Memories of no regrets...
Unleashed a moment of glory,
despite all the unnecessary.
So beautiful to have such a feeling,
be it temporary, it will be cherished.
Hopeful of long term reconcilation,
lost with words of imagination.
Time heals and the soul rebuilds,
Happiness rise when life within glows with pride.
Love is so beautiful,
everlasting desires,immuned to behaviour.
Expectation are not in need of a cure,
just a moment of silence and a second of knowing
that one is loved...
Life may be short,
but every new chapter arises,
for now life is just a start,
of a neverending path.
Lastly, u know who u r,
i thank u from the bottom of my heart,
the feeling is unexplainable,
lets see where the boundaries take us afar....:)
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Letting go...
To Let go does not mean to stop caring......
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To Let go is not to cut myself off......i
t is the realization I can't control another.
To Let go is not to enable... ...
but to allow learning from natural consequences.
To Let go is to admit powerlessness... ...
which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To Let go is not to try to change or blame another......
it's to make the most of myself.
To Let go is not to care for, but to care about.
To Let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To Let go is not to judge... ...
but to allow another to be a human being.
To Let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes.
.. ...but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To Let go is not to be protective... ...
it's to permit another to face reality.
To Let go is not to deny, but to accept.
To Let go is not to nag, scold, or argue... ...
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To Let go is not to adjust everything to my desires... ...
but to take each day as it comes, and cherish myself in it.
To Let go is not to criticize and regulate anybody... ...
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To Let go is not to regret the past... ...
but to grow and live for the future.
To Let go does not mean to stop caring......
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To Let go is not to cut myself off......i
t is the realization I can't control another.
To Let go is not to enable... ...
but to allow learning from natural consequences.
To Let go is to admit powerlessness... ...
which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To Let go is not to try to change or blame another......
it's to make the most of myself.
To Let go is not to care for, but to care about.
To Let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To Let go is not to judge... ...
but to allow another to be a human being.
To Let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes.
.. ...but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To Let go is not to be protective... ...
it's to permit another to face reality.
To Let go is not to deny, but to accept.
To Let go is not to nag, scold, or argue... ...
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To Let go is not to adjust everything to my desires... ...
but to take each day as it comes, and cherish myself in it.
To Let go is not to criticize and regulate anybody... ...
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To Let go is not to regret the past... ...
but to grow and live for the future.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
A little gal's riddle.....
a lil gal sat by the window,
running around in circles.
a life filled with many more laughter,
a love that never rekindles.
She often ask why and what was her fault,
being not the molded creation?
or being ashamed of all that has happened?
The funny thing is that it is not her fault yet,
she wonder why she make a mountain of creations.
Perhaps, all was it to protect,
the very person that made her the way she is,
or rather led her through so much uncertainty,
and yet manipulated her feelings and thoughts.
Let me bring you back to the chapter,
where she was filled with so much love,
she holds on to her impression,
for they say love is all that conquers..
Yet, does it actually matters,
that the very person that meant all the world to her.
seems so lost in space,
so they say forgive and forget,
but what was being inked onto it,
can be forgiven,
but never be forgotten because it has already been displayed.
Now the footing has to be mend,
she goes all out to prove her worth,
she make sure she don't make anymore mistakes.
for she does not want to b made a laughingstock,
for the mistakes that was not hers to carry,
neither was her burden,nor was her making.
She became so torn in between,
either to save herself or make up stories,
or rather save the very person she trust,
for she knows noone will ever bother,
about this pitiful figure,
whom had given her much and yet taken it off as well.
They say being what you are,
truthful to yourself is really what matters.
if u r a good gal,just b proud and b one,
if u aren't,GOD never make u bad,
so this is probably your own making, deal with it.
Yet, sometimes its very unfair that those undeserving ones,
get everything that is not theirs.
And for those that does,not only that they don't get what they deserve,
instead are being thrown all in the wrong path.
So to speak, humans are still made of feelings,
what more a lil gal??
maybe the reason that everything happens,
is all that makes a person learn,
what is left to be, and make to be.
Hatred is gone, love in place,
yet a journey of hurt still takes place.
Somehow its always end in its own way,
to blessed the person of their lost ways,
or bitch it and end up a whole pile of confusion.
