powerful quotes-dale carnegie

You'll never achieve real success unless you like what you're doing."

"Flaming enthusiasm backed by horse sense and persistence, is the quality that most frequently makes for success."

"There are four ways, and only four ways, in which we have contact with the world. We are evaluated and classified by these four contacts:
what we do,
how we look,
what we say, and
how we say it."

"The successful man will profit from his mistakes and try again in a different way."

"Don't be afraid to give your best to what seemingly are small jobs. Every time you conquer one it makes you that much stronger. If you do the little jobs well, the big ones will tend to take care of themselves."

"When fate hands us a lemon, let's try to make lemonade."

"If you want to gather honey, don't kick over the beehive. If only the people who worry about their liabilities would think about the riches they do possess, they would stop worrying."

"You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you."

"If you can't sleep, then get up and do something instead of lying there worrying. It's the worry that gets you, not the lack of sleep."

"The person who goes farthest is generally the one who is willing to do and dare. The sure-thing boat never gets far from shore."

test after test...

finally some assignments being completed...n the bio test is over..anyways tomorrow is polling day i wonder what the votes will be like...meanwhile i was so lazy to campaign that i just spread words around nevertheless it still came back with good response....:)meanwhile john just a note of thanks to u know wat...meanwhile i ve never feel so much happier these days...probably is the great company that surrounds me...hehe..hmm...i m still thinking whether edison chen is really gay...saw him in one U that day..seriously he's damn cute..
meanwhile i m starting to appreciate a lot of things around me...cuz i finally ve the time too...and u know its really nice to feel appreciated....life's great for the moment lets see what comes next..:)

What if??

things come and go,there r just so many unseen,
if i could look into the future,then i will know what to forsee.
its more like a wish, that ll never come to be,
just like eating an apple yet wanting it to taste like a mango.

what if it was what it seems,
or its just a fantasy.
Why does it feel so hard to set free,
why should it be succumbed to all this?

What if everything was just nothing,
And its just a question that will never be answered,
why does it happens, when it is not supposed to?

It shall be forgotten, time is all that is needed,
it will not remember anything else ever after,
its just a journey, nothing in between,
because thats what life is all about ,
the many many what ifs.......

a losing battle.....

winds blown across the horizons,
walk past the rainbow and then came a storm.
shielded with mountains to not let the clouds rained over...
and yet the grounds shake and another path open..

it wonders why it couldnt move on,
the understanding came because the choice lies upon another..
how do u fight with rain and expect sunshine,
when sunshine is just dere...while the rain is unexpected..

life ve to go on despite everything,
love ve to move on because it will cause a greater heartache..
it did already,but if it has to lose it will win in another way,
to be supportive of what was never its and will not hope for it to be..

for it probably deserve the better choice ahead as dere are just too many to choose..
but love will continue to grow in another way, a feeling of caring ,understanding and to know that it has done what it could..
probably dere will be a day when the rainbow shines again..
yet probably it will never but it did shine in another way.
a better reason to leave the grounds and let another take over.
cuz its better than hoping for nothing...
and not giving another the chance to love...

assignments overload..

Have not been updating my blog much these days...eversince the event finished, due to my unorganised time the consequence of it has start to shown...i seriously cant believe how much assignments that i ve which i ve not done..the last few days was spent doing nuthing but homework,homework and more homework...seriously lacking of ZZZ these days....btw..guess wat i m in the running for student rep for my uni....(ME a student rep...goodness)...anyhow..thanks to mr tong and his efficient pasting technique, i ve to face myself every corner of the wall in uni...like a wanted criminal, on top of det the pic taken was so.... sigh...what can i say some ppl are just not born photogenic n that person happens to be me....:(

Seriously..i m not that enthusiastic over it yet on the other hand, it does post a challenge for if i really look over the selfishness which is causing me to hesitate taking a position like det which in actual fact if i just stop giving excuses to myself i prolly can handle it rather well...u know i ve decided since there r so many ppl that r supporting me on it and they really gave me so much encouragement...truth is i really should just take it and do to the best becuz ppl that i hardly know is putting so much belief in me...and here i m doubting my abilities..seriously come to think of it i m just plain selfish...

anyways to all of u out there, i promise that i ll give it my best for i really do not want to let anyone down..so thanks for casting a vote and thanks to my lovely friends for all ur support and nominations...:)(hmm sounds like i m in the running for election for some presidency candidate hehehe..:) )

a state of denial...

this is something i find interesting..it is written by a good friend who's now in the states...as ur journey unfolds and in the words u write..all i can tell u is it shall always be cherished and remembered in mind...


