how innocent are u ??

this is a good one sent to me by a friend, enjoy reading, and ve a great laugh afterthat..:P smile and be happy...

A first-grade teacher, Ms Neelam (Age 28) was having trouble with one of her students.
The teacher asked, "Boy, what is your problem?"

Boy answered, "I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!"

Ms Neelam had enough. She took Boy to the principal's office.
While Boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms Neelam he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave. She agreed. Boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Boy: "9".
Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Boy: "36".
And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know. The principal looks at Ms Neelam and tells her,
"I think Boy can go to the third-grade."

Ms Neelam says to the principal, "I have some of my own questions".Can I ask him ?"
The principal and Boy both agree.

Ms Neelam asks, "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?
Boy, after a moment: Legs.

Ms Nee lam: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"
Boy: Pockets.

Ms Neelam: What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?
Boy: Coconut

Ms Neelam: What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft And sticky?
The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, Boy was taking charge.
Boy: Bubblegum

Ms Neelam: What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs? The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer..
Boy: Shake hands

Ms Neelam: Now I will ask some "Who am I" sort of questions, okay?
Boy: Yep!!

Ms Neelam: You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.
Boy: Tent> >

Ms Neelam: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with mewhen you're bored. The best man always has me first.The Principal was looking restless, a bit tense and took one large Patiala Vodka peg.> >
Boy: Wedding Ring> >

Ms Neelam: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy: Nose

Ms Neelam: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver
Boy: Arrow

Ms Neelam: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?
Boy: Firetruck.

Ms Neelam: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if u dont get it u have to use ur hand.
Boy: Fork

Ms Neelam: What is it that all men have one of it's longer on some men than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife after they're married?
Boy: SURNAME

Ms Neelam: What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love ?
Boy: HEART.

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, "Send this Boy. to Delhi University, I got the last ten questions wrong myself!"
are you as innocents as this boy?

A dedication to the people around me...:)

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met,
our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy .
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person and put what you have learned to
use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

GReat Party....:P

On sat, i decided to throw a party a the legend hotel since my mom had been so excited to do so, well it was a tradition since young where i always used this particular day to get friends together, hence, it was great to be able to do it again. Meanwhile, i had a hi tea thing and really to some of my friends out dere, i want to sincerely apologize if i miss u, cuz it was hell of a last min thing, and i had to limit my guests because the bookings were full.....however dun u worry....dere's still many yrs more ...hehe wink wink...:P

Anyways, all my guests turns out full force, and really it was great, i mean i felt good to see all of u enjoying urself so much..( i hope..) meanwhile, the food spread was really great, although the line was rather long ....anyways,...i simply enjoyed the beautiful tiramisu cake....gosh ..thumbs up to alexis...for those of u who missed tasting this , honestly u miss the whole thingla.r..:P
Anyways...just a shout out to my aunt for giving me that cake, cuz really this cake and i had a history...(hey dun use ur imagination so much k :P ) anyways its just my magic booster, when i m down, all i need to get things done, honestly even sex is not as good...(ok..i ll try to be more decent with usage of words..) hmm..maybe the cake n sex....oops..:)

Meanwhile, i did felt like barbie det day, the feeling was good...but of cuz its the smiles i see around det makes this euphoric feeling....anyways...just want to thank u all for making it a great day.....meanwhile i adored the pressies that i received, thanks for the perfumes, chocolates( u r trying to make me fat eh..),phone (smirk),cosmetics , etc....as i m turning older by a yr, i ve decided det life is just about to get started full force, hence, its time i put it in action and leave things behind...which i ve done.....:) meanwhile...dere's this saying, u built an ark u get wood out of it, u built gold, and u get wat u r looking for.....i intend to go for platinum....wanna challenge me..wink wink...hehe...(this blog is meant to keep me amuse, so dun take things to heart k....) :P

dancing fever....:)