Alas,the lil gal learn det,if u do love,
then you must understand and learn to let go.
to blessed them as they carry on their journey,
bless urself more by letting of the burden,
of not ever having to feel sorry,
becuz u have already LOVED..:)
(PS: it has been criticized all along this theory, but how could u change a person whom have so much to offer, when there's already less out dere? being true is what really matters...hence,the story of the lil gal might never have a happily ever ending, but hopefully one that has meaning in which she cherished!! :P)
a lil gal sat by the window,
running around in circles.
a life filled with many more laughter,
a love that never rekindles.
She often ask why and what was her fault,
being not the molded creation?
or being ashamed of all that has happened?
The funny thing is that it is not her fault yet,
she wonder why she make a mountain of creations.
Perhaps, all was it to protect,
the very person that made her the way she is,
or rather led her through so much uncertainty,
and yet manipulated her feelings and thoughts.
Let me bring you back to the chapter,
where she was filled with so much love,
she holds on to her impression,
for they say love is all that conquers..
Yet, does it actually matters,
that the very person that meant all the world to her.
seems so lost in space,
so they say forgive and forget,
but what was being inked onto it,
can be forgiven,
but never be forgotten because it has already been displayed.
Now the footing has to be mend,
she goes all out to prove her worth,
she make sure she don't make anymore mistakes.
for she does not want to b made a laughingstock,
for the mistakes that was not hers to carry,
neither was her burden,nor was her making.
She became so torn in between,
either to save herself or make up stories,
or rather save the very person she trust,
for she knows noone will ever bother,
about this pitiful figure,
whom had given her much and yet taken it off as well.
They say being what you are,
truthful to yourself is really what matters.
if u r a good gal,just b proud and b one,
if u aren't,GOD never make u bad,
so this is probably your own making, deal with it.
Yet, sometimes its very unfair that those undeserving ones,
get everything that is not theirs.
And for those that does,not only that they don't get what they deserve,
instead are being thrown all in the wrong path.
So to speak, humans are still made of feelings,
what more a lil gal??
maybe the reason that everything happens,
is all that makes a person learn,
what is left to be, and make to be.
Hatred is gone, love in place,
yet a journey of hurt still takes place.
Somehow its always end in its own way,
to blessed the person of their lost ways,
or bitch it and end up a whole pile of confusion.
Alas,the lil gal learn det,if u do love,
then you must understand and learn to let go.
to blessed them as they carry on their journey,
bless urself more by letting of the burden,
of not ever having to feel sorry,
becuz u have already LOVED..:)
(PS: it has been criticized all along this theory, but how could u change a person whom have so much to offer, when there's already less out dere? being true is what really matters...hence,the story of the lil gal might never have a happily ever ending, but hopefully one that has meaning in which she cherished!! :P)
Saturday, July 21, 2007
in the darkest hour
seeping through you,
strangling through all the absence,
noone can tell how perfection kills.
countless of times you want to pull the finale,
you stop yourself because there is too much at stake.
it is worth it??
not to your imagination,
nobody will understand,
because noone can comprehend,
how lovely u look,
how much u accomplish,
yet noone bothers to know,
that what was dere was merely nothing as compared.
you know why the achievement was achieved,
the sorrow det endured,
the pain that cannot be replaced
how can you possibly explain?
you yearn for everything that was never gonna be dere,
you play the impossible,
you live like you were given the best,
or so they thought..
you feel selfish for being incontended,
for what was yours was rob away,
how can they possibly compare?
the only way that could ever matters did not.
values of your concern,
beliefs of what that does not rebel.
you think so much, u are such a loser,
why cant you just be truthful and just let loose?
yet how do you go about and start,
when you know its rather impossible to even know when is the start?
it is possible to hide away,
to run and just never face the truth?
or is it better just to conceal,
play the eye of the beholder,
play the role of perfection,
play the role of everything but not yourself.
because u were ashamed of whatever it could ve matters,
your mind are playing games,
in this darkest hour,
u fear u ll lose,
insanity arises,
or sanity kills,
in such a sad journey,
u ve to rise above.
it was never your decision,
neither your choice,
but you make the best of what you imagine,
you know nothing will help,
because all they ever care,
is how much you are of value to them,
of use, and of purpose,
of sights and of gold.
