyways luckily everthiing was ok ...meanwhile i din sleep n went straight for test the morning later....
seriously it was really god's blessinglar..the fact that i was partying like hell the nite before n yet i could still do the paper...seriously must not play wif my luck like det anymore...would u believe if i tell u det i only made a mistake out of the whole thing..oklar at most 2..u know wat neither could i..hehehe..:)anyways i gotta get back to my assignments n studies pay up for my guilt so det i can party properly this sat...sigh...life is fun ,stress,but still wat the hecklar..life's short hehe..:)
Thursday, August 11, 2005
thought of the day...
Enlightenment and Free Will
We have the free will to allow our mind to be in charge, or to surrender control to a higher Source. Surrendering control is the major challenge of our lives.
The spiritual path is the path of healing the ego, the mind, the wounded self, so that rather than our wounded self being in charge, we are able to release our will to God.
We are beings of free will. We can choose to allow our mind, our ego, our wounded self to guide us, or we can choose to allow God to guide us.
This is a simple concept, yet doing it is the major challenge of our lives. This is because we have been practicing allowing our mind, with all the fears and false beliefs that we have acquired over the years, to be in charge. Our mind thinks it knows what to do. It thinks it has the knowledge to make good decisions. Yet the mind cannot distinguish between what is in our highest good and what hurts us, between what is true and what is not. The mind tells us things like, "I am taking care of my self when I blame someone for my hurt feelings," or "I am taking care of myself when I reward myself with a doughnut," or "I am taking care of myself when I relax with pot,"or "I am taking care of myself when I yell at someone who is not doing what I want them to do," or "I am taking care of myself when I walk away from someone in anger." Yet all of these behaviors are ways of trying to control others or our own feelings, rather than taking loving care of ourselves.
We have the free will to allow our mind to be in charge, or to surrender control to a higher Source. Surrendering control is the major challenge of our lives.
The spiritual path is the path of healing the ego, the mind, the wounded self, so that rather than our wounded self being in charge, we are able to release our will to God.
We are beings of free will. We can choose to allow our mind, our ego, our wounded self to guide us, or we can choose to allow God to guide us.
This is a simple concept, yet doing it is the major challenge of our lives. This is because we have been practicing allowing our mind, with all the fears and false beliefs that we have acquired over the years, to be in charge. Our mind thinks it knows what to do. It thinks it has the knowledge to make good decisions. Yet the mind cannot distinguish between what is in our highest good and what hurts us, between what is true and what is not. The mind tells us things like, "I am taking care of my self when I blame someone for my hurt feelings," or "I am taking care of myself when I reward myself with a doughnut," or "I am taking care of myself when I relax with pot,"or "I am taking care of myself when I yell at someone who is not doing what I want them to do," or "I am taking care of myself when I walk away from someone in anger." Yet all of these behaviors are ways of trying to control others or our own feelings, rather than taking loving care of ourselves.
Sunday, August 07, 2005
a good trip,enjoyable friends..great weekend..:)
On friday i went up with a group of uni mates to genting to watch a show....it was a wonderful trip, ended up in the casino..n guess wat i won from genting playing a game called big and small..it was so much fun becuz i just din know how the hell to play the game but i won..hehe talk bout first timer's luck..anyways i guess i was just pretty lucky...anyhow the people around me can't believe that i just placed a chip on a number that is impossible to be won and guess wat it did...the banker probably thought i was stupid at first but i got the last laugh...afterthat we continued our gambling to wee hours of the morning cuz we just could not sleep in the apartment.. we were having so much fun wif the boozing,gambling,..shitlar lucky nothing happened hehe.....meanwhile i just got back from the pc fair...this year they held it in kl convention centre in KLCC...
the place was just so damn crowded...i went wif sky,his korean cousin and darren...they came to pick me up....anyways dunno whats wrong wif uslar..first we lost one another in the crowd then we forgotten where we parked the car...it was just unlucky of uslar...darren ended up buying a laptop...i wanted to get too but since my bro already promised to get a HP model for me...i think i ll go wif that brandlar...meanwhile the mp3 were going on for a very cheap price..for a 512kb it cost bout rm449 from samsung..it was a nice one too...i think i ll go get itlar...anyways..sky was entertaining me wif his korean stories..afterthat we went to pyramid to collect darren's laptop...unfortunately when we gotten dere the shop was closed..talk bout bad luck..we gave up and went bak kut teh instead..
