life without a car...

These two days ve been rather long for me..hmm with my poor car still in the workshop its has been rather difficult travelling around anyways thanks to "you" ferrying me around i promised to buy u back dinner lunch and all hehe..meanwhile this second sem is rather miserable...all the timetables are crazy seriously i m still thinking how to salvaged through the hours...goodness lab hours are just so tedious arrgghhh....anyways..dere's still 3 more days to go before the weekend is here again :P..still it seems so long..

Tomorrow is the day where monster woman is gonna meet my group..sigh..somehow i dread the meeting...just hope det it dun turn out to be another WW3 anyways i had a friend who was complaining bout how difficult of him having to break up with his current gf who love him to bits...u know the fact that i managed to sit through patiently throughout his complains really got me thinking a lot...sometimes i really dun get people like them prolly i dun really know wats the exact issue that causes all this but sometimes i really wonder why some people just dun see how lucky that they r..should start appreciating more of what they ve, honestly its not easy for 2 person to come together not to mention developed a relationship....some of us cant even ve it for this are things which cant be forced and yet people who does....all they ever do is complain...

you know if u r reading this..i hate to say this to u but seriously if u dun like her, in the first place y get together with her..do u know how much u r gonna hurt her afterthat?? its better that u just reject her harshly from the begining and get it over and done with...cuz if she loves u she ll understand det she gotta set u free and let u live happy....and thats what i sincerely believe that love is all about...the ability to sacrifice and to be patient, kind,selfless and understanding....:)

at times like these.....

leaves falls,memories fades,
living on, covering haze.
finishing off, all a haste,
unknown to the branches,
the leaves rustles.

feelings gone,emotions untouched.
going on,ignorant blaze.
unfolded meaning,cherished trace,
its ok because its warm even if its in a maze.

times like these,challenging phrase,
gone are the days,replaced by shades.
is it worthy of what it deserves to be praised?
should it be forgotten,or should it be left to laced.

if time was to tick,and all is being held just to gazed,
acceptance of all should just be replaced.
Nothing is unspoken, neither it is untraced,
its all about taking the moment to be who u r and what to faced!

weekend bliss..

I looked forward to weekends i get to go gym, relaxed see the great people that i would wanna see anyways i just came back from mid val..( my second home hehe) anyways i had a fulfilling day indeed, goodness today was one of the days which i met up with so many people...it started from my beloved heng tais and dear friend who else but the beautiful jeannie...anyways we had lunch catch up and had a great chat...u know even know its for a short period of time...but honestly u guys make my daylar..gave me some form of entertainment hehe...
Then we were off to karina's event...boy was she good..i m so proud you..:P honestly u handled the pageant like a pro..meanwhile to be honest i was quite shocked that msia actually do ve talents which does meet the standards...well that just goes to show that m'sia is afterall really catching up in the health and fitness part meanwhile i met some great and honestly very interesting people...i am so honoured especially to be able to chat to the current grandmaster of the les mills program..for those who dunno..he's actually the grand master behind all those kickboxing ,pump and classes that they offer in gyms worldwide...gosh..great people are just so humble...
Anyways...i met up with a long time friend today..and u know who u r...its just so great to be able to meet u after so long...anyways thanks for ur words of advice i ll keep it at hand...anyways i had a fruitful day hanging out wif great ppl enjoying myself...for a while i forgotten all the pressure that i was going through...then again as i slowly blog here and the time is ticking away...just thinking bout tomorrow really made me wish i can turn back the time to saturday...anyways i m rechargelar..prolly will just go through my week as best as i could...anyways after meeting up wif everyone i was walking around mid val while waiting for my mom.....ppl walking past me moving here and dere...it feels like everyone is just so busy and then dere's just me looking at my watch pretending to looked as though as i m .....n i wished that at the moment dere was actually sumone det will appear.....
But i guess i should just be contended for when good times come to an end..gotta accept it...so as i ve a few hours to go before i hit the sack and prepare for tomorrow...just wanna make sure i jot down the happy things today to remind me that i did indeed had a great day..:)

Contradiction and hypocrites...

Today we started the first bio lab class for the second sem...steve almost gave me a heart attack when he told me that the results are our which was actually a false alarm...i m still really worriedlar cuz i seriously think i din do too well in my computer paper...nevertheless i guess i should just stop worrying. ..still..hmmm...anyways we went and collect close to 1000 copies of magazine today...thank goodness i brought along 3 guys wif me cuz it was so darn heavy anyways we had a journey of our life travelling in pouring rain with the loads of magazines....gosh its lucky that the car could managed the weight...