you either die rich or poor,
never the latter,you finally found love,
but is it for real?
even strangers seems sincere,
even det moment that provided was wat u r willing to sacrifice for,
just to feel a sense of true touch,or sense of self..
complicated, beyond words..
in the darkest hour,
you find its easier if you just end everything
and everything....
life goes on,
stop complaining,
but seriously can it??
angelic people come to your rescue,
and all u ever think about is how stupid they think they are,
that they will ever understand,
or they will ever come close to understanding.
how do u compare, in the 1st place there's no comparison,
u feel like even if u were played out of feelings,
it does not matter,
not like u ever care det it was real anyway,
bcuz even if so it was probably temporary,
and u dun mind sacrificing that second,
why bother to see what is the real conclusion anyway??
its better that they did so to you,
cuz rather than you hurting them
you can get over your conscience anyways,
what was not yours will never be,
and what was yours was also taken away.
maybe its time you just leave,
cuz nothing really matters anymore,
when you feel torn in between,
fake,a mirror of lesions,
life has always been a tough journey.
so u either play along or play within,
or just don't play....
leave...thats the answer,or rather a solution....
in the darkest hour.....
seeping through you,
strangling through all the absence,
noone can tell how perfection kills.
countless of times you want to pull the finale,
you stop yourself because there is too much at stake.
it is worth it??
not to your imagination,
nobody will understand,
because noone can comprehend,
how lovely u look,
how much u accomplish,
yet noone bothers to know,
that what was dere was merely nothing as compared.
you know why the achievement was achieved,
the sorrow det endured,
the pain that cannot be replaced
how can you possibly explain?
you yearn for everything that was never gonna be dere,
you play the impossible,
you live like you were given the best,
or so they thought..
you feel selfish for being incontended,
for what was yours was rob away,
how can they possibly compare?
the only way that could ever matters did not.
values of your concern,
beliefs of what that does not rebel.
you think so much, u are such a loser,
why cant you just be truthful and just let loose?
yet how do you go about and start,
when you know its rather impossible to even know when is the start?
it is possible to hide away,
to run and just never face the truth?
or is it better just to conceal,
play the eye of the beholder,
play the role of perfection,
play the role of everything but not yourself.
because u were ashamed of whatever it could ve matters,
your mind are playing games,
in this darkest hour,
u fear u ll lose,
insanity arises,
or sanity kills,
in such a sad journey,
u ve to rise above.
it was never your decision,
neither your choice,
but you make the best of what you imagine,
you know nothing will help,
because all they ever care,
is how much you are of value to them,
of use, and of purpose,
of sights and of gold.
you either die rich or poor,
never the latter,you finally found love,
but is it for real?
even strangers seems sincere,
even det moment that provided was wat u r willing to sacrifice for,
just to feel a sense of true touch,or sense of self..
complicated, beyond words..
in the darkest hour,
you find its easier if you just end everything
and everything....
life goes on,
stop complaining,
but seriously can it??
angelic people come to your rescue,
and all u ever think about is how stupid they think they are,
that they will ever understand,
or they will ever come close to understanding.
how do u compare, in the 1st place there's no comparison,
u feel like even if u were played out of feelings,
it does not matter,
not like u ever care det it was real anyway,
bcuz even if so it was probably temporary,
and u dun mind sacrificing that second,
why bother to see what is the real conclusion anyway??
its better that they did so to you,
cuz rather than you hurting them
you can get over your conscience anyways,
what was not yours will never be,
and what was yours was also taken away.
maybe its time you just leave,
cuz nothing really matters anymore,
when you feel torn in between,
fake,a mirror of lesions,
life has always been a tough journey.
so u either play along or play within,
or just don't play....
leave...thats the answer,or rather a solution....
in the darkest hour.....
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Beneath lies and acceptance...
Covered by a dark cloud,
the sun shines over but it never ceased to open.
It is covered with layers of memories,
so sad it does not realized how entwined it has been.
How else who it have realized?
That being honest is all it needs to unpeeled the layers.
Its sorrowfulness is indeed a surprise,
because it came as a shock from between.
Sometimes its better,
to just accept what was fated,
whether things were to happened?
looking forward is now all that matters.