phew, finally the last test is over and i get a week off before the battle of the continuing tests continues, gosh these past 3weeks had been stressful, however i still manage to squeeze in time for all the things that i should not be doing hehe...no wonder they say that women are great multitasker which is true in my case, i realized det i can do 3 things at once but only prob is i ll end up messing up...anyways...i had send off my invitations to all my friends for the upcoming "event" hehe next sat...actually its just an excuse to get everyone to catch up and det i get to be the mediator in between, nevertheless i do hope det U n I mean U people will turn up n get back to me asap k.....stupid hotel ppl, been bugging me to confirm the numbers for so many days, its just a small thinglar...not like i m throwing a wedding or so....gosh, so annoying....
meanwhile for those of u that ve confirm ur arrival, we r gonna be having a blast, great food n me as the source of entertainment, free of charge, what better way to enjoy ur day....hehe..:)
oklar i ll stop being so perasan.... btw guess wat happen.... i gotten a present from a friend, and it was the v3i phone det i wanted gosh..i was reluctant to take it at first, honestly..i mean its such an expensive gift besides gifts like det normally comes with some form of intention which i thinklar....and not to say anything not det i cant afford to buy it...nevertheless it just feels so good to receive a pressie like det, just wanted to thank u...n still think det u should not waste ur $$$ anyways after confiding in a few ppl, everyone says det is ok to take...so i takelar....m playing wif this new baby, falling in love with it too...:P
meanwhile lately i ve been so into dancing, i counted det in just 3 weeks alone i attended almost 20 hours of dance classes, excluding clubbing which does not count...honestly if u ask me 2 yrs back i ll never b able to do this much dancing in fact i dun even know how....but as i see the progress today,i really wanna thank these few special ppl for giving me so much guidance over the 2 yrs, frank,yvette, farah (especially u) and lingerto gosh now i m ur leading dancer eh..hehe
anyhow i vow to take up dancing seriously after graduating, really love it n i m really gonna major in BD n watever det comes...but really this is getting me motivated in reaching goals det i ve set out to pursue and m still going strong despite many setbacks.....
nevertheless i always believe det u must never give up no matter wat u do, i ll stick to that attitude...until then even the darkest hour of the day can still shine brigthly if u want it to shine....hence, just got to find my own light, dets all...
anyhow i ve nuthing to complain and nuthing to say anymore except det life is always great regardless how it turns out, every possible thing that happens just ve a good reason out of it...and as long as u dun run away but face the problem n get it over n done with, u ll be fine, n then just let time takes the course of the healing journey....n get on wif life....having figure det out i m just so gonna enjoy my life, love my family, love u my friends n just want to spread love to every person i meet....muaks..:P hehe.....(ewww i sound so lovey dovey..):)

lost light...

in times when the light seems blinded by the clouds,
itsa never easy to search the passage for the road to walk on.

in times when u lost your light,
its difficult to explain why people feels n do as they does.

yet some things like hope, love,
they do exist ,as such in times when u feel utterly lost,
u must search within and find the faith to get on
to get by,and det's where the direction of the light
will switch on and allow u to see where the right path is for u.

some things are unexplainable,
but then if everything has an answer,
then life ll not b as fascinating as it should be..

yet sometimes its such an emotional ride,
out of control, irrational,deprived..
the lost feeling and the sense of frustration that accompanies,
an undignified existence, an unknown unleashed,
then again, the light is in the hands of the controller who controls,
or is it the seeker that seeks?
or rather the fate that has befallen
onto what is not being chosen but rather what is being given.....

Debbie Gibson-didnt ve the heart

I found somebody new,
Though you mustn't believe,
That means I'm over you.
I know that in time,
We'll figure it out,
You'll read my mind ,
And though I'll wait for that day ,
Without making a sound.
I don't want to be,
The one who's letting you down,
I just want you to know ,
The reason behind the rhyme.

CHORUS:
It's not that I didn't have the time,
Didn't have the love,
I didn't have the strength,
Not to fall apart .
It's not that I don't care,
It's just I wouldn't dare ,
Cause I just don't have the heart.

VERSE2:
Love is not black and white,
You'd believe that it's true .
If you saw me tonight ,
I struggle with what is real .
But the logical side ,
Doesn't stop what I feel,
And though you're holding your breath,
To be given a sign .
Your heart cannot be ,
Broken in pieces like mine.
I just want you to know,
The reason behind the rhyme.

CHORUS:
It's not that I didn't have the time,
Didn't have the love,
I just didn't have the strength,
Not to fall apart .
It's not that I don't care,
It's just I wouldn't dare ,
Cause I just don't have the heart.

BRIDGE:
Loving you was more than I could stand,
I was scared my heart was in your hand .
But I know now I figured it out ,
Beyond a shadow of a doubt I must let go.