Anyways today was really hell day...i had to see the biatch again to get the approval of finanances and all det crap for the event..goodness i expected the contradiction but not to such a point that i honestly cant understand what's rational anymore...honestly if i havent stop my dept heads i believe they would ve punch her or sumthing....tell me...what logic do u ve that u r being criticized for having too much money from sponsors and that ur effort in doing so is considered wrong and det u prolly cant take the money that u gained from sponsors to utilised it becuz this is considered bias as other faculties only ve a certain amount to used and so u ve to be at par or so..

this is the most stupidest that i ever come across its like telling a smart kid to be stupid becuz other people are not as smart as him and its not fair....goodness..i really dunno wat to saylar...the only reason that i m hanging on becuz already came in this far n i ve such a beautiful bunch of commitee members det i just felt that i ve to do so to not let their efforts all go to vain...seriously how can ppl be so hypocrite???u know the more i think bout it,it really makes me feel so fk up....its like u do u r wrong, u dun do u r also wrong...ylar does she wanna torture us like that what the hell did we do wrong to her...

already feel so devastated that i cant the original plan could not go through...u know i wish i can find faults wif myself so that i can blame myself such det i can give myself an understanding but i dunno wat the hell det i did wrong..n that worries me..:( anyways..i guess will managedlar..meanwhile once again all my friends who are in these..i once again thank u very very much for all ur effort..lets just go on for 2 more weeks k...and all i can say is det..its really great to ve u guys in this together...n i ll fight to all the extend i can for watever that u ppl possibly need....i m prepared...getting my boxing gloves ready hehehe..:P

btw to friends having exams dun stressed urself too much k..after this u ll be ok..do take care..and best of luck in it k...:P

Ashes of desires...

I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed,
but will have sufficient courage so that now as always
Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by
death... If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean
fruitful labor for me." (Philippians 1:20-22)

Someone send me this excerpt today...and i cant understand why you did so...but as i dwell and start to think about it...the deeper understanding came through...yet...anyways i went watch a horror movie with ben n florence yesterday ...miss call 2 or sumthing...it was so stupid becuz i still cant understand the ending anyhow the stupider thing was that it did freak me out, made me scream twice, fk man luckily its only ben n florence malular....haiz anyways i still blame the stupid "lala" people in front..yelling for no reason and worse still making it even worse...if u want my review unless u r going wif ur bf ot a hot dude/chick then do solar..cuz u will ve a reason to...u knowlar do more stuff then watch movie..hehehe,..:P

Anyways something so funny happened today that i dunno whether to laugh or feel disgusted wif...(i ll spare ur name in public cuz i give face to ular...) anyways seriously ( u know who u r..) u gotta get a lifelar..sharing vcds wif the guards is really too muchlar i mean hello....its uni guard and if they ever find out that u people exchanges porn in uni dun forget its like a bloody conservative uni as well....trust me u will get the poor guard fired from his joblar....btw i finally made it to mike's class n boy i certainly did not regret it that guy is hot man.....then again i wish those bitches stop pestering him so much asking stupid questions which like come onlar..any idiot also know that u r trying to hard....anyways he came over n talk to me hah :)...cuz i prolly was the only one who could keep up to his pace..cheh...seelar karina we must b working out so often that ppl prolly think we work in gym or sumthing...

anyways he's a pretty decent fellow great accent but too badlar going back to Hk tomorrow....sigh its always like det...then again i should b honoured rite ..afterall a supertrainer whom looks so hot actually came over n strike out a conversation wif a plain jane hmm....i guess its my lucky day afterall seriously thought he was gay at first...anyways...i really am comtemplating of hiring a personal trainer...seriously the intensity i put is quite high n yet prolly my body getting immune to it or so..cuz i still dun see much difference shitlar. woman u gotta help melar...i think i wanna switched a diff set of training..then again..i only can do so when i m free firstlar...

sigh...i m so stress out i prolly ate back all i workout..thats the problar i guess so prolly after this event and all i dun care we r really going hard on routine..and u must motivate me..cuz serioualy we came this far..dun wanna lose all the effort..anyways i gtg now...btw good luck in ur hosting of ur emcee event for the fitness pageant or so...i ll prolly come support u on sun as i ve lab class tomorrow so i dun think i can make it..neways...i know u will do a fine job so not to worry k..u got me supporting u all the way..:)

against all odds...