Fragile to the point it became strong,
no cracks in between, immune to resist.
Its always better to experience then to talk,
because it never understood when no actions are brought upon.
However much difficult,
life goes on...
sometimes we wonder why we made such delirious mistakes..
it feels weird to a point that it just make belief,
but what actuaaly took place cannot be erased deep within.
So what next,
ponders the question of denial,
what happen cannot be changed back,
neither reversed,
taking a day at a time,
until all is well, healed and loved...
Covered by a dark cloud,
the sun shines over but it never ceased to open.
It is covered with layers of memories,
so sad it does not realized how entwined it has been.
How else who it have realized?
That being honest is all it needs to unpeeled the layers.
Its sorrowfulness is indeed a surprise,
because it came as a shock from between.
Sometimes its better,
to just accept what was fated,
whether things were to happened?
looking forward is now all that matters.
Fragile to the point it became strong,
no cracks in between, immune to resist.
Its always better to experience then to talk,
because it never understood when no actions are brought upon.
However much difficult,
life goes on...
sometimes we wonder why we made such delirious mistakes..
it feels weird to a point that it just make belief,
but what actuaaly took place cannot be erased deep within.
So what next,
ponders the question of denial,
what happen cannot be changed back,
neither reversed,
taking a day at a time,
until all is well, healed and loved...
Monday, April 23, 2007
if u only knew...
threats are meaningless,
if u leave with it the wounds you hurt.
letting go is never easy,
but moving on is what u need to do to stay alert.
some people r just so beautiful inside,
yet u ve no means to hurt them,
and decide otherwise to leave em.
It ponders on the loss you will regret in time,
or the joy u would never had received.
sometimes its just a matter of choice,
yet, some choices are fixed upon.
we wonder why??
Thinking twice,
its really a matter of 2 lives entwined,
somehow belonging to 2 diff worlds det will never coincide.
the mind makes complications,
det arise like no intuitions.
alas its not a kindred spirirt,
intentions at large,or rather pure spirits.
have loss many senses of faith,
to revived again somehow takes too much effort and drive.
maybe drifting away at a point allows the freedom of the mind,
or perhaps, if it never encounter the sheer temptations,
it will continue to just stay put and turn dry.
you will never know until u try,
that was being said all the while.
yet, when what turns ugly at the end of times,
definitely is not easy to comprehend with just a good cry....
threats are meaningless,
if u leave with it the wounds you hurt.
letting go is never easy,
but moving on is what u need to do to stay alert.
some people r just so beautiful inside,
yet u ve no means to hurt them,
and decide otherwise to leave em.
It ponders on the loss you will regret in time,
or the joy u would never had received.
sometimes its just a matter of choice,
yet, some choices are fixed upon.
we wonder why??
Thinking twice,
its really a matter of 2 lives entwined,
somehow belonging to 2 diff worlds det will never coincide.
the mind makes complications,
det arise like no intuitions.
alas its not a kindred spirirt,
intentions at large,or rather pure spirits.
have loss many senses of faith,
to revived again somehow takes too much effort and drive.
maybe drifting away at a point allows the freedom of the mind,
or perhaps, if it never encounter the sheer temptations,
it will continue to just stay put and turn dry.
you will never know until u try,
that was being said all the while.
yet, when what turns ugly at the end of times,
definitely is not easy to comprehend with just a good cry....
Monday, April 16, 2007
when we finally come to senses,
u dun run away from within.
what tells u and teaches u,
r not just in between.
Everything holds bigger meaning,
if u look afar and learn anew.
Open your mind, and challenge the dream,
of being merely the lesser the better akin.
Living immortal, is merely a sin,
mortal beings goes to heaven up with HIM!
Life's a blessing, bigger blessings comes beyond then,
why live in fear, ponder in sheer,
and brings about unhappiness,
when's all bound to be cured.
When u finally dare to be different,
take up the challenge,
facing the biggest battle,
of learning to not hold back,
don't give excuses, but just to hold on to
faith and spirit that has always been given
for the LOVE by HIM!!!
u dun run away from within.
what tells u and teaches u,
r not just in between.
Everything holds bigger meaning,
if u look afar and learn anew.
Open your mind, and challenge the dream,
of being merely the lesser the better akin.