CHORUS:
Yes I had the time ,
Yes I had the love,
I just didn't have the strength,
Not to fall apart .
It's not that I don't care,
It's just I wouldn't dare ,
Cause I just don't have the heart,
I don't have the heart....

pu tong peng you-tao zhe

wo wu fa zhi shi pu tong peng you,
gan qing yi na me shen,
jiu wo zhen me neng fang shou,

chorus:
tang ni shuo i,
i only want to be ur friend,
zuo ge peng you,
wo zai ni xin zhong jiu shi just a friend,

wo gan ji ni dui wo zhe yang de dan bai,
dan wo gei ni de ai zhan shi shou bu hui lai,
so i , will only just try to be a friend...

wo zai yi zao jiu xiang yao shuo ming bai,
wo jue de zi ji hao shi bai,
wo yuan yi gai bian,
chong xin zai lai yi pian,

chorus...

happy CNY...2006

the month of january seems like a bolt of lightnining to me, and lo n behold comes feb, i had such a tight schedule the past 3 weeks, days seems like hrs,n hrs seems like minutes...etc..meanwhile uni started and boy am i in for a stress filled one.With 6 subjects to cram in just 4 months of studies, god knows how the hell i m gonna survive through it.Anyhow, if i really had a resolution ,i had better stick to being discipline n studying my butt off if i ve too neways CNY this yr was just like the previous yrs, nuthing really special,i went back penang, this time stayed at Evergreen hotel, nice view facing the sea, as usual did a couple of visiting around relatives....meanwhile i attended michelle 21st bday, sorry for arriving late, meanwhile been hanging out wif karina,thanks to her for constantly dragging me to the gym otherwise i m gonna be a piggy again...hehe oink oink....meanwhile paul van dyke is in town....shit i ve to go nevertheless i still ve tons of reports to finish up...gosh..n i just made a resolution to study...
meanwhile another few more days n uni resumes, sigh...i m really starting to get the jitters thinking bout it, wif the upcoming tests quizzes, who says that this is holiday, this is pure mental torture of a holiday..i think i should just stop complaining so much at times, den again, well thats the purpose of a blogger afterall, my purpose at least to vent n complain hehe....
i gotta go for my BD class now...once again happy Cny to everyone,hope u ve a great new yr wif full of angpaos hehe...:)

last week of the year 2005....

phew...it has been an exhausting week though, my line up of activities , of meeting with all the possible friends that i could before uni officially resumes on the 3rd of jan...meanwhile a fast recap, starting from the 23rd-
went for ferry corsten with mun,johnson and Yc...steph was suppose to meet up but she din turn up so was johnson's cousins..man i hate ppl who ffk, but its oklar...this is msia afterall, its normal...meanwhile we still had a blast as ferry corsten is really trance king ,with his strings of awards n titles under his belt, he really bring the hse downlar...btw i gotten pissed drunk, fk...lucky i was wif some *good* friends...so if i troubled u in anyway m sorry k..:p(but it was fun..) hehe

24th-xmas eve, i attended mark's class, he had been back up dancers for missy elliot,justin timberlake etc, thus his hip hop class is of cuz fully packed, lucky i gotten in to the gym early otherwise i would ve missed seeing this incredible dancer wif of cuz good looks to match hehe..."),meanwhile went for a family xmas dinner in the nite n headed off to the curve to join my ex school mates for the xmas countdown,its been a while really, met up wif ppl i havent seens in 3 yrs eversince high school...we had fun spraying each other wif all that glitter, n dirtying the whole street, i seriously pity the cleaners who ve to clean up the mess..

25th-merry xmas, basically spend whole day opening pressies, went for xmas buffet wif familly at some hotel,ate so much till i was so stuffed, now u know y i had to go to the gym so often, otherwise i would ve became a balloon...neways, food was really good, supposedly had the biggest fine dining spread ...but too bad cuz i only attack the dessert parlour n really after det my lil tummy just simply can afford the rest hehe....

26th-happy bday tjun, one of my best buddy (heng tai) 21st, went down to his hse wif py n co,had the best satays dere, cuz wat he staying in kajang famous for it..basically spend the nite wif great friends chilling, finally we r all legal at last...:P

27th-another hse party, pot luck event, spend the morning preparing the salad det i offered to make cuz i dun cook so this is the best i could do ,was wif steph at starbucks n we went for manicure session,she was so pissed cuz british high comm was close n her passport is dere, she was suppose to leave perth the next morn but now its impossible n she had to buy new tickets again wat a waste.