all in all the day was rather spoilt with so many happenings going on..2 hours wasted on walking wround anyhow...at least the food was good..meanwhile its ur faultlar darren...heheh.:) shit man when u guys go off to hawaii i ll not be able to ve ppl like u to hangout with..neways..i m so looking forward to aug 12th we must party like mad k...till then i gtg get my presentation done up for tomorrow's assignment...sigh...pressurelar..finals coming..btw...it was great being able to meet up wif u marcus before u left...good luck wif the photography things..and man when u become famous u better do a private potrait shot session for me for free...hehe..till then hope to see u in dec..:)
the place was just so damn crowded...i went wif sky,his korean cousin and darren...they came to pick me up....anyways dunno whats wrong wif uslar..first we lost one another in the crowd then we forgotten where we parked the car...it was just unlucky of uslar...darren ended up buying a laptop...i wanted to get too but since my bro already promised to get a HP model for me...i think i ll go wif that brandlar...meanwhile the mp3 were going on for a very cheap price..for a 512kb it cost bout rm449 from samsung..it was a nice one too...i think i ll go get itlar...anyways..sky was entertaining me wif his korean stories..afterthat we went to pyramid to collect darren's laptop...unfortunately when we gotten dere the shop was closed..talk bout bad luck..we gave up and went bak kut teh instead..
all in all the day was rather spoilt with so many happenings going on..2 hours wasted on walking wround anyhow...at least the food was good..meanwhile its ur faultlar darren...heheh.:) shit man when u guys go off to hawaii i ll not be able to ve ppl like u to hangout with..neways..i m so looking forward to aug 12th we must party like mad k...till then i gtg get my presentation done up for tomorrow's assignment...sigh...pressurelar..finals coming..btw...it was great being able to meet up wif u marcus before u left...good luck wif the photography things..and man when u become famous u better do a private potrait shot session for me for free...hehe..till then hope to see u in dec..:)
Friday, August 05, 2005
surrounding pressures....
when rough sea beckons,
the ship sails on.
watch across the horizons,
familiar faces appear.
Tempting or lust,
one just wonders..
undecided to the point,
thought turned desires.
To looked back or walk within,
to hang on and let go...
its a point of no return,
as neither makes a fair decision.
to let nature take it course,
or to let temptation spite the source.
what really matters,
its the heart of two souls together.
pressure surrounds,
faith cures indecision,
hope allows trust, thus love remained unharmed.
the ship sails on.
watch across the horizons,
familiar faces appear.
Tempting or lust,
one just wonders..
undecided to the point,
thought turned desires.
To looked back or walk within,
to hang on and let go...
its a point of no return,
as neither makes a fair decision.
to let nature take it course,
or to let temptation spite the source.
what really matters,
its the heart of two souls together.
pressure surrounds,
faith cures indecision,
hope allows trust, thus love remained unharmed.
Friday, July 29, 2005
the tyranny of neing a good girl or good boy...
Many of us grew up in households where our profound needs for love and safety were not met. We did not feel safe and loved in the face of disapproval, criticism, rejection, abandonment, smothering, engulfment, physical abuse, sexual abuse. We did not feel safe when there was yelling, fighting, violence, substance abuse.
We had to do something to feel safe. Some of us figured out that we could have some control over our parents' or other caregivers' behavior if we were really good, if we attempted to do everything right. We figured out that if we disconnected from ourselves, from our own feelings and stayed acutely tuned into the feelings of those around us, we could have some control over getting some approval and avoiding what we feared. We learned to feel a degree of safety by being a good girl, a good boy.
The problem is that, while we may have had some success with this strategy in our childhood homes, this same strategy is now causing our problems in our relationships at work and at home. When we disconnect from our own feelings, we become invisible to ourselves. Others end up treating us the way we treat ourselves, so we become invisible to others as well. As adults, we end up bringing about the very rejection we are trying to avoid, because we are rejecting ourselves.
