Looking back i just realised that half a year has just flown passed...birthdays after birthdays come, go this month is seriously a bday month...the amount of gifts which i had bought the last two weeks...gosh no wonder i spend so much...anyways i finally ve everything under my control and though i must say it gives me some form of satisfaction in the sense that i managed it somehow..nevertheless i just realised that i am never going to be tumbled down so easily ever again.
You know...i felt that i ve been doing some things which are not really right these days..its like i was so lost in my issues that i relied onto some form of support and push it off to an angle...now finally at a more reasonable level i really want some friends to know that i thank you for ur encouragement and support..other than that just forget what i probably said or done which is not ME!!Phew...i feel so much at ease after saying so...meanwhile..my new sem is just about to start in 2 days...god..the schedule is like so tight packed...barely ve space to breathe..
Btw happy bday sally...one of my dearest friend....the party was great though i m still wondering how the hell u managed to get the whole entire niteclub to celebrate...hmmm... its great to know friends wif sugar daddies hehehe..jokinglar..(hey tell him i want the same too next year haha..:P)Anyhow i finally tried to get myself drunk since i m not driving..weirdly when u feel like doing so it just never comes so i figure i prolly ve a high resistance to alcohol or prolly the drinks i had was just too mild...i guess i ll just stick to experiments probably the 100% alcohol content from ethanol will knock me out and i dun even need to drink ..:P
You know i think i prolly will give up this blogging thing..if u guys are really reading i just want you to know that i realised that if i really were to keep a blog, it ll just take too much time becuz there's just simply too much to write n u ll get so sick of me afterthat...besides i m lazylar..maybe i ll just drop u good poems or so....since this is one of the few last times that i prolly will blog i ll make it a record..hah...honestly next 3 weeks i ll be the next Simon cowell...i can start thinking bout nasty remarks to shoot people down...btw siek yee u better tell me when to book my flight and where to as well....yoshie was discussing wif me the other day and she wanted to join in as well one more thing please get all the applications for master programs for me.....i need to scout for a good city to stationed myself immediately after my 3rd year....
Seriously i cant wait for us to be dere together ...i m already dreaming of beaches,baywatch hunks,,,hah....thats it i ll get a blond guy standard blue eye,6 packs doll...preferably stupid and will act on command....hehe..sounds more like a robot...anyhow..lets just tahan another 2 years honestly its really fast ...truth is life's still ok in this 2 years but i know it ll be better in the next coming years..so this ll gives me more motivation to gain my hons.....i hope.... for now lets just sit back n go with the flow and i ve to survive the next three weeks so i think i had better rest well this last 2 days n then its of to battleground...till then for those who r having exams...good luck..for those who are on holiday..have fun...for those who are sad....call me and i ll counsel u...(booked in advance ok...cheh..),for those who need help , if u r commitee ppl just talk to me in uni and dun waste ur money on telephone bills,but friends..just call i will get back to u no matter how bz i m....till then i m going back to dreamworld...:)
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