i picked this title today because i just realised that if we perceived our mind to an angle which is against our perception it actually works to be better....i m starting to find the light and the answer to the journey of life...i used to be a very impatient, panicky and too hasty in doing things sorta person...but everyday as i thread on obstacles one by one..i just realised the utmost reasons that it happens and what it could be done to get the better of it..

today was one of those days which everything went against me,yet..somewhat i managed to turn it around and as i seat down here writing my thoughts i cant help but feel satisfaction in handling my situation to the best that i possibly could..i m really growing old i just realised or probably this is what maturity is all about...nevertheless one of the most grateful things that i ve to thank God is letting me meet friends which teaches me along the path..

to those of you i guess u know who u r..i just want u to know how much i appreciate your advice,actions and words in helping me on the way especially in handling an event...i realised that i really dun know much bout things and ve got so much to learn from so many people..nevertheless i hope to improved day by day and practiced my newfound skills of being more patient,understanding..etc...anyhow its not easy i guess but as long as i m willing to go for that....i guess thats what counts...rite...

anyhow i can forsee a lot of hiccups coming and honestly i ve to be honest in admitting that i really feel very pressured for the moment..yet i know i can pull through then again if only there was sumone that i could turn to ...at times..thats what i really hope for be it a friend or so..it would just be nice to feel some form of comfort,encouragement....then again there's always the almighty....GOD...:) anyways i will do what i can and take things one at a time...till then..hopefully tomorrow will be a better day....

Phew...what a day!!

Blogging is really a habit...i wanted to stop honestly but seems like once u start on it...just seems so hard, cuz its addictive anyways i had such a busy day...i lost count of myself walking up and down flight of stairs... at this rate i think i can really lose the weight...anyways the emcee thing went on rather well....not bad for a first time i guess...except..its just disheartening when u get complained for the wrong things but then again what the heck at least i din swear or sumthing though i really wanted to...how many oath taking that they really need seriously??? in the first place who gives shit bout oath as far as i m concern rules r meant to b broken anyways...

The auditions for the talent nite finally started off...then again the respond was not that well received despite my effort in publicizing so many times..nevertheless there's still time...i guess...anyways..i had some good fun pestering ppl to join btw the photos printed came out looking really good...hehe..i prolly will put it up on the real programme booklet or so...anyhow i finally m starting to feel the real challenge in putting the plan into action....having to faced a tough biatch who would definitely make life difficult for me..heck..i guess i prolly just need to go for more yoga classes and get myself more mentally prepared...

Karina u ve been such an angel...m so sorry det i cant make it for class today,bet i miss checking out the cute trainer...meanwhile i think i ve to relax more ,stop panicking, keep cool and rite stop cursing so much...seriously i m polluting the innocent minds of my peers cuz i really bring too much flowery language around..n this is call setting a good example hehe...:P then again its a good form of stress relief...rite today was really a happy day for our sponsorship dept ...we actually gotten a reply which hands in a good amount of $$ donation...(not det much but the most so far that we ve..)finally afterall the meetings,the painstakingly long hours that we were made to wait and even worse rejections that comes in not once but 12times in a row on a day....(dun believe..i survived it though..) i guess i can really learn to be a very positive person now....so i ve decided if i would wanna set myself a target i ll strive to be the most happiest go luckiest person around , so positive that i ll bring a dead flower up n keep ur smile up no matter how down u r...

Dun believe try making an appointment and i ll make u feel so good u wont wanna leave...haha..:) hey i think i know what i will be..i shall be a "happiness therapist",brings joy to ppl n get charged even more joyfully on high rates...(additional charges for additional services..ooops..:P dun think wrongly arr..)anyways i better go zzz early...ve another long day ahead...till then....nitez..

LOVE or LIKE ???

(guys this is pretty interesting go ahead, copy n paste n send to ur friends..........:P)


In front of the person u like.
your heart beats faster.
But in front of the person you love,
You get happy.

In front of the person u love,
winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person u like,
winter is just beautiful winter.

If u look into the eyes of the one u like,u blush.
But if u look into the eyes of the one you love,you smile.

In front of the person u like,
you cant say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love,you can.

In front of the person you like,
you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love,
you can show your own self.

You cant look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
But u can always smile and stare straight to the eyes of the one you love.

When the one you like is crying,you end up comforting them.
But when the one u love does so,u tend to cry with them.

The feeling of like starts from the ear,
But the feeling of love starts from the eye.

So if u stop liking a person u used to like,
all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if u try to close your eyes,
love turns into a drop of tear and remains in ur heart forever.

time flies...

