Can i just say one more time if u r reading this that if its not meant to be it wont....i am starting to get so frustrated with people who just does not take a hint,seriously it really gets down on ur nerve...anyways i had another rough day again..i somewhat sense it in my gut that it ll be just as what i predicted...neways..after getting held down by some stupid woman whom cant even fixed an appointment time, i had to get a tiramisu to cool down...my favourite hangout, cozy place, pricey but i dun care it gives me peace at least...
I am really tempted to just walk off get a plane and fly to find ai mei...prolly we can hangout at picadilly,shop around oxford street and i come back dead broke but happy at least....(i wishlar)i really cant wait to join u guys for our cancun beach vacation ..i wish we can just fast forward the months to my holidays fast...i m so stressed out lately even exams is just a breeze....i m starting to hate myself for being so negative honestly i really ve to come back and fix myself together..then again what do u expect from someone who has been under pressure for almost 6 weeks,blog is good i can vent on sumthing at least..otherwise if i am gonna keep everything to myself i probably burst...just came back from the hospital ...saw a friend who ended up sick....one of my dept head....really pity her nevertheless i promise to do the best that i could to lift her team.
strangely i feel det i might just let her down...u know maybe i should just stop being so hard or maybe i should just stop complaining...cuz i think i m starting to find excuses to myself...whatever it is this ll be the one and last time that i ever take on a project..meanwhile i just wanna tell u det u ve been so sweet to me lately det i really dunno what words to say to thank u enough.... dun bother wif me i think tomorrow will be a better day i hope i dun screw up my speech...otherwise i prolly can go hide myself n u know wat if u r really reading this ...DONT!! cuz its such a negative blog u prolly end up negative as well......whatever it is..to all the sweet sweet friends thanks for ur encouragement and many support...nevertheless i hope to not fail u all but i promise to do the best that i could and as the days draw nearer i sincerely pray GoD for a miracle...please give me that phone call........
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