The people in denial, the condescending past
Love so vital, have you forgotten your heart
Leave it all behind you said, as I walked out the door
As I mark the date, for memory that I lived for
I once said that without love, is without glory
But wrong I was about love, hence the story.
The formation of rocks, as far as my eye can see.
What I am to you, is not what you mean to me.

Echoes through the walls, voices from within
My heart, chants a prayer to redeem past sins.
An epic told, of all glories ever so dark
A moment in time, when I wished death
What irony, the forks of destiny constitutes direct effect
The colder water soothes my burning legs
I know that my own predicament chose
By the very person, destined to lose

As I run along the path, under the canopy of Gaia
Thoughts alternate side by side, without provisions
As the rays of sun casts a shadow that is my own
The heat descends, breaking my spirit down
I need not someone to make me bleed,
I need not a vision to make me heed.
Like a new disease, I rather do without
Just like the summer breeze, the memories hold on
Life goes easy, even if you’re torn

As one reaches the end,
Counting the miles, never fends
The received support, cheers and scream
How my heart yearns to relive that dream
Of the very distance that my soul soared
The long miles, the question poured
Of the trauma, the darkest age
Through the journey of Vermont my heart fades shall becherished and would be learn of at all times.....

Talent fiesta nite 2005...

The nite started with the hot dance performance by none other than the talented street dance..it was then the opening ceremony where balloons were being cut..the hall was filled wif helium balloons,slides were projecting from both the projectors...it was magical...i went up and did my speech...really i was trying to fight back the tears...it was difficult...but just looking around the packed hall and the beautiful settings...everything was going smoothly...it was just hard to describe the feeling that i had..thinking back to the things on the past..it just got washed away...

Everything went well..the guest that perform were amazing, the band was good most importantly my friends, the commitee and all they were having a great time..the respond from the audience was great...the finalist perform to their best...all in all from the bottom of my heart thanks to everyone of u for making the nite a success its not a person;s job its a team..and that was wat happened..

I finally realised the joy found from organising an event...yet i feel det it may b a while before i actually dare touch it..for the last 10 weeks surviving it again...i m not too sure myself.... all together thanks to some close friends who constantly call me up to help me through my most difficult times...watever it is..everything means nothing for the joy is greater than words could ever be spoken anyways the public speaking thing today was finally over..and now officially everything is over and i ve too sleep... i finally will be able to sleep...:).god is great,prayer is magical..believe in it and u will reach watever u believe in...:)..nitezzz..

the day have come...after all the weeks..

The day has finally come...i managed an hour's sleep and thats it...was searching for batteries around reach by 830am yet not everyone was at the venue..the balloon ppl was supposed to come by 3pm so were the stage to set up the last preparations....first half of the morning everyone was busy decorating hanging banners last final rehearsal only started at 10am due to the stupid photo session...

I think i had the word worried written all over my face ..tempers were flaring and yet the ability of staying controlled is a true test of a good head...and yet i feel i ve not done very well for i was really losing it with my pr dept who was giving me a hard time as despite their astounding abilities yet the uncooperativeness they shown yet at last we managed to resolve things and i ve to admit sam the head she's indeed a great leader...:P hair n make up were all set on appointment we had to stick to schedule cuz there were over 30 of us..and i m wondering how they r gonna do all at once...

by 3pm everyone was panicking a lil ms sum ve not called , we were still unsure of the tan sri arrival..for if she does not come we had to impromptly changed certain things..i ferried the last batch to ve the make up done...we were told to pull the time to start at 530pm..meanwhile the hall was filling with ppl i was frantically waiting for the last participant hair to be done..its already 515pm/..my phone was ringing like crazy....i make it back in 4 minutes...really i think i can be part of i initial d racing team...hehe...and just as i step back...everyone was standby waiting for our arrival.....and then the show begun.....(to be continued...)

one more day to go....