Looking back i just realised that half a year has just flown passed...birthdays after birthdays come, go this month is seriously a bday month...the amount of gifts which i had bought the last two weeks...gosh no wonder i spend so much...anyways i finally ve everything under my control and though i must say it gives me some form of satisfaction in the sense that i managed it somehow..nevertheless i just realised that i am never going to be tumbled down so easily ever again.

You know...i felt that i ve been doing some things which are not really right these days..its like i was so lost in my issues that i relied onto some form of support and push it off to an angle...now finally at a more reasonable level i really want some friends to know that i thank you for ur encouragement and support..other than that just forget what i probably said or done which is not ME!!Phew...i feel so much at ease after saying so...meanwhile..my new sem is just about to start in 2 days...god..the schedule is like so tight packed...barely ve space to breathe..

Btw happy bday sally...one of my dearest friend....the party was great though i m still wondering how the hell u managed to get the whole entire niteclub to celebrate...hmmm... its great to know friends wif sugar daddies hehehe..jokinglar..(hey tell him i want the same too next year haha..:P)Anyhow i finally tried to get myself drunk since i m not driving..weirdly when u feel like doing so it just never comes so i figure i prolly ve a high resistance to alcohol or prolly the drinks i had was just too mild...i guess i ll just stick to experiments probably the 100% alcohol content from ethanol will knock me out and i dun even need to drink ..:P

You know i think i prolly will give up this blogging thing..if u guys are really reading i just want you to know that i realised that if i really were to keep a blog, it ll just take too much time becuz there's just simply too much to write n u ll get so sick of me afterthat...besides i m lazylar..maybe i ll just drop u good poems or so....since this is one of the few last times that i prolly will blog i ll make it a record..hah...honestly next 3 weeks i ll be the next Simon cowell...i can start thinking bout nasty remarks to shoot people down...btw siek yee u better tell me when to book my flight and where to as well....yoshie was discussing wif me the other day and she wanted to join in as well one more thing please get all the applications for master programs for me.....i need to scout for a good city to stationed myself immediately after my 3rd year....

Seriously i cant wait for us to be dere together ...i m already dreaming of beaches,baywatch hunks,,,hah....thats it i ll get a blond guy standard blue eye,6 packs doll...preferably stupid and will act on command....hehe..sounds more like a robot...anyhow..lets just tahan another 2 years honestly its really fast ...truth is life's still ok in this 2 years but i know it ll be better in the next coming years..so this ll gives me more motivation to gain my hons.....i hope.... for now lets just sit back n go with the flow and i ve to survive the next three weeks so i think i had better rest well this last 2 days n then its of to battleground...till then for those who r having exams...good luck..for those who are on holiday..have fun...for those who are sad....call me and i ll counsel u...(booked in advance ok...cheh..),for those who need help , if u r commitee ppl just talk to me in uni and dun waste ur money on telephone bills,but friends..just call i will get back to u no matter how bz i m....till then i m going back to dreamworld...:)

A beautiful song...

i stumble upon this song and it really had a nice chorus to it...hope you r reading it..for this is really something meaningful....

chorus:

I love you not because of who you are,
It is because of who i am when i'm with you.
No one else is worth your tears,
And the one who is worth it will never make you cry.

Just because someone doen't love you the way you want them too,
Doen't mean that they don't love you with all their hearts.
The worst way to miss someone is sitting right beside them,
and knowing that you can't have them.

Never drown,even when you are sad,
Because you never know,
Who is falling in love with your smile.
Don't waste your time on anyone,
who isn't willing to share the love with you.

When we finally meet the person,
We'll know how to be grateful.
Don't cry because it is over,
Smile because it happen......

Blank emptiness...

The pages that were once blank,
Binded to a cover that was never.
The written words carry meaning,
Conveys true feelings of the author.

Existence in defiance of time,
Complications from the endless choices.
Watching the play of life,
Mind travels to different places.

Ethereal descriptions makes definition,
Of this voyage to the open sea.
Settle over coffee and tea,
Words map out this odyssey.

The antigone having said;
Storm clouds above gathers rain.
Illuminating the twist of fate,
Words could only spell pain.

On the crossroads of enigmas,
Upon the pedestal wonders reign,
No signs of final frontier,
Life necessitates a saint.

The book of life never took,
The fear in hearts strikingly few.
Sentences sometimes misunderstood,
Interpretations from different points of view.

Rests in arms of possessions,
Passed on through generations.
Without all endless limits,
On every page of imagination.

The pages covered in dust,
Writings flood the manuscript.
The countless dawns, the uninhibited sunsets,
Tragic ends, never weep.

clueless beings..