28th-met up wif sally,bump into tons of ppl today from clubbing kakis to god knows who, seriously i wonder y i cant make an effort to remember ppl's name, feel so embarassed when someone start saying hi n all i could wonder was who the hell r they ...mental note:to remind myself to start remembering faces....:P

30th-took the car for servicing in the morn, had such a funny expereince, u know while waiting for the car to b ready, i was at a cafe having bfast, this ang mor stranger suddenly came up n started to ask me for directions, mind u the cafe that i was in was filled wif loads of other ppl, meanwhile without hesitating he sat down opposite me n before i knew it, he was actually making conversation bout the book that i waS reading...gosh,anyways i just had to bear wif him, though he was kinda cute but i still feel det this is so corny...no offence but reallylar he could just come over n chat instead of using some stupid excuse of asking me directions n den the funniest part was when i noticed det he had an office tag,he's working wif NAZA..my goodness..luckily my phone rang n the service guy told me det my car was ready for pickup, so i politely excused myself, n left as fast as i could,..actually if he tried a diff approach i probably will stay on to chat but seriously for a guy who looks n dresses so smartly etc ,y the hell does he wanna start wif such a bad pickup line for, puts ppl off...sigh....
and finally...
31st-new year eve-j lim pick me bout 8pm n we rush down to Kl to join the rest of the gang, dere's jeannioe, terrence, py n all their friends almost the 18 of us in TARBUSH-a restaurant famous for middle eastern cuisine, saw sq who came back from new zealand for hols..basically almost everyone studying overseas r back for hols, n me..i m starting uni in a few days time..so sad rite....anyways after the hearty meal, which has like meat from every poultry they can find, its good though we went watch the fireworks display n den its time to partay.....it was rum jungle this time...beautiful setting inspired by tarzan n jane hehe..very suggestive eh..finally i could put my belly dancing skills to use haha...more like a bear dance...meanwhile it was a great nitela.r..all in all met friends here n dere...couples everywhere, n me?? i m the happy go lucky,flirty n bitchy gf of just about anyone..hehe..gosh i sound bad...nolar..just to cover up my singlehood..hehe..but honestly i m so enjoying life now..so watever comes come ,if not then DONT!! bump into yc opposite poppy n of cuz julynn n gang but somewat lost them in a massive crowd....all in all...it was a great nite, a good way to end year 2005, n tomorrow well...i m older by a yr now...so ..any resolutions?? forget it..... finally happy new yr to all of ya..:P

stepping down,heading forward...

In about 2 weeks the year would come to an end, and another yr will start.Imagine,how great a person could be and etc..at the end of the day noone will get more than their fair share on time...because regardless who it may be, time is just the same for everyone of us....thus,as i recall my last few weeks before the year 2005 would finally come to an end....endless list of resolutions, happenings n memories run across my mind...yet, all i can say is definitely i had a memorable yr being 21, an age of complete freedom, supposedly...nevertheless dere may be things that i would ve done which i am not proud of however there r plenty that i did which had make a rather meaningful year as well..:P

Regardlesss what the following yr would to come about, i shall not dwell in the past , the negative side and all and continue to look ahead for a better start, a better approach on a better year ahead.Of course, the many friends that i had the opportunity to meet, to learn and to share with, its really a pleasure even know it may be for a short time or so, however i believe that when u meet a person ,whoever it may be, how long or short ,what matters is det every other being will definitely leave some sort of lesson or experience det we can learn from ...but of cuz the friends by our side, those are indeed precious and priceless ,so i really do count my blessings in having u all..( u know who u r ) meanwhile last week was packed with loads of things from the World peace forum which i attended grace by all those very important leaders of the world to my involvement in the bowling tournament etc...

By the way, shoutouts to those with bdays and all, we did celebrate in style..:P meanwhile xmas just around the corner, may everyone ve a great christmas,eat well be merry and god bless !

the short holiday..urban city gal gets cultural shock hehe

phew...past week have just flown by, let me start updating bout my busy week, it was a really sweet one though...i was in kuching, sarawak wif my mom on a buisness cum leisure trip,stayed at the hilton considered as the best hotel dere...it was really a great trip,despite the heavy schedule, we managed to squeeze in time to sightsee the city,paid a trip to the cultural village as well....regarding the cultural trip, gosh it was really an experience of a lifetime for a city gal like me...meanwhile to keep it short, in summary i had the chance to visit all the longhouses that was built n experience how the people actually stayed n led their lives dere.....i never would ve dreamt of the kinda lifestyle they can actually go through which seriously if i had to do so, i think i really cannot survive it....meanwhile this whole week was really a feast week...i m spoiled wif so many different kinds of food...gosh now my workout out is all in vain..i guess i got to hit the gym pretty soon....u know sumtimes i should count my blessings cuz it seems det i just ve this food kinda luck...everywhere i go i seemed to be offered a lot of food..dets why ppl like me wanna be thin also difficult..but then like the chinese proverb says "sek shi fuk' so i should just stop complaining hehe...
meanwhile besides det i truly had a nice holiday the next one will be the mount kinabalu...truly the highest peak in asia to scale....which means i got to workout more get more stamina n then climbed all the way hehe..:)

beneath a dream..lies an ocean of truth

a feeling of loss,
emotions are the cause,
whats not to unfold is a mask of silence,
a story untold, unheard of..
the ending unknown but the meaning deep in turns,
unable to escape the immense pressure,
memories just could not be tossed.