I have had this same challenge. It was such a shock to me to discover years ago that, rather than being the loving person I thought I was, I was attempting to control how others felt about me by being "nice". By putting myself aside and doing what I thought others wanted me to do, and being what I thought others wanted me to be, I was trying to control getting love and approval and avoiding disapproval. The result was that I was anxious around others who were important to me, always fearing that I would say or do something wrong and experience the rejection I so feared.
When I finally realized that being loving meant being loving to myself as well as to others, I turned my eyes inward and started to practice becoming aware of my own feelings and needs. Instead of making others responsible for defining my worth and lovability through their approval, I took on the responsibility of defining my own worth and lovability. I developed a strong connection with a spiritual source of love and wisdom, which helped me to see the truth of who I really am. I learned to be an advocate for myself, seeing myself and speaking up for my own feelings and needs rather than making others responsible for seeing me.
I am no longer a "good girl" having to do everything right to please others and gain their approval. I am no longer "nice" as a form of manipulation. That's not to say that being loving to others is not a very high priority - it is. But now I include myself in the equation rather than expecting others to love me enough to feel safe, adequate, worthy and lovable.
We had to do something to feel safe. Some of us figured out that we could have some control over our parents' or other caregivers' behavior if we were really good, if we attempted to do everything right. We figured out that if we disconnected from ourselves, from our own feelings and stayed acutely tuned into the feelings of those around us, we could have some control over getting some approval and avoiding what we feared. We learned to feel a degree of safety by being a good girl, a good boy.
The problem is that, while we may have had some success with this strategy in our childhood homes, this same strategy is now causing our problems in our relationships at work and at home. When we disconnect from our own feelings, we become invisible to ourselves. Others end up treating us the way we treat ourselves, so we become invisible to others as well. As adults, we end up bringing about the very rejection we are trying to avoid, because we are rejecting ourselves.
I have had this same challenge. It was such a shock to me to discover years ago that, rather than being the loving person I thought I was, I was attempting to control how others felt about me by being "nice". By putting myself aside and doing what I thought others wanted me to do, and being what I thought others wanted me to be, I was trying to control getting love and approval and avoiding disapproval. The result was that I was anxious around others who were important to me, always fearing that I would say or do something wrong and experience the rejection I so feared.
When I finally realized that being loving meant being loving to myself as well as to others, I turned my eyes inward and started to practice becoming aware of my own feelings and needs. Instead of making others responsible for defining my worth and lovability through their approval, I took on the responsibility of defining my own worth and lovability. I developed a strong connection with a spiritual source of love and wisdom, which helped me to see the truth of who I really am. I learned to be an advocate for myself, seeing myself and speaking up for my own feelings and needs rather than making others responsible for seeing me.
I am no longer a "good girl" having to do everything right to please others and gain their approval. I am no longer "nice" as a form of manipulation. That's not to say that being loving to others is not a very high priority - it is. But now I include myself in the equation rather than expecting others to love me enough to feel safe, adequate, worthy and lovable.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
coping with the loss of a love one....
i wish to dedicate this to a very very good friend for the loss that he ve experienced recently...having said that this poem is also for the people especially friends that i really care about and things that ve happened around these few days ve just make me realized that life is really so precious and as such i pray for all the well being of u all,health,happiness...etc..
A journey of love and compassion...
if skies were gray and clouds were white,
i ll be the stars brightly shining around the sides.
at times when u r in need,
and when u feel deeply not at peace,
its the same feeling i will feel n u r not alone in it.
the ups and downs of this journey we lead,
its all about being alive and being well,
as such nothing matters more than this.
when things do happen, a lesson is always learned,
its never easy to accept,yet,acceptance will be the turn to a healing process.
being a friend,i ve my limitations at times,
however at heart i pray for u at all times.