Living immortal, is merely a sin,
mortal beings goes to heaven up with HIM!
Life's a blessing, bigger blessings comes beyond then,
why live in fear, ponder in sheer,
and brings about unhappiness,
when's all bound to be cured.
When u finally dare to be different,
take up the challenge,
facing the biggest battle,
of learning to not hold back,
don't give excuses, but just to hold on to
faith and spirit that has always been given
for the LOVE by HIM!!!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
is it possible?
fate plays a weird game,
when it allows you to meet an unexpected guest.
the blossoming fact is nothing but merely an answer to your own quest.
You wonder whether it last or its just for a short frame.
why do the mind ponder so much?
when all it ever seems like, are nothing much but just a passing by occurence.
Yet, it seems wasted,dawn on something far beyond that.
Wishing that everything isn't so complicated,
however much expected, however much degraded.
To run away from reality,refusing to believe what should be seen,
some people are just not worth it,or so to say,
some are just too worthy of any unkindness befallen on them.
Hence, guilt rise up in the heart beyond,
for it never actually opens out and sings the song.
Question is, should it continue...or should it be ignorant, or rather,
follow the flow of the river, which hopefully brings it to a better
ocean....
when it allows you to meet an unexpected guest.
the blossoming fact is nothing but merely an answer to your own quest.
You wonder whether it last or its just for a short frame.
why do the mind ponder so much?
when all it ever seems like, are nothing much but just a passing by occurence.
Yet, it seems wasted,dawn on something far beyond that.
Wishing that everything isn't so complicated,
however much expected, however much degraded.
To run away from reality,refusing to believe what should be seen,
some people are just not worth it,or so to say,
some are just too worthy of any unkindness befallen on them.
Hence, guilt rise up in the heart beyond,
for it never actually opens out and sings the song.
Question is, should it continue...or should it be ignorant, or rather,
follow the flow of the river, which hopefully brings it to a better
ocean....
Saturday, March 31, 2007
quater life crisis...
In the midst of receiving the bulk of emails everyday, yet i cant seemed to dismiss this particular one which just seems so honest and yet exactly how and what i actually feel at the moment..anyhow..here goes..
BEING TWENTY - SOMETHING (Read The Whole Thing.... It's worth it.)
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."
It is when you stop going along with the crowd ,
and start realizing that there are many things about yourself,
that you didn't know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two,
but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that,
maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to,
aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met,
and the people you have lost touch with,
are some of the most important ones.
What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too,
and aren't really cold,catty, mean or insincere,
but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job...
and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing,
or maybe you are looking for a job,
and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom,
and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger.
You see what others are doing,
and find yourself judging more than usual,
because suddenly you realize,
that you have certain boundaries in your life,
and are constantly adding things to your lis,
t of what is acceptable and what isn't.
One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life.
You feel alone and scared and confused.
Suddenly, change is the enemy,
and you try and cling on to the past with dear life,
You realize that the past is drifting further and further away,
and there is nothing to do but stay where you are,
or move forward.
You get your heart broken ,
and wonder how someone you loved,
could do such damage to you.
Or you lie in bed and wonder,
why you can't meet anyone decent enough,
that you want to get to know better.
Or maybe you love someone,
but love someone else too,
and cannot figure out why you are doing this.
Because you know that you aren't a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.
Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over,
and talk with your friends about the same topics,
because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans, money,
the future and making a life for yourself...
and while winning the race would be great,
right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.
We are in our best of times and our worst of times,
trying as hard to figure this whole thing out.
Send this to your twenty-something friends...maybe it will help someone feel like they aren't alone in their state of confusion........
Anyhow ...God bless you!
(well i guess if u r suffering the quarter life crisis, rest assured that you are just normal and life will be better if u get it out in the open, face your devils and live a better tomorrow...:) )
BEING TWENTY - SOMETHING (Read The Whole Thing.... It's worth it.)
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."
It is when you stop going along with the crowd ,
and start realizing that there are many things about yourself,
that you didn't know and may not like.
You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two,
but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that,
maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to,
aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met,
and the people you have lost touch with,
are some of the most important ones.
What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too,
and aren't really cold,catty, mean or insincere,
but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job...
and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing,
or maybe you are looking for a job,
and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom,
and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger.