paying a price,
of an unworthy quest,
lies the beholder of a sharp image of the knife,
which cannot cuts any ties it bounds but would rather lose eternity
then force itself to be set free.

some things are not meant to be controlled,
or rather unjustified for words or actions,
yet some things are meant to dwell in the dark,
just so it could be forgotten and let go...the past..

why is the action of an undesirable cause a series of unknown,
perhaps dere's lies bigger things untold,
or perhaps life is just meant to be hard,
but suffering the hardest lies the soul of the heart.....

someone told me the answer to love...

(well, this is something i find meaningful, yet practicing it honestly...its huge pressure anyways here goes...)

To love is one thing.
To be loved is another.
But to be loved by the one you love is everything.
You never lose by loving.
You always lose by holding back.
Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.
You cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone that can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
Sometimes we look too far off in the distance to find that one person we want to share our lives with, without realizing that often times they're just in front of you loving you all this time.
True love doesn't have a happy ending.
That's because true love doesn't have an ending.
A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes in the promises of love, no matter how long the time and how far the distance.
Love has its own time, season, and own reasons.
You can't ask it to stay, you can only embrace it as it comes and be glad that for a moment in your life it was yours.

king arthur's table-s good joke..

You must read all of it to get the message :-

Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch ofaneighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals . So, the monarch offered him his freedom,as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death.The question?....What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end.He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess,the priests, the wise men and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone,but no one could give him a satisfactory answer.Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would havet he answer.But the price would be high; as the witch was famous throughout the kingdom for the exorbitant prices she charged. The last day of the year arrivedand Arthur had no choice but to talk to the witch. She agreed to answer the question, but he would have to agree to her price first.The old witch wanted to marry Sir Lancelot, the most noble of the Knights of the Round Table and Arthur's closest friend! Young Arthur was horrified. She was hunchbacked and hideous, had only one tooth,smelled like sewage, made obscene noises, etc. He had never encountered such a pugnant creature in all his life. He refused to force his friend to marry her and endure such a terrible burden; but Lancelot,learning of the proposal, spoke withArthur.He said nothing was too big of a sacrifice compared to Arthur's life and the preservation of the Round Table.Hence, a wedding was proclaimed and the witch answered Arthur's question thus: What a woman really wants, she answered ... is to be in charge of herown life. Everyone in the kingdom instantly knew that thewitch had uttered a great truth and that Arthur's life would be spared.And so it was, the neighboring monarch granted Arthur his freedom and Lancelot and the witch had a wonderful wedding.The honeymoon hour approached and Lancelot, steeling himself for a horrific experience, entered the bedroom. But what a sight awaited him.The most beautiful woman he had ever seen lay before him on the bed. The astounded Lancelot asked what had happened.The beauty replied that since he had been so kind to her when a witch, she would henceforth, be her horrible deformed self only half the time and the beautiful maiden the other half. Which would he prefer? Beautiful during the day....or night?Lancelot pondered the predicament. During the day, a beautiful woman to show off to his friends, but at night, in the privacy of his castle,an old witch? Or, would he prefer having a hideous witch during theday,but by night, a beautiful woman for him to enjoy wondrous intimate moments? What would YOU do?What Lancelot chose is below. BUT ... make YOUR choice before you scroll down below. OKAY?Noble Lancelot said that he would allow HER to make the choice herself.Upon hearing this, she announced that she would be beautiful all the time because he had respected her enough to let her be in charge of her own life .Now ... what is the moral to this story?Scroll downThe moral is..... If you don't let a woman have her own way....Things are going to get UGLY!