Can i just say one more time if u r reading this that if its not meant to be it wont....i am starting to get so frustrated with people who just does not take a hint,seriously it really gets down on ur nerve...anyways i had another rough day again..i somewhat sense it in my gut that it ll be just as what i predicted...neways..after getting held down by some stupid woman whom cant even fixed an appointment time, i had to get a tiramisu to cool down...my favourite hangout, cozy place, pricey but i dun care it gives me peace at least...

I am really tempted to just walk off get a plane and fly to find ai mei...prolly we can hangout at picadilly,shop around oxford street and i come back dead broke but happy at least....(i wishlar)i really cant wait to join u guys for our cancun beach vacation ..i wish we can just fast forward the months to my holidays fast...i m so stressed out lately even exams is just a breeze....i m starting to hate myself for being so negative honestly i really ve to come back and fix myself together..then again what do u expect from someone who has been under pressure for almost 6 weeks,blog is good i can vent on sumthing at least..otherwise if i am gonna keep everything to myself i probably burst...just came back from the hospital ...saw a friend who ended up sick....one of my dept head....really pity her nevertheless i promise to do the best that i could to lift her team.

strangely i feel det i might just let her down...u know maybe i should just stop being so hard or maybe i should just stop complaining...cuz i think i m starting to find excuses to myself...whatever it is this ll be the one and last time that i ever take on a project..meanwhile i just wanna tell u det u ve been so sweet to me lately det i really dunno what words to say to thank u enough.... dun bother wif me i think tomorrow will be a better day i hope i dun screw up my speech...otherwise i prolly can go hide myself n u know wat if u r really reading this ...DONT!! cuz its such a negative blog u prolly end up negative as well......whatever it is..to all the sweet sweet friends thanks for ur encouragement and many support...nevertheless i hope to not fail u all but i promise to do the best that i could and as the days draw nearer i sincerely pray GoD for a miracle...please give me that phone call........

endless time.....

i m starting to feel more positive lately on the things that i m doing...though at times i get pretty negative and all..anyhow eversince i took charged of organising an event...i realised that it really is more than what it seems....besides being able to handle people well one of the most difficult things was having to force myself to face my faults n learning to apologize especially when i know that i m in the wrong..

i finally am able to see that at the end of the day if i still dun get to host it like what i hope for it to be..nevertheless as long as i ve done what i can...i guess thats what i probably could faced up with.. afterall some things are just not in our control like the stupid bitches in YTL goodness they think like as though we r terrorists or sumthing checking for bombs.. never know that large corporate offices in m'sia so bloody useless cant differentiate harmless students and vicious enemies... then again i do feel strangely dissapointed...maybe i m just being a perfectionist..anyhow i went for michelle dean class....sometimes i really envy the jobs that these people ve...anyhow..i had a great time hanging out with yoshie...needless to say my other gym mates were also dere we had one of the best broadway class ever...hmm..maybe i should take up threatre as a second major...haha.....

i m still comtemplating whether to join capo or not, then again with my limited schedule i probably dun even ve enough time for anything not to mention practising brazillian martial arts...sigh YC i think u really putting too much hope on melar..by the time i do one of those fancy stunts i probably ve suffered some major injuries...neways to my heng tais..exam are near so study hard and make sure you pass k..cuz if u dun i ll kick ur asses...hehe..like i lllar...and to my team members remember to come early on weds..u got tons of things to do..oh rite karina please send me my speech asap....cuz i need it by mon...shitlar i probably end up announcing wrong names or messed up the whole entire thing anyways..i gtg really tired....
( u seelar..i m so used to commanding ppl i think i better start learning to take orders...haha..:p)

Uncertainty..

I ve always wondered why people love to think so much over simple things when the answers are just dere. Its like the sum of 1+1=2 which some of us would most likely answer it as 11. You know i am just det sorta of person...in fact i feel that i am the biggest contradict to my own beliefs, anyhow lately i am forced to faced myself to provide answers to my own uncertainties...my mom always tells me to think on what i could achieved from my level but i always think to another level,its like i yearn to overachieve,in everything and anything becuz i just felt that if i dun try to aim myself on a higher note i could not possibly be satisfied in reaching anything...