I wish i could help more in many ways at many times,
yet, being incapable of doing some things which limits my ability at that point.
i believe to be a true friend is to learn to understand,
to hold back when its not necessary, to step aside when its not my boundary,
but just to stay dere as a shoulder and to provide a ear.
most importantly a sincere heart n a clear conscience.
i wish i could do more, but i know some things i ve to leave u to face on ur own.
but no matter what i just want u to know, i ll be dere and thats a promise i ll give to u..
as such we dunno what ll happen tomorrow but i know that u ll always ve a place in my heart because u r people i cherished and i truely care about......:)
A journey of love and compassion...
if skies were gray and clouds were white,
i ll be the stars brightly shining around the sides.
at times when u r in need,
and when u feel deeply not at peace,
its the same feeling i will feel n u r not alone in it.
the ups and downs of this journey we lead,
its all about being alive and being well,
as such nothing matters more than this.
when things do happen, a lesson is always learned,
its never easy to accept,yet,acceptance will be the turn to a healing process.
being a friend,i ve my limitations at times,
however at heart i pray for u at all times.
I wish i could help more in many ways at many times,
yet, being incapable of doing some things which limits my ability at that point.
i believe to be a true friend is to learn to understand,
to hold back when its not necessary, to step aside when its not my boundary,
but just to stay dere as a shoulder and to provide a ear.
most importantly a sincere heart n a clear conscience.
i wish i could do more, but i know some things i ve to leave u to face on ur own.
but no matter what i just want u to know, i ll be dere and thats a promise i ll give to u..
as such we dunno what ll happen tomorrow but i know that u ll always ve a place in my heart because u r people i cherished and i truely care about......:)
Saturday, July 23, 2005
a nite in the jungle.....
it was a friday nite, having met up wif a good friend for dinner,then joined yoshie n gang for clubbing.We went to rum jungle ,my first time dere, despite the very long wait to get in really enjoyed the nite( being half drunk..hehe)...honestly when u guys leave i m so gonna be a nun...noone else to party with...anyways m looking forward to the next one before u really leave for states....meanwhiledets bout all...finals are just around the corner n i m wondering how m i gonna get through it....sigh..
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
What does a relationship takes...
How can you know if this is the right person with whom to spend your life? In this article, discover how to answer this question.
"How will I know when I meet the right person?"
I often hear this question in my counseling practice. The answer is fairly complex.
There are two different reasons that people have for wanting to get married:
To get love, validation, security and safety.
To share love and to grow emotionally and spiritually.
People who feel insecure and alone are likely to look for someone who will fill the inner emptiness and give them the love they are seeking. They want to find someone who will complete them and make them feel adequate and worthy. The problem is that no one can do this for another person - it is something we each need to learn to do for ourselves. Since we are always attracted to people who are at our common level of woundedness or our common level of health, a person looking to get love will attract a person also looking to get love. Each person hopes to get filled from the other, not realizing that each feels empty and really has nothing to give. Therefore, no one is the right person when the intent of getting married is to get love and security rather than to share love and learning.
Instead of asking the question, "Is this the right person for me?" why not ask, "Am I being the right person?" Am I being a person who comes to a relationship filled with love to share, or am I being a needy person hoping to get love and validation?
The main reason that many relationships don't work out is because each person is disappointed in not getting what they expected to get from the other person. But when a person does not know how to love and validate themselves and create an inner sense of safety and security, they certainly can't do this for another person. Yet this is what each person expects of the other. It's like trying to get water from a rock. What do you have to give when you feel empty within and want to get filled through another's love?
It is actually fairly easy to know if this is the right person for you when your intent in being in a relationship is to learn together and share love. A person who comes from a full place within finds it easy to discern when someone is empty inside, and will not be attracted to the empty person. A person who is truly open to learning about themselves, to growing emotionally and spiritually, to taking responsibility for their own feelings of safety and security, worth and lovability, will not be attracted to a person who is closed, controlling, and just wants to get love.
Knowing if this is the right person for you does not happen instantly. It takes months to discover whether or not a person is who they say they are. You cannot really know who a person is until you have conflict and find out what this person does in conflict. Some people can appear very open and loving until a conflict comes up and then they get angry, withdraw, resist or comply, closing down rather than staying open to learning about themselves and the other person. An important question is, how does this person deal with conflict and how long does it take them to open up if they do close in the face of conflict?
Since none of us enter relationships fully healed, it is very important to know that your partner is willing to explore conflict rather than just protect against it with controlling behavior. Conflict occurs in all relationships, and if both people are not open to learning about themselves and each other within the conflict, the unresolved conflicts will eventually destroy the relationship.