a musical to remember indeed

its been a while since i blog here,well i still got to put in some entries to keep my blog alive rite..hehe meanwhile past 3 weeks,have been working out in the gym a lot, n mind u i have not gone any thinner because i just realised det the more u work out the more u eat....wat to do ur appetite increases because u become more active, nevertheless i ve been attending some really great classes especially the latest form of yoga-tantra,known as the highest form of yoga exercise,this experienced instructor by the name of master lingam, well having had 24 yrs of experience under his belt, presumably he definitely qualifies to teach a yoga of that standard.Only thing was he never warn us intermediate or i rather say start over begineers bout how tough the poses are, and thanks to his class, i m suffering from a sore back,spine n toes haha, bet u din know det the strongest pose and hardest one to do is to have ur toes balance ur entire weight,well..i was told even a person of the greatest stamina,endurance etc..could not master this particular pose either....which means that since i did it, so i must be damn strong..(haha, no way...)
My brother had gone to the states for vacation, and its been 3 weeks already bet he's having a great time dere....meanwhile just hope he remembers to get me my stuff hehe....meanwhile some pretty good n bad news happened over this 3 weeks, firstly my trip to the states had to be postponed due to some glitches, anyhow its better that i go next yr i guess....but i do feel somewhat dissapointed with it for i had been looking forward to see my best friend dere....yet, no worries k..i do understand bout the things, so don't bother feeling bad cuz its not like i ll not go, its just at a later time, besides i had already submit my visa application, which means i ve a visa valid for 10 yrs, now tell me how would i possibly not go within this period hehe..:)
Apart from det, my dad's best friend really kept to his word, gosh, he's the one with the son in the making of becoming one of those stars in TVB, anyhow...dad pass me the VVIP tickets yesterday ,and my mom, aunt n i went to watch wat i consider the most unforgetable musical of all times.Seriously, i had been exposed to musicals ever since i was young, because i had the chance to participate and act in it as well, so threatre works is something that i know a thing or two about , and the musical that i witnessed to yesterday was produced and starred by a group of famous n rather talented chinese led by the equally famous jacky cheung(also known as one of the 4 heavenly kings in HK)Anyways, i met aaron right dere when i was just bout to enter the stage to our seatings, it was really wat i call fated to meet, cuz never thought we could catch him as he was just so tremendously busy, well i ve not seen him close to a decade, and having remember the lil kid s time where we went to ocean park together etc..anyhow he seemed unabled to regcognised me at first..(hehe i must ve changed a lot, for the better i hope..)anyhow when he saw my mom who had the same face and seems to never grow ol...honestly my mom is blessed wif good genes...then he remembered hehe .
I am really happy for him because he finally achieve wat he had always dreamed of becoming, yet its a pity det his brother did not do so, cuz seriously he had a younger bro who's one word...cute..as in seriously good looking...another potential TVB star and best of all a graduate from Princeton all is it Cornell, whicheverlar....but anyhow wish him success..man i still cant believe it...sigh....its time i had better stay more focused to my own dreams as well...cuz really seeing him gave me a big motivation and i told myself det i must never give up on wat i want...so really ppl stay true to ur dreams, make sure u dream big, and dun ever evr give up on it..because u ll succeed if u really stay truly focused on it...just like my lil childhood friend whom i once considered ...wateverlar better not say it..anyways kudos to u..and i hope u ll end up being a big star in time...
Life been good, but i hope with this time i can do some self seeking, healing,and understanding of what i would, and want to go on in my journey in life, despite understanding det some things ..its better not to plan it first because u simply never know wat ll happen for sumtimes its up to God to plan it for u, yet, u do have a choice, and choosing the right choice can evidently lead u to a better destiny, cuz in a way destiny is in ur hands...as far as i m concern, i ve make an agreement to myself to understand det the way to go about things, is to always to be concentrated, consistent and patient enough so if i can stick to these virtues and practice what is preach.....hehe.:)anyways i think i ve just jot down a big entry so thats all for now....

a tribute to my phone...

this week was one of those week det i ll remember for a while, i know losing a phone is no biggie to some ppl afterall if the phones are bought by ur parents or given to u for free,u would not really experience the loss that much..anyhow..for those who earn or save ur own $$$ to buy ur stuff i m pretty sure u ll feel how i feel...anyways the story of my stolen phone happened 3 days ago...
i was meeting up wif a good galfriend mun mun for dinner in mid valley, as usual we were shopping around before our dinner and this month is the best month to shop wif sales everywhere as the festive season are just around the corner,while shopping for shoes, we were trying on pairs excitingly, and of cuz i was just unaware of my surroundings until much later, just as i was almost finishing dinner,n then i was expecting a call from karina as she promise to meet us for dessert together.....and then i realised my nokia 7260 barely 3 months old, first that i actually bought myself was missing...gosh this was soooo stupid of me, the phone was inside my bag its not det small and it is in a leather casing as well...so how the hell did i lose it without even noticing....
trust me i m still unable to forgive myself for my blurness and i guess i m just damn unlucky as basically i was a target of pickpockets and seriously these ppl are just so pro in it...sigh..my heart feels so heavy but what to do i should thank god that my wallet was not gone as well, at least i was save from the hassle of having to report lost documents...nevertheless the saddest thing was det i lost along some pictures, messages etc inside my phone which were never be uncovered not to mention contact list as well....i guess this means that i just ve to forget everything n start anew...now ve to start thinking of phones to get...haha a reason to ve no choice but to get a better n nicer phone....sigh at least that is the best comforting thought which most of my friends told me ..:P
moral of the stopry be careful when u go out,always keep alert of ur belongings n if u suspect anything wrong do something immediately dun be like me so blur....anyways i finally finish the harry potter 4th book...but i dun ve the mood to talk bout it just yet...meanwhile i m still figuring out the blogskin things,,,,,till then friends celebrating raya n deepavali..hope u all have a great celebration..:)