Nevertheless, i ve to admit that some things in life its not up to how u want it, it just happens....i guess rationale and being sentient just don't come in as the answer to these things.Yet, i cant help feeling vulnerable choosing an option which risk myself to an unsecure passage, i guess i m just to rational for my own good.Probably thats how God wants me to understand that sometimes in life being concious is just not enough, its like u ve two options a road which provide u a secure life and another that u r taking a risk at.Yet either one that u chooses u ll still ve to sacrifice something.Being at a secure path, u might not get things which the risky path offers...thats why the uncertainty crepts in...its like i feel like turning away n just being a coward n not faced it...

Anyhow, i guess i just have to answer to myself for i am still my biggest decision maker or probably just a coward looking for an easy way out, dere's just so many things to do, but so little time to do so needless to say... thats why my journey just started ...and i guess i should just follow a secure path for now..n try to make the most out of it..then again i m just crapping away becuz i just think too much....sigh...(bear with me..)

The meaning of love

found this on a posting..felt that its really something meaningful...if u r reading this...who knows maybe it could enlighten u...anways here goes....


THe MEANING OF LOVE
If u r afraid to love a person because of friendship,
u ve two choices:either tell what u feel and let the love take place or
hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions.
its hard for two people to love each other,
when they live in two different worlds.
but when the these two world collide and become one,
that's what u call magic!

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship,
One leads to another and the process is irreversible.The best of lovers is the greatest of friends!
I like u because u r my friend,
and because u r my friend i care,
and because i care, i love u .
I dont love u becuz u r my friend,
i love u beuz i do!
"sometimes i ask myself what would make me happy,
To think that i ve everything else,i get what i want.
Then i realized it was u,too bad cause it's u that i cant ve,
I cant choose who i'm gonna love,
but i also cant just love who chooses to love me.
and u cant blame me in choosing to love u.

I'm sorry if u cant love the way the one u love before me,
so i ll let u go fing him/her and hope someday that u ll see the one true love u r looking for was the one who has set u free.
"How can i say goodbye to someone i never had?"
Why do tears fall for sumone that was never mine??
Why is that i miss someone i was never with?
n i ask why i love someone whose love was never mine...

Isn't it funny that we try catching the attention of the one we think we love;
we hardly noticed that the one we r looking for was just dere,
u dun noticed them till they r in the arms of sumone else.
food for thought,think of this.
Have u really cared for someone more than u expected,?
Have u ever tried to love her despite of all the pain?
Will u keep on loving her as she whispers someone's name?
will U?

Its better u lose ur pride wif someone u love,
rather than u lose the someone u love wif ur useless pride,
When u love sumone,
dun expect the person to love u back the same amount,
one of u ll be ahead n the other behind,
its either u catch up or the other waits.
when u love u must not accept anything in return,
for idf u do, u r not loving but investing,
if u love, u must prepare to accept pain.
for if u expect happiness,u r not loving but using.
True love hears what is not spoken,
and understands what is not explained.
for love doesn't work in the mouth,
not the mind,nbut in the heart.

LOve is like standing on wet cement,
the longer u stay the harder it is,
u can never go without leaving ur prints behind,
dun love a person like a flower,
becuz a flower dies in season.
Love them like a river,as a river flows forever.
Love doesn;t need to ve a happy ending,
cuz it does not ve to end at all.
never b afraid to fall in love,
it may hurt a lot,it may give u aches n pains,
but if u dun follow ur heart,
in the end u ll cry even more for not giving love a chance.
Love may leave ur heart like shattered glass,
but keep in mind that sumone ll be willing to pick up the pieces,
so det u could be whole again.

The CRUELEST thing in the world is u let her fall in love wif u when u dun intend to catch her fall.
n fooling around wif her and to think that they meant nuthing much,
appreciate the one who love u such!

points to ponder

i ve finally created a blog...not that i really needed too then again since i ve so many things to talk about ...friends wonder why i never had one and was rather shocked to hear det as well.hehe
Cant blame them, for having always been known as the Goddess of speech,its impossible that someone like me would not have done this earlier...meanwhile my title for today verifies on the various things that have been happening around me...seems like in life we tend to come across many points that we need to really consider about,be it career,success,studies love etc...problem is the consideration that comes with the consequence really causes a difficult decision and solution out of it...
One minute u feel so right and the other you feel not,seriously sometimes i feel det when humans acquire too much of intelligence,the analyzing skills really causes more problems then actually having to benefit us,quote to me by a friend..nevertheless its still better to be on the bright side for it is safe...sigh..i always felt that love should be of something which was supposed to be fated....then again nowadays what is fated or not really its just too hard to say...too many fears,insecurities...
anyhow lets just live by the moment and thus look way beyond horizons for there's just too many things to see, to reach out, and to achieve......