You see what others are doing,
and find yourself judging more than usual,
because suddenly you realize,
that you have certain boundaries in your life,
and are constantly adding things to your lis,
t of what is acceptable and what isn't.
One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life.
You feel alone and scared and confused.
Suddenly, change is the enemy,
and you try and cling on to the past with dear life,
You realize that the past is drifting further and further away,
and there is nothing to do but stay where you are,
or move forward.
You get your heart broken ,
and wonder how someone you loved,
could do such damage to you.
Or you lie in bed and wonder,
why you can't meet anyone decent enough,
that you want to get to know better.
Or maybe you love someone,
but love someone else too,
and cannot figure out why you are doing this.
Because you know that you aren't a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.
Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over,
and talk with your friends about the same topics,
because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans, money,
the future and making a life for yourself...
and while winning the race would be great,
right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.
We are in our best of times and our worst of times,
trying as hard to figure this whole thing out.
Send this to your twenty-something friends...maybe it will help someone feel like they aren't alone in their state of confusion........
Anyhow ...God bless you!
(well i guess if u r suffering the quarter life crisis, rest assured that you are just normal and life will be better if u get it out in the open, face your devils and live a better tomorrow...:) )
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Sunday, March 11, 2007
awakening..
going to the path of memories,
holding back and urging to discover what queries?
consequences of actions are undeniable,
feelings of hurt, being troubled, complicated...
its good when the heart hardens,
yet bad because emotions are no longer real.
role of characters,played at diff times,
diff hours with diff people.
man cannot choose what role to play, rather what is being choose to be played.
wonders of absolutely nonsense,
words of gossip and jealousy.
what could be better than to block it away,
as ignorance is bliss..
its never easy when faced with truth n reality,
yet, worse if it is not faced.
what makes one equal 2, would not necessarily works the same way through.
life is just a lesson,
nothing more nothing less,
u dun owe noone neither do they owe u,
hence, be fair in the decisions u made,
actions u choose and accept the consequence,
let time heal.....
holding back and urging to discover what queries?
consequences of actions are undeniable,
feelings of hurt, being troubled, complicated...
its good when the heart hardens,
yet bad because emotions are no longer real.
role of characters,played at diff times,
diff hours with diff people.
man cannot choose what role to play, rather what is being choose to be played.
wonders of absolutely nonsense,
words of gossip and jealousy.
what could be better than to block it away,
as ignorance is bliss..
its never easy when faced with truth n reality,
yet, worse if it is not faced.
what makes one equal 2, would not necessarily works the same way through.
life is just a lesson,
nothing more nothing less,
u dun owe noone neither do they owe u,
hence, be fair in the decisions u made,
actions u choose and accept the consequence,
let time heal.....
Saturday, January 20, 2007
lesson learnt..
its pointless to become what u r not,
trying to fit the bill and getting all lost.
why make the mistake when u know the consequence?
having to suffer and be hurt due to ur own cause..
its easy to say but hard to walk,
its never too late if u turn back the clock.
dun give excuses to what u know its not,
stop hoping and creating pictures which is false.
heartbreaking as it is,
some things are just not meant to be.
people come and go,
love do not.
what u seek, may not be received,
hence its better u let go,
move on and meet what is best and what is yours.
u can never cheat urself,
neither can u fool ur heart.
u know what ll happen if u do not love yourself enough.
thank god for giving u a sense which u can think,
all it might be too late because when u r caught in the web,
things ll be worse and u get yourself in a huge mess.
ps: if u relate to this, dun worry, every mistake made will make u a better person, as long as u know det u can be forgiven, because thats y u learn from ur mistakes...
(time ll heal....:) thank you ( u know who u r )- for making me open my eyes, being cruel to be kind but it is what i need and i ll live through it....thanks...:)
trying to fit the bill and getting all lost.
why make the mistake when u know the consequence?
having to suffer and be hurt due to ur own cause..
its easy to say but hard to walk,
its never too late if u turn back the clock.
dun give excuses to what u know its not,
stop hoping and creating pictures which is false.
heartbreaking as it is,
some things are just not meant to be.
people come and go,
love do not.
what u seek, may not be received,
hence its better u let go,
move on and meet what is best and what is yours.
u can never cheat urself,
neither can u fool ur heart.
u know what ll happen if u do not love yourself enough.
thank god for giving u a sense which u can think,
all it might be too late because when u r caught in the web,
things ll be worse and u get yourself in a huge mess.
ps: if u relate to this, dun worry, every mistake made will make u a better person, as long as u know det u can be forgiven, because thats y u learn from ur mistakes...
