dancing fever....:)

phew, finally the last test is over and i get a week off before the battle of the continuing tests continues, gosh these past 3weeks had been stressful, however i still manage to squeeze in time for all the things that i should not be doing hehe...no wonder they say that women are great multitasker which is true in my case, i realized det i can do 3 things at once but only prob is i ll end up messing up...anyways...i had send off my invitations to all my friends for the upcoming "event" hehe next sat...actually its just an excuse to get everyone to catch up and det i get to be the mediator in between, nevertheless i do hope det U n I mean U people will turn up n get back to me asap k.....stupid hotel ppl, been bugging me to confirm the numbers for so many days, its just a small thinglar...not like i m throwing a wedding or so....gosh, so annoying....
meanwhile for those of u that ve confirm ur arrival, we r gonna be having a blast, great food n me as the source of entertainment, free of charge, what better way to enjoy ur day....hehe..:)
oklar i ll stop being so perasan.... btw guess wat happen.... i gotten a present from a friend, and it was the v3i phone det i wanted gosh..i was reluctant to take it at first, honestly..i mean its such an expensive gift besides gifts like det normally comes with some form of intention which i thinklar....and not to say anything not det i cant afford to buy it...nevertheless it just feels so good to receive a pressie like det, just wanted to thank u...n still think det u should not waste ur $$$ anyways after confiding in a few ppl, everyone says det is ok to take...so i takelar....m playing wif this new baby, falling in love with it too...:P
meanwhile lately i ve been so into dancing, i counted det in just 3 weeks alone i attended almost 20 hours of dance classes, excluding clubbing which does not count...honestly if u ask me 2 yrs back i ll never b able to do this much dancing in fact i dun even know how....but as i see the progress today,i really wanna thank these few special ppl for giving me so much guidance over the 2 yrs, frank,yvette, farah (especially u) and lingerto gosh now i m ur leading dancer eh..hehe
anyhow i vow to take up dancing seriously after graduating, really love it n i m really gonna major in BD n watever det comes...but really this is getting me motivated in reaching goals det i ve set out to pursue and m still going strong despite many setbacks.....
nevertheless i always believe det u must never give up no matter wat u do, i ll stick to that attitude...until then even the darkest hour of the day can still shine brigthly if u want it to shine....hence, just got to find my own light, dets all...
anyhow i ve nuthing to complain and nuthing to say anymore except det life is always great regardless how it turns out, every possible thing that happens just ve a good reason out of it...and as long as u dun run away but face the problem n get it over n done with, u ll be fine, n then just let time takes the course of the healing journey....n get on wif life....having figure det out i m just so gonna enjoy my life, love my family, love u my friends n just want to spread love to every person i meet....muaks..:P hehe.....(ewww i sound so lovey dovey..):)

lost light...

in times when the light seems blinded by the clouds,
itsa never easy to search the passage for the road to walk on.

in times when u lost your light,
its difficult to explain why people feels n do as they does.

yet some things like hope, love,
they do exist ,as such in times when u feel utterly lost,
u must search within and find the faith to get on
to get by,and det's where the direction of the light
will switch on and allow u to see where the right path is for u.

some things are unexplainable,
but then if everything has an answer,
then life ll not b as fascinating as it should be..

yet sometimes its such an emotional ride,
out of control, irrational,deprived..
the lost feeling and the sense of frustration that accompanies,
an undignified existence, an unknown unleashed,
then again, the light is in the hands of the controller who controls,
or is it the seeker that seeks?
or rather the fate that has befallen
onto what is not being chosen but rather what is being given.....

Debbie Gibson-didnt ve the heart

I found somebody new,
Though you mustn't believe,
That means I'm over you.
I know that in time,
We'll figure it out,
You'll read my mind ,
And though I'll wait for that day ,
Without making a sound.
I don't want to be,
The one who's letting you down,
I just want you to know ,
The reason behind the rhyme.

CHORUS:
It's not that I didn't have the time,
Didn't have the love,
I didn't have the strength,
Not to fall apart .
It's not that I don't care,
It's just I wouldn't dare ,
Cause I just don't have the heart.

VERSE2:
Love is not black and white,
You'd believe that it's true .
If you saw me tonight ,
I struggle with what is real .
But the logical side ,
Doesn't stop what I feel,
And though you're holding your breath,
To be given a sign .
Your heart cannot be ,
Broken in pieces like mine.
I just want you to know,
The reason behind the rhyme.

CHORUS:
It's not that I didn't have the time,
Didn't have the love,
I just didn't have the strength,
Not to fall apart .
It's not that I don't care,
It's just I wouldn't dare ,
Cause I just don't have the heart.

BRIDGE:
Loving you was more than I could stand,
I was scared my heart was in your hand .
But I know now I figured it out ,
Beyond a shadow of a doubt I must let go.

CHORUS:
Yes I had the time ,
Yes I had the love,
I just didn't have the strength,
Not to fall apart .
It's not that I don't care,
It's just I wouldn't dare ,
Cause I just don't have the heart,
I don't have the heart....

pu tong peng you-tao zhe

wo wu fa zhi shi pu tong peng you,
gan qing yi na me shen,
jiu wo zhen me neng fang shou,

chorus:
tang ni shuo i,
i only want to be ur friend,
zuo ge peng you,
wo zai ni xin zhong jiu shi just a friend,

wo gan ji ni dui wo zhe yang de dan bai,
dan wo gei ni de ai zhan shi shou bu hui lai,
so i , will only just try to be a friend...

wo zai yi zao jiu xiang yao shuo ming bai,
wo jue de zi ji hao shi bai,
wo yuan yi gai bian,
chong xin zai lai yi pian,

chorus...

happy CNY...2006

the month of january seems like a bolt of lightnining to me, and lo n behold comes feb, i had such a tight schedule the past 3 weeks, days seems like hrs,n hrs seems like minutes...etc..meanwhile uni started and boy am i in for a stress filled one.With 6 subjects to cram in just 4 months of studies, god knows how the hell i m gonna survive through it.Anyhow, if i really had a resolution ,i had better stick to being discipline n studying my butt off if i ve too neways CNY this yr was just like the previous yrs, nuthing really special,i went back penang, this time stayed at Evergreen hotel, nice view facing the sea, as usual did a couple of visiting around relatives....meanwhile i attended michelle 21st bday, sorry for arriving late, meanwhile been hanging out wif karina,thanks to her for constantly dragging me to the gym otherwise i m gonna be a piggy again...hehe oink oink....meanwhile paul van dyke is in town....shit i ve to go nevertheless i still ve tons of reports to finish up...gosh..n i just made a resolution to study...
meanwhile another few more days n uni resumes, sigh...i m really starting to get the jitters thinking bout it, wif the upcoming tests quizzes, who says that this is holiday, this is pure mental torture of a holiday..i think i should just stop complaining so much at times, den again, well thats the purpose of a blogger afterall, my purpose at least to vent n complain hehe....
i gotta go for my BD class now...once again happy Cny to everyone,hope u ve a great new yr wif full of angpaos hehe...:)