Friday, May 27, 2005

Contradiction and hypocrites...

Today we started the first bio lab class for the second sem...steve almost gave me a heart attack when he told me that the results are our which was actually a false alarm...i m still really worriedlar cuz i seriously think i din do too well in my computer paper...nevertheless i guess i should just stop worrying. ..still..hmmm...anyways we went and collect close to 1000 copies of magazine today...thank goodness i brought along 3 guys wif me cuz it was so darn heavy anyways we had a journey of our life travelling in pouring rain with the loads of magazines....gosh its lucky that the car could managed the weight...

Anyways today was really hell day...i had to see the biatch again to get the approval of finanances and all det crap for the event..goodness i expected the contradiction but not to such a point that i honestly cant understand what's rational anymore...honestly if i havent stop my dept heads i believe they would ve punch her or sumthing....tell me...what logic do u ve that u r being criticized for having too much money from sponsors and that ur effort in doing so is considered wrong and det u prolly cant take the money that u gained from sponsors to utilised it becuz this is considered bias as other faculties only ve a certain amount to used and so u ve to be at par or so..

this is the most stupidest that i ever come across its like telling a smart kid to be stupid becuz other people are not as smart as him and its not fair....goodness..i really dunno wat to saylar...the only reason that i m hanging on becuz already came in this far n i ve such a beautiful bunch of commitee members det i just felt that i ve to do so to not let their efforts all go to vain...seriously how can ppl be so hypocrite???u know the more i think bout it,it really makes me feel so fk up....its like u do u r wrong, u dun do u r also wrong...ylar does she wanna torture us like that what the hell did we do wrong to her...

already feel so devastated that i cant the original plan could not go through...u know i wish i can find faults wif myself so that i can blame myself such det i can give myself an understanding but i dunno wat the hell det i did wrong..n that worries me..:( anyways..i guess will managedlar..meanwhile once again all my friends who are in these..i once again thank u very very much for all ur effort..lets just go on for 2 more weeks k...and all i can say is det..its really great to ve u guys in this together...n i ll fight to all the extend i can for watever that u ppl possibly need....i m prepared...getting my boxing gloves ready hehehe..:P

btw to friends having exams dun stressed urself too much k..after this u ll be ok..do take care..and best of luck in it k...:P

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