(time ll heal....:) thank you ( u know who u r )- for making me open my eyes, being cruel to be kind but it is what i need and i ll live through it....thanks...:)
Monday, January 01, 2007
travelling in the states
Traveling in the states
I finally waited till this day; our tour officially kicks off today. After having a wonderful Christmas spent with patricia and bill whom have invited us to have Christmas dinner with em. We are finally on our way back to NY city, as we were driven past Rehoboth city to ocean city Maryland, we were to board our bus dere. Passing by the ocean one last time, I can’t help feeling rather sad having had to leave this peaceful quiet town.
On the other hand, I m so excited having to meet my mom that very nite. Its been 3 months and mummy is flying up here to NY JFK to meet me in Newark Sheraton hotel. As we made our way down this long bus ride, it has been so much excitements that I cant keep still in my seat. Meanwhile we booked ourselves on this 7 days 6 nites tour around the state. We will be visiting the main cities namely Washington, Boston, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, Delaware, New york, Connecticut, Buffallo and etc.
The summary of the tour is as below:
07 Days / 06 Nights New York / Philadelphia / Washington /Niagara Falls / Boston
DEC 27 HONG KONG / NEW YORK CX 88 / ETA 1955 HRS
Wednesday Upon arrive New Yrok Kennedy Airport, representative will meet & greet at the
luggage claim area. Transfer to hotel for check in. Rest of day is free at leisure.
Hotel : Sheraton Newark or similar class
DEC 28 NEW YORK CITY TOUR - PHILADELPHIA (Guided SIC Tour)
Thursday Representative will meet you at the hotel lobby in the morning and then transfer to bus parking area to start the tour. Today starts with New York City tour include -
China Town, Wall Street, Ground Zero, Intrepid Museum, Circle Line Cruise, United
Nations, Times Square, Rockefeller Center, Fifth Avenue, Empire State Building,
Departs to Philadelphia after tour.
Hotel: Hyatt Regency Penn’s Landing Philadelphia or similar
DEC 29 PHILADELPHIA – WASHINGTON DC (Guided SIC Tour)
Friday A short morning tour of Philadelphia Independence Hall, Liberty Bell and United
States Mint. Transfer to Washington, upon arrival, city tour including Lincoln
Memorial, Vietnam Memorial, Jefferson Memorial, Natural History Museum, Capitol
Hill and White House.
Hotel: Marriott Hunt Valley or similar
DEC 30 WASHINGTON DC – NIAGARA FALLS (Guided SIC Tour)
Saturday Morning departs Washington for Harrisburg, visiting "Hershey's" Chocolate World,
Corning Glass Center. Afternoon heading to Niagara Falls for night view of the falls. Hotel: Adam’s Mark or similar
DEC 31 NIAGARA FALLS – BOSTON (Guided SIC Tour)
Sunday Morning Niagara Falls tours - observe the Canadian Horseshoe Falls (us side),
American Falls, Goat Island, Bridal Veil Falls, " Mid of the Mist " boat ride. In the
afternoon we will leave Niagara Falls to Boston.
Hotel: Hyatt Regency Cambridge or similar
JAN 01 BOSTON – NEW YORK (Guided SIC Tour)
Monday Morning visit Harvard University, MIT, Charles River, Quincy Market. Afternoon
transfer back to New York. Please inform the tour leader or the driver to drop off at the Chinatown and passenger Clients to make own way to hotel for check in.
Hotel: Comfort Inn Manhattan CFM# 29915803
JAN 02 NEW YORK - HONG KONG CX 889 / ETD 2140 HRS
Tuesday Clients to self check out by 11:00 hrs
Client to make own departure transfer to JFK airport
FLIGHT CX 889 / ETA 2140 hrs
We went on to HK for 2 more days spending it in Disneyland since we couldn’t make it to the west side of states. I had the most glorious time. I really thank god for this amazing trip and really am looking forward to more travels with my lovely mom. I am really a mummy’s gal I guess…but u know what I am absolutely proud of it as its really not easy having to establish such great relationship with our mothers and all.