Today i was awake by 6am...i just cant sleep its difficult getting myself to fall asleep so i figure i might as well wake up and just do whatever things i can...i opt to write my speech first for thurs as i really dunno how i ll even manage to find time afterthat..

anyways the plan went ahead as we planned however just as i predicted it was late...stage only arrived my 230pm and was only ready by 4pm..and yet they had it half done...luckily the technical dept and programme were starting their rehearsals...anyways time was passing so fast and anxiety gets into me each and every passing second ...to be honest due to the time factor i was really worried for the rehearsals were not running that smoothly...

the deco dept is not yet ready, pr dept head had to run other event and its just in a day to go..yet not everyone is in for the full rehearsal...nevertheless i guess just had to make do wif whatever that we could..luckily the participants were working hard...monster woman was coming at 430pm..and true enough when she arrived everyone was at her mercy...changing the programs at last minute and all yet luckily seems like she started not being that hard after seeing the participants perform..

then again who would the dancers were certainly of standard...their shuffling technique was so good..the breakdance was great too however anson almost gave us a hard attack when he drop flat on the stage floor as he was attempting his double somersault back flip.....anyways it went on till 12am and we were just too tired to do anything anymore....having run around for the last 12 hours or so...i m just so body tired but brain i cant shut my eye....i guess i will let it on till tomorrow and everything will be over....btw john n co came to help out...thanks to u all for giving some moral support..:)meanwhile i need to go pack up stuff now hope everything ll be alright tomorrow..

Countdown to talent fiesta nite...

monday 13th june 2005....

Its only two days more and rehearsals ve just begun today...pa system was only set up by 3pm which was really late by the time the finalist was ready to go on it was already 4...we just ve to make do and camy,voon whee and angeline was working up and down nonstop...

Honestly i m panicking so much i really gotta make myself cool down....i ve been having trouble sleeping as the stress is really taking its toll with all the final preparations to go on...obstacles going up n down...once again monster woman had to call me at last minute and gave me a showdown..i guess she is also pressured... thus my tolerance in allowing her to screw me down is remarkable that i cant believe i actually went through another of her strings of accusations without uttering a sound..talk about learning the art of patience...guess wat this time my mom was the one pissed...she almost snatch my phone to give the woman her two cents worth..

Then again its lucky that my hp just went out of battery hehe..prolly GOd pity me n coincidentally this happen when i thought i charged it to full just the nite before...funny rite..hmm..anyways i m praying very hard these last few days...please let everything go through......

It is coming soon....

These is the last weekend prior to the event and boy the pressure surely gets higher now....the tan sri is coming to the talent nite which means the entire board is coming as well....gosh why do they ve to pick ours to attend.....god knows..
Anyways on fri it was really a blessing wai pin and i collected so much stuff it was really satisfying,i think there were close to a few thousand worth of samples that we took nevertheless the goodies area are really a lot...meanwhile the cheques is finally approved and the stage set up is finally done....a sigh of relief...however there still the rehearsals n practices to go...last ones in are the deco,technical n programming department....honestly i sincerely pray God that everything ll run in smoothly...u know...after all these weeks....i cant believe that it finally is closing in..
My fears are no doubt a part of me these days...yet i do believe in the team which has put in what they possibly could....meanwhile i just want to let a friend know that ur support had given me a lot of encouragement...i wish that u would be dere to see but det's impossible i guess....anyways it means a lot to me...thanks...:)

difficult decisions..

Lately things are just going up and down like a roller coaster ride,i was being told time and time again to relax and stop worrying for it gets me nowhere thus i practiced what i feel should be done right yet emotions got the better of me and i cant seem to understand what is right and what is not...truth is i never ll find the answer to it,for there's no definite right or wrong...
Heart wise i sincerely would do anything to accept my faults and tolerate the many accuse that i m given, but i ll take it for thats what the practice of faith and tolerance of being patient is all about, i ve just realised how many things dere r for me to work towards too...and yet i cant help but feel very difficult to rise up everytime it hits on me hard, they say being the leader one should stand up and be cool never to show any sort of negative behaviour and always to stay motivated and positive...
At times i wonder....leaders are human and have feelings too...i accept the decision i made, i ll focus on giving and deliver the task,yet i want to do so in the best possible way of being kind, and compassionate and not to become too ruthless....and yet it seems that it does not happen this way...compassion and looking after the emotions of a person gets u to be taken for granted,hence the decisions i faced are just so difficult it goes against the principles i hold to my faith, and yet i still pray that i ll be able to conquer this part....perhaps its just to do with myself, but no matter what dere r no hard feelings...i cant stop worrying....and its difficult to relax....but i ll try...becuz i ve too for the sake of everything...(ps :dun take wat i blog to heart its just a place for me to vent out ,this is just crap...expression of pressure management....)

