endless time.....

i m starting to feel more positive lately on the things that i m doing...though at times i get pretty negative and all..anyhow eversince i took charged of organising an event...i realised that it really is more than what it seems....besides being able to handle people well one of the most difficult things was having to force myself to face my faults n learning to apologize especially when i know that i m in the wrong..

i finally am able to see that at the end of the day if i still dun get to host it like what i hope for it to be..nevertheless as long as i ve done what i can...i guess thats what i probably could faced up with.. afterall some things are just not in our control like the stupid bitches in YTL goodness they think like as though we r terrorists or sumthing checking for bombs.. never know that large corporate offices in m'sia so bloody useless cant differentiate harmless students and vicious enemies... then again i do feel strangely dissapointed...maybe i m just being a perfectionist..anyhow i went for michelle dean class....sometimes i really envy the jobs that these people ve...anyhow..i had a great time hanging out with yoshie...needless to say my other gym mates were also dere we had one of the best broadway class ever...hmm..maybe i should take up threatre as a second major...haha.....

i m still comtemplating whether to join capo or not, then again with my limited schedule i probably dun even ve enough time for anything not to mention practising brazillian martial arts...sigh YC i think u really putting too much hope on melar..by the time i do one of those fancy stunts i probably ve suffered some major injuries...neways to my heng tais..exam are near so study hard and make sure you pass k..cuz if u dun i ll kick ur asses...hehe..like i lllar...and to my team members remember to come early on weds..u got tons of things to do..oh rite karina please send me my speech asap....cuz i need it by mon...shitlar i probably end up announcing wrong names or messed up the whole entire thing anyways..i gtg really tired....
( u seelar..i m so used to commanding ppl i think i better start learning to take orders...haha..:p)