its a blessing indeed...

i finally come through everything and i just feel so blessed now,recently i had many problems that surfaced over me but in the end faith and a maturity sense of thought, plus the love of family and beautiful friends which had shown me so much ve let me to become a better person today...all in all i do feel very happy now det i ve gotten myself back on track, thus the last 2 weeks i ve been studying my butt off to pay back for the endless partying sessions...(hopefully to be continued after exams....) meanwhile just wanted to apologized to some ppl which i might ve caused unnecessary issues,and just wanted u to know how childish i realised after i looked back at the actions done....point is...i ve too much in my life to do, so much so that my direction and goals ll never allow me to be irrational in things that i can control,hence,i shall never let petty issues n uncertain dillemma get in line with more important things ....
to the friends around who have been going through things as well,i just want u to know det i realised its all in the mind,if u r willing to admit ur mistakes,face urself by being firm and turn away from the pressures, u ll be able to get back on track as well.....do not let feelings overwhelmed u ..its not a matter of why,its a matter of how? u would to deal with things....
to find peace with ur inner self is to learn to take care of urself, ur sense of well being and understanding what u really are....people can do things to hurt u etc..but it is u who choose to be hurt or not...what matters is how u perceived it...if u r ignorant bout it u ll be...in the end..noone can really tell u wat or why ,it is you who have to step up and take the problem and handle it yourself....remind urself how lucky u are having all that u would have had,dun compare cuz u ll ve wat another ll not,point is its the way u see things that gives u the little happiness of life....
lastly,god will always help those who help themselves and that is where it really happens,all in all i m glad to ve wat i ve now, and i really sincerely thank god for it....i pray for all the ppl det i care about and hope that u all too will manage to find urself out of all ur confusion.....meanwhile my support and love as ur friend will be with u 100%....peace and take care...:)