a tribute to my phone...

this week was one of those week det i ll remember for a while, i know losing a phone is no biggie to some ppl afterall if the phones are bought by ur parents or given to u for free,u would not really experience the loss that much..anyhow..for those who earn or save ur own $$$ to buy ur stuff i m pretty sure u ll feel how i feel...anyways the story of my stolen phone happened 3 days ago...
i was meeting up wif a good galfriend mun mun for dinner in mid valley, as usual we were shopping around before our dinner and this month is the best month to shop wif sales everywhere as the festive season are just around the corner,while shopping for shoes, we were trying on pairs excitingly, and of cuz i was just unaware of my surroundings until much later, just as i was almost finishing dinner,n then i was expecting a call from karina as she promise to meet us for dessert together.....and then i realised my nokia 7260 barely 3 months old, first that i actually bought myself was missing...gosh this was soooo stupid of me, the phone was inside my bag its not det small and it is in a leather casing as well...so how the hell did i lose it without even noticing....
trust me i m still unable to forgive myself for my blurness and i guess i m just damn unlucky as basically i was a target of pickpockets and seriously these ppl are just so pro in it...sigh..my heart feels so heavy but what to do i should thank god that my wallet was not gone as well, at least i was save from the hassle of having to report lost documents...nevertheless the saddest thing was det i lost along some pictures, messages etc inside my phone which were never be uncovered not to mention contact list as well....i guess this means that i just ve to forget everything n start anew...now ve to start thinking of phones to get...haha a reason to ve no choice but to get a better n nicer phone....sigh at least that is the best comforting thought which most of my friends told me ..:P
moral of the stopry be careful when u go out,always keep alert of ur belongings n if u suspect anything wrong do something immediately dun be like me so blur....anyways i finally finish the harry potter 4th book...but i dun ve the mood to talk bout it just yet...meanwhile i m still figuring out the blogskin things,,,,,till then friends celebrating raya n deepavali..hope u all have a great celebration..:)

shopping spree duo..:p

my mom was on leave the last two days, thus the wicked daughter of hers suggested to plan a fun filled 2 days of enjoyment n relaxation for her...and of cuz women's best friend are none other than diamonds..(sorrylar not just yet,gimme another 10 yrs probably i ll bring u diamond shopping) and of cuz shopping!!! anyways we really pampered ourselves with spa,manicure,pedicures etc..all the girlie stuff....u know this was like the one time we actually done it for the year so seriously it was really great,admist all the business of our lives, one thing for sure is that we really must never forget to spend time with our love ones especially our parents and all...which remind me...would like to send my deepest condolence to the great first lady of our country datin endon, a true loss indeed to the country,however a lesson to learn here,cherish ur moms n dads cuz they really are the most important ppl in your lives at the end of the day...

The last 2 days was really great, i bought so many stuff from FCUK as it was again on sale,anyhow thanks to gym i m able to fit into pants n skirts which i thought i was not able too then..so of cuz i have to buy rite especially when it looks good and it is on sale...gosh there goes all the $$$..anyways i vow to stop buying so much stuff becuz i simply have more than enuff and yet it is all sitting in my wardrobe waiting to be worn....sigh..which means for the coming CNY i can like wear diff clothes everyday for 15 days...hehe....talk bout vain..oh i bought a bag too actually i ve been wanting to get this lovely gem sitted on the first floor of klcc, the forbidden floor, cuz prices are like 4 digits and above but too bad they dun ve the design i want anymore,sigh...so i settle for a much less pricey one,hmm sometimes i should limit myselflar...come to think of it i m just a student after all if, i would ve carried a bag which is almost like the price of half a laptop it is seriously too muchlar...

so i decided the bag will just ve to wait, and mind u i m not brand concious or anything is just that i ve this things with bags,especially when they starts with G,L and P..(hint hint) hehe :P oklar enuff of all this rantings about bags, i think it just ve to wait, probably next year (just 2 months aways hah..:) ) meanwhile i m very happy n rejuvenated with this shopping therapy, then again all gals are happy when they get to shop,its just this fun n exhilarating feeling gets u really excited and really happy...so i gotta get myself back to serious work after all the pampering....

btw we treat ourselves to tryout a lot of diff food from various restaurants, the new one Delicious opened by ms read,in Bangsar serve really great salads and cakes yummie...n there's vietnam kitchen famous vietnamese food in one utama,s well s euro deli's sausages...sigh..ve to get back to the gym seriously after all the food...anyhow gtg now but really tryout the places that i suggested serve really good food...:)

concealing under shadows..