At the end of the day, do cherish ur love ones especially ur parents, they really r the best that ever would have happen to each n everyone of us.. :)
I finally waited till this day; our tour officially kicks off today. After having a wonderful Christmas spent with patricia and bill whom have invited us to have Christmas dinner with em. We are finally on our way back to NY city, as we were driven past Rehoboth city to ocean city Maryland, we were to board our bus dere. Passing by the ocean one last time, I can’t help feeling rather sad having had to leave this peaceful quiet town.
On the other hand, I m so excited having to meet my mom that very nite. Its been 3 months and mummy is flying up here to NY JFK to meet me in Newark Sheraton hotel. As we made our way down this long bus ride, it has been so much excitements that I cant keep still in my seat. Meanwhile we booked ourselves on this 7 days 6 nites tour around the state. We will be visiting the main cities namely Washington, Boston, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, Delaware, New york, Connecticut, Buffallo and etc.
The summary of the tour is as below:
07 Days / 06 Nights New York / Philadelphia / Washington /Niagara Falls / Boston
DEC 27 HONG KONG / NEW YORK CX 88 / ETA 1955 HRS
Wednesday Upon arrive New Yrok Kennedy Airport, representative will meet & greet at the
luggage claim area. Transfer to hotel for check in. Rest of day is free at leisure.
Hotel : Sheraton Newark or similar class
DEC 28 NEW YORK CITY TOUR - PHILADELPHIA (Guided SIC Tour)
Thursday Representative will meet you at the hotel lobby in the morning and then transfer to bus parking area to start the tour. Today starts with New York City tour include -
China Town, Wall Street, Ground Zero, Intrepid Museum, Circle Line Cruise, United
Nations, Times Square, Rockefeller Center, Fifth Avenue, Empire State Building,
Departs to Philadelphia after tour.
Hotel: Hyatt Regency Penn’s Landing Philadelphia or similar
DEC 29 PHILADELPHIA – WASHINGTON DC (Guided SIC Tour)
Friday A short morning tour of Philadelphia Independence Hall, Liberty Bell and United
States Mint. Transfer to Washington, upon arrival, city tour including Lincoln
Memorial, Vietnam Memorial, Jefferson Memorial, Natural History Museum, Capitol
Hill and White House.
Hotel: Marriott Hunt Valley or similar
DEC 30 WASHINGTON DC – NIAGARA FALLS (Guided SIC Tour)
Saturday Morning departs Washington for Harrisburg, visiting "Hershey's" Chocolate World,
Corning Glass Center. Afternoon heading to Niagara Falls for night view of the falls. Hotel: Adam’s Mark or similar
DEC 31 NIAGARA FALLS – BOSTON (Guided SIC Tour)
Sunday Morning Niagara Falls tours - observe the Canadian Horseshoe Falls (us side),
American Falls, Goat Island, Bridal Veil Falls, " Mid of the Mist " boat ride. In the
afternoon we will leave Niagara Falls to Boston.
Hotel: Hyatt Regency Cambridge or similar
JAN 01 BOSTON – NEW YORK (Guided SIC Tour)
Monday Morning visit Harvard University, MIT, Charles River, Quincy Market. Afternoon
transfer back to New York. Please inform the tour leader or the driver to drop off at the Chinatown and passenger Clients to make own way to hotel for check in.
Hotel: Comfort Inn Manhattan CFM# 29915803
JAN 02 NEW YORK - HONG KONG CX 889 / ETD 2140 HRS
Tuesday Clients to self check out by 11:00 hrs
Client to make own departure transfer to JFK airport
FLIGHT CX 889 / ETA 2140 hrs
We went on to HK for 2 more days spending it in Disneyland since we couldn’t make it to the west side of states. I had the most glorious time. I really thank god for this amazing trip and really am looking forward to more travels with my lovely mom. I am really a mummy’s gal I guess…but u know what I am absolutely proud of it as its really not easy having to establish such great relationship with our mothers and all.
At the end of the day, do cherish ur love ones especially ur parents, they really r the best that ever would have happen to each n everyone of us.. :)
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