shopping spree duo..:p

my mom was on leave the last two days, thus the wicked daughter of hers suggested to plan a fun filled 2 days of enjoyment n relaxation for her...and of cuz women's best friend are none other than diamonds..(sorrylar not just yet,gimme another 10 yrs probably i ll bring u diamond shopping) and of cuz shopping!!! anyways we really pampered ourselves with spa,manicure,pedicures etc..all the girlie stuff....u know this was like the one time we actually done it for the year so seriously it was really great,admist all the business of our lives, one thing for sure is that we really must never forget to spend time with our love ones especially our parents and all...which remind me...would like to send my deepest condolence to the great first lady of our country datin endon, a true loss indeed to the country,however a lesson to learn here,cherish ur moms n dads cuz they really are the most important ppl in your lives at the end of the day...

The last 2 days was really great, i bought so many stuff from FCUK as it was again on sale,anyhow thanks to gym i m able to fit into pants n skirts which i thought i was not able too then..so of cuz i have to buy rite especially when it looks good and it is on sale...gosh there goes all the $$$..anyways i vow to stop buying so much stuff becuz i simply have more than enuff and yet it is all sitting in my wardrobe waiting to be worn....sigh..which means for the coming CNY i can like wear diff clothes everyday for 15 days...hehe....talk bout vain..oh i bought a bag too actually i ve been wanting to get this lovely gem sitted on the first floor of klcc, the forbidden floor, cuz prices are like 4 digits and above but too bad they dun ve the design i want anymore,sigh...so i settle for a much less pricey one,hmm sometimes i should limit myselflar...come to think of it i m just a student after all if, i would ve carried a bag which is almost like the price of half a laptop it is seriously too muchlar...

so i decided the bag will just ve to wait, and mind u i m not brand concious or anything is just that i ve this things with bags,especially when they starts with G,L and P..(hint hint) hehe :P oklar enuff of all this rantings about bags, i think it just ve to wait, probably next year (just 2 months aways hah..:) ) meanwhile i m very happy n rejuvenated with this shopping therapy, then again all gals are happy when they get to shop,its just this fun n exhilarating feeling gets u really excited and really happy...so i gotta get myself back to serious work after all the pampering....

btw we treat ourselves to tryout a lot of diff food from various restaurants, the new one Delicious opened by ms read,in Bangsar serve really great salads and cakes yummie...n there's vietnam kitchen famous vietnamese food in one utama,s well s euro deli's sausages...sigh..ve to get back to the gym seriously after all the food...anyhow gtg now but really tryout the places that i suggested serve really good food...:)

concealing under shadows..

sweet is what becomes of memories,
once faded,bitterness surrounds,
moving on is the option to maintain the fresh essence,
in denial of what bitterness it creates,
life still goes on and nothing should be left to ponder..

idleness force issues to arise or rather,
forcing the consequence of a denial to happen.
it makes one wonder why is the feeling of emotions such
a irrational movement,
yet,to be concealed is better to dictate...
or rather less talked bout,easier to forget..

problems do arise,when one lives in denial,
but why does the anger of emotions not perished?/
why people tend to be stubborn despite being told off,
embarassed? why??
perhaps thats all just det matters,
perhaps what they say is all true,
things really can get out of hand,
love truly exist,
or rather stupidity of not wanting to give up..or
maybe its just plain innocence det perfection lies, which does not in matters like such..

a burning decision, great regret,yet what should be done, nothing..
for the best thing to do is to maintain in silence and denial....

dinasties of ancient china...