sweet is what becomes of memories,
once faded,bitterness surrounds,
moving on is the option to maintain the fresh essence,
in denial of what bitterness it creates,
life still goes on and nothing should be left to ponder..

idleness force issues to arise or rather,
forcing the consequence of a denial to happen.
it makes one wonder why is the feeling of emotions such
a irrational movement,
yet,to be concealed is better to dictate...
or rather less talked bout,easier to forget..

problems do arise,when one lives in denial,
but why does the anger of emotions not perished?/
why people tend to be stubborn despite being told off,
embarassed? why??
perhaps thats all just det matters,
perhaps what they say is all true,
things really can get out of hand,
love truly exist,
or rather stupidity of not wanting to give up..or
maybe its just plain innocence det perfection lies, which does not in matters like such..

a burning decision, great regret,yet what should be done, nothing..
for the best thing to do is to maintain in silence and denial....

dinasties of ancient china...

i had just finished reading a rather philosphical book and i cant wait to talk about it..anyways i found another haunt for free and good reading its the latest bookshop BORDERs opened in Timesquare...which means now apart from kinokuniya i ve another place to hangout in..hehe :) anyways i feel so damn smart now after having finish a rather challenging book i must say..it relates to the entire history of China talking bout the dinasties which came along ,saw conquer and perish...in the midst of it are the ever entrigue stories of concubines,befallen empires,famous legends etc...not forgetting all the famous novels such as romance of the three kingdoms,and the pornographic turned literature of the red brick wall or stairs (hua hong lou),wait till i get my hands on det..trust me all the guys will be so thrill to learn the karma sutra of ancient china hehe..:P

Meanwhile i really wanna review more on this book but before i do so...i m trying to figure out the whole damn week to get my new blogskin out...which is proving to be such a big task to me....i mean a computer illiterate configuring all these info...gosh its gonna take me a bit more time...sigh..wish i knew more IT friends to help me out....then again i ve a big bro who's like the genious in it n yet i ve this feeling he does not know how to churn out a blogskin too hehe....seriously i gotta make it soon...and i promise afterthat u ll see photos,pics and all the great stuff on my better looking blog...but until then just be contended wif a bunch of words...but rather interesting ones i hope..:)

I had a great korean lunch wif my mom,however we ended up ordering too much becuz we din know det the appetizers r already like meals of its own, i guess we really paid to learn from our mistakes..:P hmm btw the mandarine oriental dinner the other nite was so good....we ate like kings,the chef actually prepared a dish rite in front of us in their open kitchen making our mouths water just looking at it,and the dish was none other than their award winning pekingnese duck,yummy..oklar enuff of all this talk bout food...meanwhile i ve decided i m gonna be learning some crash course baking soon,u know my parents used to own a cafe cum restaurant something like a fusion of madam kwan and secret recipe,which means i v had always been exposed to the food thing since young,i really wanna get back the passion i had on cakes and start making really good ones too...hmm...now i ve to scout for a good pastry chef..maybe i ll enquire with french or swiss embassy to check it out hehe...:P

time flies when u r enjoying urself...

another friday...hmm lately i noticed that i ve been rather lazy to blog..nevertheless its good to drop by to put down some stuff so det whenever i reread these it keeps some memories alive :)
Meanwhile,these days i ve been lazing around doing the usual things a student on hols does...been out to the gym quite frequently wasting my time dere...at least i m doing something healthy cuz u know,when u r on holiday being a couch potato is pretty normal so the extra kilos really creep in when u dun do anything but sit dere...

Anyhow i went attend a press conference 2 days ago wif karina...it was in westin and it was regarding some launching of fashion for shoes,a rather popular one as a matter of fact,i got to see the who's who dere including the latest up n coming model amber chia, u know she's really not det great looking in person, still wonder why she won the guess modelling contest...thanks to my ever popular journalist friend,again was treated like a VIP,food spread was really good....unfortunately i made a pledge to give up unhealthy food cuz really i cant afford to put on anymore weight hehe...besides after having to endure all those combat,pump,balance etc classses seriously i m not going through all det shit just to end up as jumbo the elynn-phant...:) (great i making fun of myself ) .