uncertain emotions

undiscovered,unknown,untold..
a passage of joy,sadness and sorrow.
deep within the heart of the longing soul,
all it wanted to find is just that part,that missing hole.

Its never easy to see the path within,
as such it has to be search by all means.
preserve,be patient and strong,
encountering the obstacles is the only solution that ll never be wrong.

peace,happiness is the ultimate desire,
yet how strong the heart to move, to ease
to be measured to the burning of a fire.
running and hiding is never an option,
for problems which arises will resurface and comes back into action.

btw..happy bday daddy..:P

its my dad bday so i prolly just wish him here as well...meanwhile the king's sharing his bday wif u...neways too badlar the king is not my dad hehehe jokinglar...i prolly then be a spoilt lil princess.....nolar i m satisfied just the way i ve it now..thanks anyways...god bless u n may u ve a wonderful bday..:)

another bz weekend....

These days i ve so many things going on that i barely ve time to go online let alone blog...anyways the weekend was fun filled but short lived...attended justin party on fri nite...met up wif the usual lovely ppl and on sat..went wif yoshie ,darren,malal,ryan and gang up genting for drinking session:) It was so much fun...imagine six jokers getting drunk on the top floor of the genting ria apartment carpark of all places....lucky thing we were not haunted by ghosts cuz for the ruckus we made we prolly frightened the poor ghost away...meanwhile siek yee u misslar all the fun..but no worries we prolly do it in US which is gonna be even more fun..
CUz we dun need to worry bout driving...anyways i salute ular darren for ur driving..gosh u must be practicing a lot in ur ps2..neways poor ryan gotten so drunk till u make a puddle resembling the american map...hehe..hey i dunno how to upload the pics from my phonelar...still figuring out..i ll send it to u guys once its donelar prolly upload on my blog....meanwhile i had better get things settled on the event shit man still got a week to go..arggghhh i need to get the speech done and i mean it,..ok i prolly go do now meanwhile i sux big time i went n broke a mercury thermometer n the bloody mercury went into my skin n it causes so much misery to me..sigh..saved the misery from being spoken about since its over..nevertheless i should just thank my lucky starts that i din die from mercury poisoning hah....
Anyways if i continue on blogging i prolly go on till i can compete with the length of a written constitution oh right results are out..i think for the amount i studied i should just be thankful for the resultslar...then again i m still so unsatisfied..it was just by a mere 0.3 points or so and i would ve made the cut for the dean list...shitlar..i should stop being so kiasu...seelar ryan ur singaporean attitude had influenced me..but lucky thing i din get as drunk as u...hehehehe :) jokinglar....neways great weekend...:)

smooth control...

Finally, we had our meeting with monster woman today..only thing was she seems like an angel today...not only did she let us go through evrything smoothly yet everything just seems so on the move i m begining to feel so much better....if everything goes just the way that it is plan the event could really be great....i had a fun time being a judge for the second auditions..gosh ranging from the hip hop dancers..my they certainly can dance and i got to admit they r really good too...some singers was also really impressive they sound as good as the original singers..

Nevertheless i just wanna praised the commitee especially the program head for being able to select some fine people for the competiton as well as the publicity for doing good jobs in your part..keep it up yuin kay...:P meanwhile my car still in the workshop but i can finally collect it tomorrow....yippie..:) all in all lets just hope that everything goes on well and its great to see things coming together thank God really that the effort was not put to waste meanwhile i shall cross my fingers and hope everything runs on smoothly..till then i had better settle down on preparing my speeches hehe..:)