recharge rave party...

yesterday was really a blast...15 of us when down to pd to party at this year rave ...it features three main rooms with two rooms spinning diff music by reknowned dj spinners whom are regulars at clubbing scene...there was a ferris wheel as well...too bad we din have the time to try that out..cuz we were just too bz boozing ..getting high n dancing our feets off..i had the greatest time dancing....hehe for once i drank so much i had to puke...but no regrets man..it was really really fun...there were close to 18000 ppl dere so u can imagine the crowd..gals were decked in beachwear bikinis and such...man the guys really had a good treat just viewing the stream of gals...meanwhile i had better start to hit the books soon n stop the clubbing scene for a while.....
hmm..wonder why but clubbing is really addictive..its like the idea of being able to enjoy moments of carefree happiness...getting away from the daily stress..probs...anyways...back to reality..i m starting to feel a guilty in partying too much....its like i ve been out every other week...sigh...anyhow..thats what being 21 is all about i guess..to go out dere n PARrttay...hehe :)
lately i m starting to feel a sudden change in myself..its like i had morphed into the person that i had always try to hide becuz i was just not prepared to reveal ...u know sumtimes i wonder whether it is bad or good..but the thing is..i dun feel anything but just being naturally me..yet sumwat i m just bothered with y there's this feeling telling me otherwise..anyhow..i guess sumtime ppl gotta change to be able to live life to the fullest no doubt bout it i m really starting to view many things in different dimensions n i really cant deny i was not into the zone at one point..well...thats the whole idea bout life i guess searching for the person that we r and trying to get the better out of it....u know its not bout wat ppl thinks or judge us..its really about how we think n judge ourselves becuz the most important thing is being able to live with the conscience that is clear and being able to pass the line we set for ourselves individually....
everyone ve many fidd reasons to changed but i know mine is just becuz of myself tryin to find the way out of this whole confusion but being able to live it on well.....anyhow to all my friends out dere...no matter wat i would to become off...one thing that i can assure u all is det my love to u as ur friend reamains just the same always....:)