You know sad to say we always say beauty is more than exterior,but honestly dets is so bullshit,i mean look at amber chia, she barely can even speak english properly,thanks to her beauty she gets the fame n glory while the more better and deserving personalities i find are just back seat runners,haiz..thats the world i guess...so like they say u cant beat em join em...

I have another 2 more months of holiday,which means i really wanna make good use of this time before uni starts again, found out that the syllabus for my next sem is gonna be a killer, which means i seriously gotta start sourcing for materials becuz i vow not to be so unprepared like last sem,still heaving a sigh of relief in passing all of it, meanwhile the results are still not out yet and i m pretty worried bout it, so hope it ll come out later hehe....oh btw my wonderful bro gotten me an ipod shuffler,hehe now i can work out wif more motivation of songs...den again i really wanna own the latest ipod ,i should stop going out so much n maybe save the $$$ for it..hmmm bvut i really want det timberland shoes....sigh u know i m so pissed, i saw this pair of timberland det i fell in love wif, i was just about to made the concious decision to purchase it n guess wat they dun ve my size, like as though so many ppl will buy,btw the hari raya puasa has begun last week which means raya this year ll be in early NOV...thing is seems like the muslims were suppose to fast and of cuz this ll make them thinner, but i think this fasting thing is making them more fatter than ever, imagine not eating anything the whole day and wolfing down all rubbish towards the evening n then go ZZZZ ,gosh det is so bad for health...

i think i ll stop crapping here cuz i wanna go back to my harry potter series, been catching up wif all my book collection which i bought n stored dere waiting to be read..hehe, wait till i finish the potter series i m seriously doing a review n each og the volumes...:P

back..after a week....

hmm...seems like i ve not blog for a while...anyways..finally i ve some time off to be online...its been a hell of a week,but rather good one indeed, time passes by so fast when u r having fun...meanwhile i had been busy focusing on some goals that i set out to do before another year would to go by...nevertheless things looks pretty positive...anyways..too soon to say...u know recently i ve been meeting really interesting individuals...learning a lot from all these people taught me a great deal about my direction in life...

meanwhile,apart from being a student i decided det i wanna build a career fast and before i graduate i aim to at least ve a buisness to run on....yet i guess sometimes gotta see where my limitations are...anyhow..my growing list of clientelle seems rather positive...anyhow... i m not gonna be big headed n try doing things all at once knowing very well det studies is still the number one priority...meanwhile i ve yet to attend my interview wif the embassy..shit man....cant put on hold anymore.....i ve some pretty bad things which happen onto me earlier this week...but wat the heckla.r..its life ..n ups n downs r bound to happen....nevertheless i m pretty optimistic bout things,i guess dets the best way to cope n instead of becoming negative over issues...sometime i really dun understand why some ppl tend to be more negative than others,its not det i m against their view but seriously its just damaging to health....

tomorrow my dad's best friend n family ll be arriving from hong kong....its a really big deal as they r here to witness their son performing live wif jacky cheung, well at least i ve the privilige of knowing him as a kid n i still remembered the time when we tried to steered his dad's yatch cept det we almost crash the ship hehe.....anyhow now det he's gonna be a future star with tvb..wish u luck k...meanwhile i hope u become so famous n next thing i know if i ve $$$ probs i m gonna sell out photos to the press hehehe...jkinglar..u think i so cheap mer..then again the photos are pretty priceless heh..:P...i m happy for u lar...go succeed ur dreamlar u really ve wat it takes..just make sure u sing better then edison chen..u look better anyways...hehe..:P( damn i wonder why things din work out....) talking bout the yatchlar...:p

anyways i m looking forward to the sumptuous dinner tomorrow..meanwhile really tired..need to catch up on my beauty zzz..:)

lingering past...

pondering thoughts,peaceful songs,
all at once,hear no more.
treacherous thoughts,unending sequence,
obey and be truthful,seek the lord.

living a substance,revived in a manner,
hold to faith,because it surrenders all.
differences and objections,
many to be questioned,
it buys integrity and leads to many possibility.

love heals the ones det seek the love of god,
lays a more powerful hand and heart,
growing in christ and in seeking for answers,
it ll thus be answered.

finally nothing matters more than having a good sense of direction.
no straying around,avoiding all pitfalls,
be strong for the sake of not having voids in between,
because the greatness in doing so is being loving to oneself,
in terms of everything, and in getting desirable happiness that lasts...