i had just finished reading a rather philosphical book and i cant wait to talk about it..anyways i found another haunt for free and good reading its the latest bookshop BORDERs opened in Timesquare...which means now apart from kinokuniya i ve another place to hangout in..hehe :) anyways i feel so damn smart now after having finish a rather challenging book i must say..it relates to the entire history of China talking bout the dinasties which came along ,saw conquer and perish...in the midst of it are the ever entrigue stories of concubines,befallen empires,famous legends etc...not forgetting all the famous novels such as romance of the three kingdoms,and the pornographic turned literature of the red brick wall or stairs (hua hong lou),wait till i get my hands on det..trust me all the guys will be so thrill to learn the karma sutra of ancient china hehe..:P

Meanwhile i really wanna review more on this book but before i do so...i m trying to figure out the whole damn week to get my new blogskin out...which is proving to be such a big task to me....i mean a computer illiterate configuring all these info...gosh its gonna take me a bit more time...sigh..wish i knew more IT friends to help me out....then again i ve a big bro who's like the genious in it n yet i ve this feeling he does not know how to churn out a blogskin too hehe....seriously i gotta make it soon...and i promise afterthat u ll see photos,pics and all the great stuff on my better looking blog...but until then just be contended wif a bunch of words...but rather interesting ones i hope..:)

I had a great korean lunch wif my mom,however we ended up ordering too much becuz we din know det the appetizers r already like meals of its own, i guess we really paid to learn from our mistakes..:P hmm btw the mandarine oriental dinner the other nite was so good....we ate like kings,the chef actually prepared a dish rite in front of us in their open kitchen making our mouths water just looking at it,and the dish was none other than their award winning pekingnese duck,yummy..oklar enuff of all this talk bout food...meanwhile i ve decided i m gonna be learning some crash course baking soon,u know my parents used to own a cafe cum restaurant something like a fusion of madam kwan and secret recipe,which means i v had always been exposed to the food thing since young,i really wanna get back the passion i had on cakes and start making really good ones too...hmm...now i ve to scout for a good pastry chef..maybe i ll enquire with french or swiss embassy to check it out hehe...:P

time flies when u r enjoying urself...

another friday...hmm lately i noticed that i ve been rather lazy to blog..nevertheless its good to drop by to put down some stuff so det whenever i reread these it keeps some memories alive :)
Meanwhile,these days i ve been lazing around doing the usual things a student on hols does...been out to the gym quite frequently wasting my time dere...at least i m doing something healthy cuz u know,when u r on holiday being a couch potato is pretty normal so the extra kilos really creep in when u dun do anything but sit dere...

Anyhow i went attend a press conference 2 days ago wif karina...it was in westin and it was regarding some launching of fashion for shoes,a rather popular one as a matter of fact,i got to see the who's who dere including the latest up n coming model amber chia, u know she's really not det great looking in person, still wonder why she won the guess modelling contest...thanks to my ever popular journalist friend,again was treated like a VIP,food spread was really good....unfortunately i made a pledge to give up unhealthy food cuz really i cant afford to put on anymore weight hehe...besides after having to endure all those combat,pump,balance etc classses seriously i m not going through all det shit just to end up as jumbo the elynn-phant...:) (great i making fun of myself ) .

You know sad to say we always say beauty is more than exterior,but honestly dets is so bullshit,i mean look at amber chia, she barely can even speak english properly,thanks to her beauty she gets the fame n glory while the more better and deserving personalities i find are just back seat runners,haiz..thats the world i guess...so like they say u cant beat em join em...

I have another 2 more months of holiday,which means i really wanna make good use of this time before uni starts again, found out that the syllabus for my next sem is gonna be a killer, which means i seriously gotta start sourcing for materials becuz i vow not to be so unprepared like last sem,still heaving a sigh of relief in passing all of it, meanwhile the results are still not out yet and i m pretty worried bout it, so hope it ll come out later hehe....oh btw my wonderful bro gotten me an ipod shuffler,hehe now i can work out wif more motivation of songs...den again i really wanna own the latest ipod ,i should stop going out so much n maybe save the $$$ for it..hmmm bvut i really want det timberland shoes....sigh u know i m so pissed, i saw this pair of timberland det i fell in love wif, i was just about to made the concious decision to purchase it n guess wat they dun ve my size, like as though so many ppl will buy,btw the hari raya puasa has begun last week which means raya this year ll be in early NOV...thing is seems like the muslims were suppose to fast and of cuz this ll make them thinner, but i think this fasting thing is making them more fatter than ever, imagine not eating anything the whole day and wolfing down all rubbish towards the evening n then go ZZZZ ,gosh det is so bad for health...

i think i ll stop crapping here cuz i wanna go back to my harry potter series, been catching up wif all my book collection which i bought n stored dere waiting to be read..hehe, wait till i finish the potter series i m seriously doing a review n each og the volumes...:P