If you are a person who is open to learning and wants a relationship in order to share love, there are three essential ingredients that need to be present for the person to be the right person for you:
There needs to be a basic spark of attraction. If you do not feel physically attracted to this person within the first six months of the relationship, the chances are this attraction will not develop. It does not need to be instant, but it does need to be there at some point.
Both of you need to be capable of caring, compassion, and empathy - to be a giver rather than just a taker. If this person just wants what they want and doesn't care about what you want, they are not the right person for you. If you just want what you want and you don't care about what the other person wants or feels, you are not ready for a relationship.
Both people need to be open to learning in conflict rather than just wanting to win and be right. If both people are open to learning in conflict, conflicts will be resolved in loving ways, but power struggles will result if one or both of you are intent on controlling and winning.
Other ingredients, such as common interests and values, are also important, but without the above three ingredients, they will not sustain the relationship
"How will I know when I meet the right person?"
I often hear this question in my counseling practice. The answer is fairly complex.
There are two different reasons that people have for wanting to get married:
To get love, validation, security and safety.
To share love and to grow emotionally and spiritually.
People who feel insecure and alone are likely to look for someone who will fill the inner emptiness and give them the love they are seeking. They want to find someone who will complete them and make them feel adequate and worthy. The problem is that no one can do this for another person - it is something we each need to learn to do for ourselves. Since we are always attracted to people who are at our common level of woundedness or our common level of health, a person looking to get love will attract a person also looking to get love. Each person hopes to get filled from the other, not realizing that each feels empty and really has nothing to give. Therefore, no one is the right person when the intent of getting married is to get love and security rather than to share love and learning.
Instead of asking the question, "Is this the right person for me?" why not ask, "Am I being the right person?" Am I being a person who comes to a relationship filled with love to share, or am I being a needy person hoping to get love and validation?
The main reason that many relationships don't work out is because each person is disappointed in not getting what they expected to get from the other person. But when a person does not know how to love and validate themselves and create an inner sense of safety and security, they certainly can't do this for another person. Yet this is what each person expects of the other. It's like trying to get water from a rock. What do you have to give when you feel empty within and want to get filled through another's love?
It is actually fairly easy to know if this is the right person for you when your intent in being in a relationship is to learn together and share love. A person who comes from a full place within finds it easy to discern when someone is empty inside, and will not be attracted to the empty person. A person who is truly open to learning about themselves, to growing emotionally and spiritually, to taking responsibility for their own feelings of safety and security, worth and lovability, will not be attracted to a person who is closed, controlling, and just wants to get love.
Knowing if this is the right person for you does not happen instantly. It takes months to discover whether or not a person is who they say they are. You cannot really know who a person is until you have conflict and find out what this person does in conflict. Some people can appear very open and loving until a conflict comes up and then they get angry, withdraw, resist or comply, closing down rather than staying open to learning about themselves and the other person. An important question is, how does this person deal with conflict and how long does it take them to open up if they do close in the face of conflict?
Since none of us enter relationships fully healed, it is very important to know that your partner is willing to explore conflict rather than just protect against it with controlling behavior. Conflict occurs in all relationships, and if both people are not open to learning about themselves and each other within the conflict, the unresolved conflicts will eventually destroy the relationship.
If you are a person who is open to learning and wants a relationship in order to share love, there are three essential ingredients that need to be present for the person to be the right person for you:
There needs to be a basic spark of attraction. If you do not feel physically attracted to this person within the first six months of the relationship, the chances are this attraction will not develop. It does not need to be instant, but it does need to be there at some point.
Both of you need to be capable of caring, compassion, and empathy - to be a giver rather than just a taker. If this person just wants what they want and doesn't care about what you want, they are not the right person for you. If you just want what you want and you don't care about what the other person wants or feels, you are not ready for a relationship.
Both people need to be open to learning in conflict rather than just wanting to win and be right. If both people are open to learning in conflict, conflicts will be resolved in loving ways, but power struggles will result if one or both of you are intent on controlling and winning.
Other ingredients, such as common interests and values, are also important, but without the above three ingredients, they will not sustain the relationship
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