Thursday, August 25, 2005

sense of redemption

someone told me that i shall be given peace...to uphold myself..and the respect i do not deserve from...i finally ve just one thing to say to u...

noone will know what really happens,
and u of all people knows the truth..
if i was a friend,u made it clear...
but did u...lets leave this question to be left as blank...becuz what denial,excuses
the truth is u n only u will know..

love a unquestionable,mortal sadness..
since u knew...why did u play with it,
what causes u to do things u know adds on to the burden..
what respect is this...what understanding??

how insensitive..unrequited love u say??/
well let me tell u one thing...u the one who needs peace is u and urself..
u dun respect love for if u do, u wont play with another's heart...
probably i m wrong n i still need to learn a lot...but one thing i m know is my conscience is clear..
u used me...and thats the friend u say u r..
u knew i ll b dere..n so i shall be becuz thats what love is all about..
but i ve close the chapter becuz i realised det i cannot let u used me again..

it would never feel right becuz wat is done is done...but i do know now i made the right decision..
and u ll never a true friend....and thats what det hurt the most losing a good friend...

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